SteelLily

Ashley and Aabria have killed me. Too much hotness on that bottom table. I've died. I'm way too queer for this.

Momo's dance sequence with the mega group. I accidentally watched the video with the song Sacrifice by In This Moment playing in the background and the way that choreography lines up almost perfectly with this song is just chef's kiss.

Please someone watch the dance and play this song over it. Start at around minute 2 of the song. Line it up right before the lyric, "so tell me why are you still here" while Momo is walking. And then come tell me if I've gone completely unhinged or if you also see how it lines up.

Does it make sense that their two mini albums got me through this? Nope. The vibe of those albums is so opposite of the thriller/horror/urban fantasy/romance whatever this is but here we are and whatever weird combination of music and hyperfixation got me through this, I'm genuinely shocked and thankful for. I didn't even use the playlist I actually created just for this novel. Stories are funny like that sometimes. 🤷🏻‍♀️

And a way to weave a couple of other stories I had tried to start a while back but could never settle on how to make it work. But if I put them all in this universe, then magically they work.

Apparently there really is something to just letting yourself spill words on a page without stopping to edit at all. Now I have all the time in the world to go back and edit to my heart's content if I get stuck at any point in the next book.