I had several very strange dreams last night and the only one I vividly remember now was: I was staying with a friend from high school and her mom, because there was some kind of event we were going to (like a convention or a museum or something?) in the morning, but the same night of the event was Halloween and it just happened that her mom recently bought this old house and converted the bottom floor into a nightclub. And my friend convinced me to not only go to the Halloween party at the house club, but also to dress up in the same costume as her, which apparently was emo boy drag. We did our hair and makeup and got our outfits figured out and stuff....... And I think possibly the most shocking part of the dream was that I looked exactly like Carlos D in my drag. Like, haircut/dye, suspenders, tie, armband, button up shirt..... Almost exactly like this photo of him, except my shirt was white and I was wearing a fucking ton of eyeliner
Every time I looked in the mirror in the dream (which was several times, because I had to keep fixing all the eyeliner) I saw Carlos D but in my dream it didn't register to me that I looked like him, I just kept thinking "damn I did a good job with this look" lol.
Long story short, the party was a nothingburger that I remember very little of, and I remember walking two blocks (through one of the neighborhoods I grew up in) to a different bar after the party, then one of my friends (actually the guy who called me out of the blue the other day) was driving me home to my grandma's house but he kept making wrong turns even though he had been to my grandma's house hundreds of times before.
When I finally got home (grandma's house) my aunt was there and I discovered that my stupid fucking asshole brother had showed up at some point in the last two days that I'd been gone and he ate the entire fucking cake that I had made for my grandma. I was PISSED. ENRAGED. The last thing I remember was going upstairs into the bathroom and staring at myself (Carlos D) in the bathroom mirror angrily lol
I will say, it definitely illustrates a pattern I've recently seen a LOT in my dreams: social event -> hard time getting home -> relieved to finally be home -> my brother being an asshole who only exists in my dreamscape to ruin things and terrorize me. The drag is a new and interesting detail though lol
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