How i know lily molested/raped me in my sleep
She coerced me into sexual games when we're were 7-10, I stopped cooperating at 10
She used to talk me into sleeping over in her room and I'd wake up to her masterbating over top of me, she came on me more than once.
At 10 she started talking to me about incest, what I thought of it, and how she thought it was the purest form of love between siblings. She would get visibly upset when I didn't agree with her.
I started waking up in the mornings with the underwear I had been wearing to sleep off my body and gone from my room, this lasted years.
My underwear would be found in Lily's room
I've woken up to her sneaking into my room, she leaves when she notices I'm awake with a "oh, you're awake...."
She told my best friend while I was in the room that the kind of girl she'd want to date is "kind of like Courtney" body type, hair eyes voice. All was asked and all was answered "kinda like Courtney"
She used to compare to meg Griffin to my face while writing a self ship fic where she has a child with meg Griffin.
A psychologist was given this list of worrying behaviours and was told not to leave me alone with her as I wasn't safe, (this is the early 2000's nobody gave a shit about kids back then thus we were still somehow allowed to live under the same roof) this caution was ignored
None of these things ever stopped happening untill I got a lock and started locking my door while I slept.
My underwear stopped disappearing, it stayed on my body all night
I stopped wetting the bed only when I got my door lock.
I got UTIs and yeast infections a few times a year from the time I was a baby until i was 14
I used to wake up to bruises on my thighs that I did not go to bed with, again stopped when I got my door lock.
