Post it Notes from a Heartbroken Teen

They are so much more intimate with each other. I’m clearly the 3rd wheel. Fuck this was a bad idea

i can’t tell if i want to change in order to impress you or to feel better about myself. but i simultaneously want you to love me for me. but everyone is telling me to not fall in love with you because you are a man and men aren’t to be trusted. but your touch makes me feel so safe and i cant explain why. i know they are more your type and it sucks because i dont think i can be that, but i want to give you everything and i understand that it can be toxic so im holding back. maybe it got worse because i saw them as a threat even though it shouldnt be that way.