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I had a dream a few days ago that I texted you and it didn’t go through. I suppose that’s what all my thoughts are like.

We’re living life parallel. In the same place, at the same time, aware of each other; but paths never crossing, never touching, never reaching out. It’s strange.

I never knew how much it hurt me but you read me like a book. I ruined it, I’m sorry.

It’s not worth it to be this upset about something that could’ve been. It wasn’t. I want to just be grateful for the potential, please god let me just be grateful instead of sad.

reminders of her make me sick of myself

gravitational pull. I feel like beach waves lapping at your feet. Closer, then farther, and close again.

Tried to change for you but that’s not me.

I think I’ll chase you for the rest of my life. I never wanted to wait, but it’s not a choice anymore.

One day alone is all it takes to crush me. This won’t cure anything but it’s for the better.

We talk every day and we always will, but I’ll still miss you for the rest of my life