I will listen to you.

oh i had this dream the other night. I went through a door that could take me anywhere and I prayed so hard before opening it for it to take me to you know who, my old friend. Then I was in Manila, walking and wondering how I'll know where to go. I found this karaoke place we used to go to in college and I saw all my college friends inside. I continued to walk in until I saw you know who, looking healthier and happier. My sister ran to hug and say hi and he seemed really happy. I asked to talk and he gave me a peck. I told him I was married and in love in so many timelines and so many dimensions but I still don't know what I want. He put his hands over mine, like an old friend. I felt so comforted. I can remember the feeling from the dream clearly. He told me something but I don't remember what it was. I just remember feeling rejected, but calm--accepting. Then I said good bye, walked away, and woke up.