art is stARTing now to be an antidote

My heart’s a race car

Eyes a waterfall

Self esteem a desert

Filled with ocean

Of hope

Fragile feelings

Like dew drops

Worthy or not

Diving into shallow waters

Sat there

I meet your eyes

I break that contact

Could be a mirage

That you were looking back

Do you care?

Or do you not?

Explain it to me

And spare my heart

That weight you feel

On your chest right now

Put there by someone

Making you feel

It’s your fault

You’re the one

Messing all up

The very reason

For imbalance

Is going to stay a while

Till you learn to live

Weighted to the core

Then will your spirits lift

In that moment

She was tired

Like an aged Phoenix

To burn out

And be reborn

Just more magnificent

So she laid beneath the stars

Wishing all will fall in to place

Or the world will fall apart

Letting us rebuild it

Way we should have

In the first place

Either it was her thinking this

Leaving people is also an art

Leaving them with a reason

But if the person breaks the wall preparation ,

You made for the time they leave

With hope

That they won’t leave

and still do

That is when devastation truly hits you

and trust issues crop up

But maybe its the inevitability of the situation

the sun sets

the moon rises in search 

till she sets and he rises again 

but maybe you are running 

running away

tell me please 

Rather than narrating ‘ what went wrong ‘ lets speak of what made us who we are

Not some mess but the divine organised human that stares back at you in the mirror

You are beautiful

Like a Michelangelo masterpiece

your eyes met mine

i looked away

i am confused

do the eyes that met have the same feelings in them

and i wanna see no for an answer

How could something

That starts so unexpectedly

I wonder if you notice 

if I'm missing

and guess what I am doing 

or if I think about you 

cause your mind is on mine

and those dark brown eyes 

are as satisfying as melting chocolate

but I wonder if they even see me 

as for me 

I do all of it