Stick for now

I weighed myself this morning aaaaannndd 147… womp womp

I am officially the biggest I’ve ever been in my life. I know that 151 is a starting weight to some of you but I’ve never been in the 150’s in my life. And the best part? I love it.

The gluttony I subject myself to on a daily basis was once only an occasional indulgence. I would go weeks without eating dessert or eating a meal that was more than a thousand calories, but now? I can’t wait. I need it every chance I get. I want to please my encouragers so badly. I have to. Because not only do I need to be fat, I need people to see how far I’ve gone. How much of a pig I’ve become.

Me at the start of my gaining journey

Replace milk with coffee creamer when possible, it’s less thick than heavy cream and sweet as can be!

Pasta! Pasta! Pasta! But with a specific caveat, add heavy cream, butter, garlic, and reduce. This works with every kind of sauce and is delicious. Alfredo - Duh, Marinara - tomato crème, and it even works with pesto.

Coffee, but you have to make sure it’s at least 500 cal because coffee can reduce your appetite.

Little Debbie’s, literally just pick one. Cheap, low fill, high calorie.

I’ve decided recently that 3000 calories a day is the absolute minimum I need in a day. I mean I’m a growing boy after all.

Legitimately contemplating adding a milkshake /ice cream to my daily diet.

Having “fun” while eating. Why not combine one ecstasy with another.

No more gym. It’s just soooo hard, and ugh why even bother wasting calories anymore.