Ancient Canadian Millennial. Whole sort of general multifandom mish-mash for media with disappointing endings. She/her or they/them. Bring me your anticapitalist, pro-2SLGBTQIA+, pro-neurodivergent posts. Only fandom love in this house though I reserve the right to hate on the source material. Celebrating all the #tumblr holidays.
Bill Shatner is all āSpirk isnāt canon !! you guys are so stupid !! theyāre just friends !!ā Baby then what was all that you were doing every week for three years in a row⦠were you actually just really in love with Leonard Nimoy because thatās the only other explanation i can think of
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Hello! Long time since I last posted.
Here's another animatic I've been working on in the past 2 months. I would've finished it in June, but I got sidetracked with Yuri McSpirk, so please excuse the sudden difference in art style halfway through the video. ^^'
Song: "POV" -Ariana Grande
Itās wrapped up with glitter and glitz,
But wouldnāt be played at the Ritz.
Now Sherlock does fear
That he and John, here,
Are stuck with this bandās greatest hits.
'Tis a Gift is on AO3.
I wonder if you think you know
What gift that could be? Well, if so,
Please share it with me
And fill me with glee
By putting your guess down below!
Although their good friend, A Z Fell,
Really does not like to sell
The things he collects,
Still Sherlock suspects
Thereās one here by James, (gasp!) E L.
'Tis a Gift is on AO3.
I wonder if you think you know
What gift that could be? Well, if so,
Please share it with me
And fill me with glee
By putting your guess down below!
John returns; Sherlock notices. There is a Conversation, and Conclusions are drawn.
āJohn? Iām sorry.ā He opens the door a crack. āPlease talk to me.ā
He hears a sigh from within, a squeak as John sits on the bed.Ā
āSherlock, where do you think I was all this time?ā
He opens the door wider, sees John sitting, staring at the contents of his wardrobe. The suitcase lies open on the bed beside him, partly filled with underwear, all standard white except for one pair of red pants. Why red? Another John Watson mystery he might never get a chance to solve.Ā
Next, a coda: What about Moriarty?
Part 7 of More Words (You don't have to have read the other parts to read this one - the series is all drabble-inspired short stories) š
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Annual Fic Writers' Retreat, first held in Canada in 2016, coming once again in 2026 for its TEN YEAR ANNIVERSARY.
NO MORE WAITLIST: Due to additional interest, new spots have been made available for this year's retreat!
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When: August 6-9 2026
Where: Five Oaks Retreat Centre, Paris, Ontario, Canada
What is it? Four days spent with other fic writers, at all levels of experience. There will be a mix of workshops (Topics TBA and open to suggestions), prompts and challenges, and plenty of independent writing time for your own personal projects.
Itās also an opportunity to make connections with people who share your interests and passions, and where you can focus on your own goals and creativity.
Cost (in CANADIAN DOLLARS):
$500.00Ā Double Occupancy ($365 USD)
$590.00Ā Single Occupancy ($430 USD)
Hereās what you get for it:
All meals (dinner Thursday to lunch Sunday)
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A retreat in a beautiful riverside setting
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Second payment is due on July 6, 2026
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Travel to the venue is not included. However, shared transport from Toronto (airport or other hubs) can almost always be arranged with other participants.
Several participants (and the organizer) live in the area, and we have always been able to arrange ride-shares from the Toronto Airport to the various venues. These connections will be arranged after registration.
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We don't have a canonical date for when John was born, but his fans are resourceful, and July 7 is one of the extra-canonical dates when his birth is celebrated, possibly chosen because that is the death date of his creator, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, in 1930. (Not a great reason, but these are the same people who decided Watson had six wives.)
August 7 is also celebrated, because William S. Baring-Gould uses this date in his biography, Sherlock Holmes of Baker Street. BBC's Sherlock chose April 23, for reasons unknown. It seems that Sherlock knew this, but missed the party because he had a 'thing.'
I'd like to celebrate today by quoting some of my favourite descriptions of the good doctor from fan fiction. š„³ (And thereby recommending some favourite stories to you!)
Berty / @bertytravelsfar, from This Time:
For John to be here, with a memorised speech in a room full of strangers, apologising for who the hell knew what, must be hellish for a man like him. He's a private man - outwardly respectable and affable, inside he is a complex mess of recklessness, caring, conflicting drives and misdirected anger. He's a ticking time bomb of a man and Sherlock thinks it will take more than a new therapist to defuse him. He has known John for some time. He has seen him at his highest and lowest and all points in between. Heās seen him defeated and broken, exhilarated and euphoric. Sherlock has seen John cry, seen him angry, seen him helpless and aroused. Sherlock knows John's face better than he knows his own. He appears to be in earnest - he's making eye contact but not excessively so, his hands and breathing are relaxing now he has begun, and his voice, though low and quiet, is sincere and not strained.
John Watson is the biggest short man in London, but you wouldnāt know it now. He has taken down men more than a foot taller than him, faced down serial killers and taken the piss out of the British government to his face. John Watson is not intimidated or diminished by anything that Afghanistan or London has thrown at him, but to look at him now it would be easy to assume that he has been defeated in most every sense of the word.
2. Fangs_Fawn, Worth the Wounds:
John Watsonās nature was made up of fascinating contradictions. The same hands that skillfully healed horrific battlefield injuries were equally skilled at dealing them out. His affable personality, kindness and instinctive compassion so made people think of him as warm and friendly that it took them a long time to notice that he held his cards close, giving very little of himself away. He came off as an easygoing, always-in-control, laidback bloke, but underneath he was an adrenaline junkie.
3. @weeesi, Edge of the Sea:
John thinks about himself and considers, not for the first time, that heās not someone people deeply care about, really, or remember unprompted out of the blue. Heās the type of person who can slip through the cracks: heās sufficiently present when heās present, forgettable to people the moment he isnāt.
To most people, he thinks. To everyone but Sherlock, he used to think. But then Sherlock hadnāt deemed him sufficient after all, had slotted him firmly into the forgettable side of things when heād made the decision to send John away, after using Johnās compulsion to care to his advantage, and climbed those winding steps to the rooftop alone. John had cared in the wrong direction that morning and look where he is now.
4. @raina-at, Nothing Gold Can Stay
"Nobodyās ever stuck with me. My whole life, nobodyās ever chosen me over anything. Harry fucked off as soon as she had the chance, and I donāt blame her for it, but she left me alone with our parents, and didnāt look back. My dad split when my mum got sick, and then my mum died. And do you want to know why you never heard about Sholto before? Because he sent me one text when I was in the hospital and then never bothered with me again. People donāt stick with me, Sherlock. TheyĀ neverĀ do. And now thereās this intelligent, beautiful, reliable woman, who loves meā¦ā Johnās voice breaks, and he runs a hand over his face to try to keep his emotions in check. āAnd next Saturday, sheāllĀ promiseĀ to stick with me. No matter what. And that should make me happy. It should make meĀ fuckingĀ ecstatic that someone wants to stick with me for once. And yet. Fuck, and yet, all I feel is dread.ā
āWhy?ā Sherlock asks, gently, quietly.
āBecauseā¦ā Johnās voice is almost gone, but he clears his throat and continues, looking down at the ducks paddling away from them, ābecause Iām holding on to something. And Iām as afraid of letting go as I am of looking it in the face.ā
5. Glenmore / @glenmoresparks, Albion and the Woodsman
John Watson has a special smile he uses when he is about to maim or kill you. It looks like an ordinary closed lipped smile, and can be mistaken as quite friendly until you see his eyes, which will be filled with mayhem and lethal conviction.
And:
John Watson always wants a cup of tea. It is one of his factory settings.
Bonus: @hitlikehammers has a wonderful backstory for John in Chapter 1 of The Architect of Solitude. I can't quote the whole thing here, but it begins:
In the ninth year of John Watsonās life, he learned a magic trick, and he starred in a play.
Go read some fanfic and thank the talented writers who have given life to John Watson and Sherlock Holmes!
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But wait this is actually freaking me out though, it raises so many questions about the otherwise incomprehensible meaning of life as a collective whole versus personal sustenance and longevity
Imagine if one day you were given a choice: Become immortal and indestructible for eternity, unable to be harmed by anything ever again, and get to live forever.
However, in order to achieve that you must give up whatever your purpose in life is. Whatever it is that you were always meant to do, what you were supposed to contribute to the overall scheme and future of the life of the universe, your purpose⦠the whole reason you were even created, even born in the first place. You must give that up. You donāt know what that is. Youāll never know; But, regardless, you say yes.
Perhaps you assume you wouldnāt have made any sort of significant difference anyway. That butterfly effect theory or whatever they call it? Nah, you call bullshit. It doesnāt matter - you donāt matter, at least not to anything outside of your immediate connections - and itāll all be fine, and youāll just live forever with minimal (or maybe even no) consequences.
So, yay! Youāre now immortal. Youāll never die or get hurt ever again. Wee!
But then, centuries and centuries later (not to mention that by this point youāve gone through horrible heartbreak and misery and despair because every loved one you ever had, every friend you ever made, ever person you barely got to know, has passed away, died as you lived on long without them, helpless to do anything for them as you watched them perish, unable to ever go with them or ever see them again. But I digress), now, you learn you actually were important in the grand scheme of things. You were supposed to be a key factor in the worldās survival, long ago; but, because of the choice you made (immortality over individual purpose), you were never given the knowledge or awareness or resources or ability to save the world that you were always supposed to obtain, before you unknowingly made the wrongest choice to ever wrong.
Needless to say, youāve fucked up big time.
The entire universe as we know it is destroyed soon after this horrifying revelation. It implodes, collapses in on itself, essentially forming a massive black hole or something. Stars, nebulae, galaxies, solar systems and planets, worlds and worlds of living people and things, and light-years of time and space and life, all sucked up into absolute, indefinite nothingness.
But you remain.
Just you. Floating amongst, spiraling around, rocketing through, suspended in⦠nothing. With a feeling of such unbelievable loneliness that your feeble brain can hardly perceive, canāt possibly hope to comprehend. Not only are you the only living thing left, you donāt even have one inanimate object to keep you company. You have literally. Nothing. And you are literally nowhere. I mean, technically, you are now the universe - if it would bring you petty comfort to think about it that way. You. Only you. With nothing, no one, nowhere. Forever. And ever. And ever.
All because you thought you didnāt matter. That you had no real, meaningful purpose. That you could never possibly make a difference.
But you did. And now look what youāve gotten yourself into, you silly nugget. Youāre gonna be pretty bored and lonely for that eternity, huh?
Or maybe it was out of selfishness. Maybe this wasnāt because you felt useless, but because you simply only cared about prolonging your own life and nothing else. Hm.
The moral here? Be selfless, and always know and remember that you matter.
Or else, one day, you might destroy the universe. And be left to suffer, and be tortured horribly and endlessly by the void of nothingness that has consumed you. With no way to escape. Ever.
Other moral because I got sidetracked from my initial point - all things considered, would you choose longevity over purpose? Immortality over meaning?Ā
OR, IDK, MAYBE SOME IDIOT JUST LAMINATED A STUPID PIECE OF PAPER TOWEL FOR NO GOOD REASON
AND MAYBE I SHOULDNT BE LOOKING FOR THE ANSWERS TO THE MEANING OF OUR SHORT, FRAGILE LIVES IN