I just wanna deeply apologize even though you’ll probably say there’s no need for me to, but I’m going to.

I just hate that I’m always coming and going over and over again; that I can’t control when my body wants to flare up and I know there’s people waiting for me and I feel so guilty, because when they talk to me, it makes them happy, and I feel like I’m taking it away from them yk? I always stop at the worst times leave at the worst times.. and I hate that it’s always gonna be like that.

I’m sorry that it’s not going to be continuous and there’s always going to be breaks and what not. Constantly having my phone in my hands, has been taking a toll on them and I didn’t realize how painful that would be..for me at least.

Yes, I know health first, but regardless. 

This isn’t some petty post. This is me expressing that I enjoy doing it but I’m also sorry when I end up stopping for a certain amount of time. 

When my physical health gets worse, it causes delays for people.

In general, I have to take a break from even holding my phone physically because I don’t know what the hell is happening with my hands and wrists, but it hurts like a fucking bitch.

Hell, I have to use the microphone on the keyboard to write all this. 

anyways, I just hope that y’all will stick with me and bare with me.

I appreciate every single one of you that interact and again I truly am sorry for the disappointment.

Yeah, I'm for it. Let's do it.

“A musician? That’s really cool one of my closest friends is also a musician, hasn’t made it big yet, but he’ll get there. And me? I’m the owner of a movie store called Family Video, but I also play guitar on the side, a few gigs sometimes in bars or weddings, it’s good money it’s enough to feel comfortable with you know?” @rapmonkive

Yeah, I'm for it. Let's do it.

I just checked my bank account and I’m at -21. I don’t know how this happened but I cannot fucking do this anymore.

I’m struggling financially, and trying to get myself together. My chronic illnesses are all flaring up at the same time and it’s leaving me in an overwhelming state of stress.

Anything helps, even if it’s a single dollar — or a few cents. Or just a reblog..anything at all.

My PayPal is PayPal.me/justinesousa1

And my e-transfer is [email protected]

••please reblog

I’ve been sleeping the same flat pillow I’ve had since I was in middle school. I deal with chronic neck pain and migraines it’s been absolutely horrible to my neck more recently.

Getting injections in my skull and neck haven’t touched any of the nerves and muscles back there and having this pillow isn’t making it any better either

I need help in getting a cervical neck pillow. The pain is f**king HORRIBLE.. so damn bad, so I’m reaching out with people who would be able to share, donate or reblog around this site.

My cashapp is $emw0509 / PayPal: @ emmawats14

Anything helps… thx