I am absolutely fiending for my heart to be very closely examined. And of course follow through with any tests or experiments that are desired by my doctor.

This… this is exactly what I want.

stethoscopes are one of the weirdest things that turn me on. it's so strangely intimate to me when they slip it just under your shirt, warning u that it's gonna be cold. telling you to take a couple deep breaths as their gloved hand rests on your shoulder, and the silence that follows when they quietly direct you to take a couple more deep breaths as they move the cold disk across your chest.

Dream fantasy is to be strapped down on a medical bed and a table holding all kinds of surgical tools and a crazed enough doctor to tease and explore my pounding heart with all kinds of means

Yes pls