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HOUSE OF THE DRAGON: S01EP01 THE HEIRS OF THE DRAGON
I ย trust ย your ย ride ย was ย pleasant.
Try ย not ย to ย look ย too ย relieved.
I ย believe ย Iโm ย quite ย content ย as ย a ย spectator, ย thank ย you.
I ย donโt ย need ย mothering.
Someone ย has ย to ย attend ย to ย you.
This ย discomfort ย is ย how ย we ย serve ย the ย realm.
Iโd ย rather ย serve ย as ย a ย knight ย and ย ride ย to ย battle ย and ย glory.
You ย stink ย of ย dragon.
Well, ย that ย sounds ย suspiciously ย like ย good ย news.
And ย are ย we ย meant ย to ย weep ย for ย dead ย pirates?
I ย would ย be ย delighted.
I ย bought ย you ย something.
Nowโฆ ย you ย and ย I ย both ย own ย a ย small ย piece ย of ย our ย ancestry.
Youโre ย always ย like ย this ย when ย youโre ย worried.
I ย want ย to ย fly ย with ย you ย on ย dragon-back, ย see ย the ย great ย wonders ย across ย the ย Narrow ย Sea, ย and ย eat ย only ย cake.
I ย like ย this ย position. ย Itโs ย quite ย comfortable.
I ย never ย jest ย about ย cake.
So ย you ย remember.
They ย are ย searching ย the ย texts ย for ย similar ย cases.
Bad ย humors ย of ย the ย mind ย can ย adversely ย affect ย the ย body.
Whatever ย it ย is, ย it ย needs ย to ย be ย kept ย quiet.
Cauterization ย would ย be ย a ย wise ย course ย of ย treatment.
This ย is ย the ย only ย place ย I ย can ย find ย comfort ย these ย days.
Iโve ย never ย been ย more ย certain ย of ย anything.
Crime ย of ย every ย breed ย has ย been ย allowed ย to ย thrive.
Carry ย on. ย You ย were ย saying ย something ย about ย my ย impunity.
Making ย a ย public ย spectacle ย of ย wanton ย brutality ย is ย hardly ย in ย line ย with ย our ย laws.
Time ย will ย tell.
I ย can ย assure ย you, ย the ย sheep ย are ย prettier.
Perhaps ย you ย arenโt ย ready ย to ย move ย on ย just ย yet.
Enforce ย my ย laws, ย but ย understandโฆ ย any ย further ย performances ย like ย last ย nightโs ย will ย be ย answered.
I ย would ย gladly ย take ย it ย if ย I ย thought ย I ย needed ย it.
Best ย get ย on ย with ย it.
Now, ย Iโm ย fairly ย certain ย I ย can ย win ย these ย games.
Itโs ย a ย marvel ย that ย war ย didnโt ย break ย out ย at ย first ย blood.
We ย must ย either ย act ย now ย or ย leave ย it ย with ย the ย gods.
I ย wish ย you ย luck.
This ย is ย the ย last ย thing ย any ย of ย us ย wish ย to ย discuss ย at ย this ย dark ย hour, ย but ย I ย consider ย the ย matter ย urgent.
These ย recent ย tragedies ย have ย left ย you ย without ย an ย obvious ย heir.
Well, ย who ย else ย would ย have ย a ย claim?
I ย will ย not ย sit ย here ย and ย suffer ย crows ย that ย come ย to ย feast ย on ย their ย corpses!
I ย wouldnโt ย know ย what ย to ย say.
I ย do ย know ย how ย passionate ย you ย are ย for ย the ย histories.
All ย I ย wanted ย was ย for ย someone ย to ย say ย that ย they ย were ย sorry ย for ย what ย happened ย to ย me.
But ย dream ย and ย pray ย as ย they ย all ย might, ย it ย seems ย Iโm ย not ย so ย easily ย replaced.
The ย gods ย give ย just ย as ย the ย gods ย take ย away.
I ย corroborated ย this ย report ย with ย three ย separate ย witnesses.
My ย family ย has ย just ย been ย destroyed.
Yet ย everything ย Iโve ย given ย you, ย youโve ย thrown ย back ย in ย my ย face.
Then ย why ย do ย you ย cut ย me ย so ย deeply?
They ย all ย prey ย on ย you ย for ย their ย own ย ends.
When ย you ย look ย at ย the ย dragons, ย what ย do ย you ย see?
Without ย them, ย weโre ย just ย like ย everyone ย else.
I ย swear ย this ย by ย the ย old ย gods ย and ย the ย new.
Promise ย me.
โชย ย ย แตสฐแต ๐ซ๐ผ๐บ๐ป๐ ๐ป๐ถ๐๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฟ . ย ย ( ย a ย collection ย of ย various unsorted sentence startersย . ย adjust ย phrasing ย as ย necessary .ย ย will be updated frequently .ย ย )
why are you here ?
drive .ย drive fast .
i think we should make an informed decision .
are you coming or not ?
youโve been avoiding me .
[ name ] , ย what were you thinking ?
this should be your priority .
let me hold you for a minute .
get out of my way .ย i wonโt tell you again .
that wasnโt supposed to happen .
can you keep a secret ?
i donโt know what i did to deserve you .
you seriously think i couldโve done something like that ?
youโre safe with me .
sorry isnโt good enough .
where is all this coming from ?
who told you about that ?
sorry iโm late ,ย i got caught up .
youโre being paranoid .
why are you looking at me like that ?
youโre the single most important thing to me .
all iโm asking is that you hear me out .
whatever they told you ,ย itโs a lie .
we shouldnโt stick around here .
hold my hand ,ย i donโt want to lose track of you .
[ name ]ย โฆย truth or dare ?
i love you .ย nothingโs gonna change that .
can you tell me what happened ?
you canโt come around here anymore .
back off ,ย okay ?
what ,ย you donโt have time for me anymore ?
youโre asking for too much .
iโm trying to start a new life .
what do you mean ,ย you arenโt coming back ?
sometimes i think you must hate me .
why canโt we just talk about this ?
i know i fucked up , ย you can stop rubbing it in .
youโve got quite a reputation .
iโm not usually like this ,ย iโm sorry .
please ,ย just let me explain myself .
i love watching you work .
weโre on the same team .
did you ever tell anyone ?
youโve got a lot of explaining to do .
really funny ,ย youโre very mature .
you call THAT a PLAN ?
can we get out of here ?
i thought things would be different .
this is not up for debate !
do whatever you have to do .
karmaโs going to get you for that .
it couldโve been a lot worse .
i asked you to leave me out of this .
maybe itโs time to take a leap of faith .
i never want to see you again .
can you see how many fingers iโm holding up ?
iโm gonna be there when you get whatโs coming to you .
youโre the best thing thatโs ever happened to me .
iโve been waiting all night for this .
i told you not to contact me .
sometimes i really think you have a death wish .
what do you need ?ย โย what can i do ?
i would do literally anything to keep you safe .
that was supposed to be a secret .
you havenโt called me that in years .
stop telling me to calm down !
we make a pretty good team .
i have so much i want to say to you .
iโm not going to let anyone hurt you .
can we please not do this right now ?ย
wait ,ย waitย โฆย just breathe for a second .
how are you holding up ?
why donโt you stay the night ?ย iโll take the couch .
i donโt need your protection !
youโre not making this easier on yourself .
are you going to let me in ?
iโm supposed to be protecting you .
i will kill you if i have to .
do whatever you have to do .
this is going to hurt ,ย iโm sorry .
what happened to you ,ย where have you been ?!
there was nothing you couldโve done .
youโre all i need right now .
i donโt believe in love at first sight .
have you been following me ?
i need you to believe me .
what do you remember ?
iโm not a good person .
what the hellโs going on with you ?
youโre being followed .
just when i thought my day couldnโt be any worse .
iโve been having weird dreams .
so youโve been lying to me this whole time ?
are you trying to get us killed ?
this is the worst thing thatโs ever happened to me .
i never asked for your help .
youโre being followed ,ย pretend you know me .
why has it started to feel different with you ?
donโt worry ,ย i have a plan .
i heard everything .
do you need to sit down ?
i have the right to know whatโs going on .
iโve just gotta catch my breath .
stay out of my business .
what did you think was going to happen ?!
donโt cause a scene .
tell me something about you that i donโt know .
can i buy you a drink ?
what ifย โฆย we played spin the bottle ?
this was never a problem untilย [ name ]ย came around .
you canโt ask me to make that choice .
are you seeing anyone right now ?
i need you to listen to me ,ย we donโt have long .
youโre lying ,ย that doesnโt make any sense .
you look ย โฆ ย stunning .
what are you trying to prove ?
who died and made you the boss of me ?
you canโt just show up here like this .
let me make it up to you .
thereโs no way iโm leaving you like this .
can we stay like this ?ย just for a little longer .
i donโt need you to fight for me .
soย โฆย you lied to me ?
youโre the only one that can help me .
i canโt help you if you wonโt let me .
i never introduced myself ,ย iโm [ name ] .
i expected more from you .
you have no idea who i am ,ย do you ?
are you real ?ย is this real ?
can i stay with you ?ย just for the night .
youโre going to get yourself killed .
why did you help me ?
tell me what i can do to help .
pick a card ,ย any card .
i never wanted any of this .
i love you .ย ย you donโt have to say it back .
do you wanna get out of here ?
what the hell are you talking about ?
i should have trusted you .
get your head out of the clouds .
how is any of this MY fault ?!
what arenโt you telling me ?
i canโt help you if you wonโt let me .
itโs never just one with you ,ย is it ?
youโre not supposed to know about that .
shut your mouth .
i havenโt kissed you yet ,ย today .
where is this coming from ?
come over here and make me ,ย then .
keep lying to yourself ,ย see where it gets you .
iโm not a bad person .
is that what you wanted to hear ?
we canโt be seen together .
i canโt give you what you want .
i need you to leave .
are you drunk ?
iโm here ,ย iโm here .ย iโm not going anywhere .
you might want to take a seat for this .
have you been listening to anything iโve said ?
i havenโt heard from you in weeks .
youโre jealous ,ย arenโt you ?
who do you think youโre talking to ?
what are you reading ?
you couldโve killed me !
come on ,ย we donโt have time for this .
i just need ten minutes of silence .
really ?ย thatโs all you have to say ?
we could leave ,ย you know .ย go far away .
you donโt look too good .
i never want to see you again .
why canโt you just leave me alone ?
i thought you died .
youโll do anything for attention .
give me another chance .
howโs the weatherย up there ?
all you do is hurt people !
iโm sorry ,ย none of this makes sense .
you need to get out of here before anyone sees you .
i told you i didnโt want you around here .
is that supposed to be a threat ?
youโve changed .
donโt look at me like that .
itโs a beautiful day ,ย donโt you think ?
i did what i had to do .
you never know when to stop .
iโve got to get home ,ย itโs getting late .
i have nothing to prove to you .
stop LYING to meย โฆย all you do is lie .
you donโt have to be nice to everybody .
donโt tell me what to do .
pull your head out of the past .
nobody can help me .ย i canโt even help me .
we are not talking about that right now .
are you new around here ?
you have no idea what youโre starting .
iโm gonna get us out of here .
whatever you came here to say ,ย i donโt want to hear it .
everyoneโs staring at us .
is there anything i can do to help ?
i wonโt cause you any more trouble .
โ just follow my instructions for once !
do you want to come in ?
i just didnโt know what to do .
you need rest ,ย lie down .
iโm not who you think i am .
i donโt know what you want me to say .
youโre not like anyone else iโve ever met .
i feel like iโm going insane .
stop asking ,ย youโre not going to like my answer .
i didnโt want you to see me any differently .
i wish i knew what to say to you .
donโt give me that look ,ย you know what i mean .
you should be afraid .
do you still love me ?
i never thought iโd get this far .
the world doesnโt revolve around you .
i need you to give me some space .
i know what youโre doing ,ย donโt play games .
you left me to die .
iโm beyond repentance .
when are you going to get it through your head ?
i missed you more than i thought i would .
iโm in love with you .
what do you need from me ?
iโll kill them ,ย ย just say the word .
[ name ] ,ย ย what are you doing here ?
how can i help ?
youโre pathetic .
i need you to come pick me up .
where have you been ?ย itโs eleven oโclock .
i couldnโt live with myself if i let you get hurt .
i canโt just pretend it didnโt happen .
youโre a real piece of work .
do you remember how we first met ?
when did all of this fall apart ?
thatโs not what i came here for .
i would do anything for you .
euhnoiasโ.
the lies that spill from her twinโs mouth fall like poison on her ears, ย corroding her nerves, ย concocting dreams where she desperately clings to the illusion of truth ย that may be present in the ย cloying words. ย hope ย flickered like a flame desperately trying to survive the rain, ย but sarcasm doused it down to a smoking wick ย ย & ย left her stranded in the aftermath of the flood ย โ ย head hung low, ย ย shaking as if the gesture would ย erase reality. ย despite the mist of the woods that surrounded them ย & ย the dark wash of the otherโs eyes, ย ( similar to her own ย & ย yet so different ) ย ย elena could see the ย glint of selfishness ย flash in them when katherine spoke. ย ย โ ย condemn an innocent girl to a fate that we ran from? ย โ ย ย her voice rose ย rapidly in pitch, ย ย raw ย horror contorting her features in contrast to the otherโs delusive impassivity. ย ย โ ย no, ย that is not what I want! ย โ
heightened senses notify her of the cheery laughter that broke in their dining hall ย & ย elena turned towards the sound of it, ย face softening with longing. ย ย like a moth to a flame, ย she took two steps forward towards the house. ย ย โ ย she has her whole life ahead of herโฆ ย dreams, ย a futureโ ย โ ย ย she trailed off, ย caught in a dream-like stupor of ย what could have been. ย ย eyelids fluttering closed in an attempt to visualise it too, ย a wistful smile spreading across chapped lips. ย a two-storied suburban home on a hill, ย overlooking a lush garden lined with a picket fence. ย ย inside: ย ย a family of four, ย content in their shared bliss of domesticity. ย two sisters ran through the corridors, ย giggling despite their motherโs shrill cries of protest. ย there was sunshine, ย the sweet scent of peonies.ย ย ย then there were fangs, ย laced with blood, ย ย black pools filling the space whereย ย eyes would be; ย ย a hunger, ย terrible hunger ย to tear a body inside out. ย and then there was a name ย โย ย MIKAELSON.ย ย ย yanked back to the present moment ย & ย with her breath caught mid-way in her throat, ย she whirled to face katherine. ย ย โ ย we should protect herโ ย warn her, ย tell her to get out of town ย โฆ ย ย or somethingโ ย โ ย ย the words tripped over each other as they left her, ย desperately, ย like a current of water rushing towards salvation. ย ย her glare was the gleam of a ย blade under the sun when she added, ย ย โ ย you willย ย notย hurt her. ย โ
IN HER GAZE HOPE SPROUTS AND HOPE WITHERS, ย ย DYING WITH THE SHARPNESS OF A KNIFE. ย ย ย for a brief moment she almost wants to laugh. ย ย ย itโs been such a long time, ย ย five hundred years, ย ย and her twin refuses to learn to see people for what they truly are. ย ย ย ( YOU ARE ALMOST ENVIOUS OF THAT INNER GOODNESS. ย ย ย HOW SHE HOLDS ONTO THE PROMISE OF LEAVING THINGS BETTER THAN SHE FOUND THEM, ย ย A DROWNING GIRL DESPERATELY GRASPING AT WHATEVER STRAWS THE OCEAN MAY FIND FOR HER. ย ย ย YOU ALMOST COVET IT, ย ย BUT NOT QUITE: ย ย ย ALTRUISM HASNโT SAVED YOUR LIVES, ย ย AND NO AMOUNT OF PRAYING EVER CHANGED ANYONEโS MIND ) ย ย ย โ ย ย ย and why shouldnโt i? ย ย ย the girl means nothing to me ย ย ย โโ ย ย ย apart from the fact that sheโs our key to freedom. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย sheโs seen this before, ย ย too many times to count, ย ย rolling her eyes again and again and againย in a ritual not soย foreign,ย ย that seems to be elicited more often when in the otherโs presence. ย ย ย another day, ย ย another moral conundrum she could spare. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย do you always have to be so boring? ย ย ย โ ย ย ย she moves then, ย ย blurred frame coming to a stop before elena, ย ย fingers raising to rest โpon her collarbone. ย ย ย the notes that drop from red lips are stained by ridicule. ย ย ย she is mocking as she turns, ย ย circling her prey ย ย / ย ย wicked smile falling into place. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย elena the martyrย ย ย โฆย ย ย elena the saviorย ย ย โฆย ย ย elena the hero. ย ย ย no one is going to care that you sacrificed your life, ย ย and mine, ย ย for some teenager you barely knew. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย ย
โ ย ย ย we had dreams and a future once, ย ย remember? ย ย ย โ ย ย ย the new doppleganger might not deserve this, ย ย but neither did she. ย ย ย from time to time she lets herself fantasize about a different life in england: ย ย ย it often involves a beautiful house and a loving husband, ย ย and it always forsakes thoughts of cursesย or hunger. ย ย ย a life which, ย ย despite being a product of exile, ย ย she couldโve grown to adore. ย ย ย in her wildest dreams, ย ย even her daughter finds her way back home. ย ย ย her sister remains her best friend, ย ย sheโs no longer alone. ย ย ย NOT LIKE YOU ARE NOW. ย ย ย those delusions reside only in the spaces between darkness and dawn, ย ย when weakness folds her will to let a little light shine through. ย ย ย such weakness also claims for more selfishness to come forth. ย ย ย YOU WERE ROBBED OF THAT CHANCE, ย ย SO YOU WILL HAVE THIS ONE. ย ย ย ย โ ย ย ย iโm not going to be the one hurting her. ย ย ย in fact, ย ย iโm not going to touch a single hair on her precious little head. ย ย ย thatโll be up to klaus. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย ย her walking halts suddenly. ย ย ย brown eyes stare at their exact copy with cold intensity, ย ย the kind that stays and rips cities apart until it rains blood. ย ย โ ย ย you canโt stop me, ย ย elena. ย ย ย we both know iโm stronger than you. ย ย ย and smarter, ย ย too. ย ย ย โ
โSomething unlocked in his chest. The thunder in his ears dissolved into red smoke that coiled at the case of his spine. His lighsaber found his hand, and his lips peeled off his teeth in a smile that a krayt dragon would have recognized.โ

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Women are special. Women are survivors. We must lift each other up and we have to be there for each other. Although life can be tough and seem dim, there is so much magic and beauty to find in the world and in one another.
โ ย ย ย EVEN? ย ย ย YOU'RE DELUSIONAL. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย laughter takes the shape of a hurricane, ย ย first born within the boundaries of her throat and crawling to escape past sweetly curved lips. ย ย ย when she stares at her boring excuse for a doppleganger, ย ย all her skin does is burnย ย /ย ย it's deeply contained fury, ย ย writhing and screaming 'neath the ice painted on her features; ย ย ย it's disgusted jealousy,ย ย constantly wondering why. ย ย ย elena gilbert gets to live her pretty little life. ย ย ย she has survived the sacrifice, ย ย she has evaded being permanently murdered without resorting to vampirism or running for half a century. ย ย ย a terrible joke on fate's behalf, ย ย really. ย ย ย ( AND SHE'S STILL COMPLAINING ABOUT HAVING TO DONATE A BIT OF HER BLOOD. ย ย ย UGH. ย ย ย MAYBE YOU SHOULD DO THE WORLD A FAVOUR AND KILL HER RIGHT HERE, ย ย RIGHT NOW. ย ย ย IF YOU DIDN'T HAVE THIS THIRST FOR REVENGE, ย ย OR DIDN'T DEPEND ON THE SALVATORE'S COOPERATION, ย ย YOU WOULD DO IT ย ย ย โโ ย ย ย NO NEED TO ASK TWICE ) ย ย ย โ ย ย ย after all, ย ย i'm the one who helped you and the scooby gang tonight. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย then her lips morph into a delicate pout, ย ย her brows inch closer together, ย ย her head tilts to the left: ย ย ย she's the picture of innocent grace. ย ย ย threatening venom coats the words that follow despite her outer mask, ย ย turning them sharp as a knife. ย ย ย with no promise of staying away in sight. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย what have you ever done for me, ย ย elena? ย ย ย besides ruining my plans and annoying me with your martyr complex. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย
ELENA GILBERT SAID:ย ย ย you and me,ย ย weโre even.ย ย no more owed.ย ย you understand?ย ย ( @euhnoiasโ )ย ย ย ย
Youโre in love with him, and heโs in love with you, and itโs like a goddamn tragedy, because you look at him and see the stars, and he looks at you and sees the sun. And you both think the other is just looking at the ground.
#cutest cute to ever cute
virtue drips from elena's voice, ย ย a tangible sweetness in the air that sticks to the back of her throat and prompts her eyes to roll. ย ย ย TALK ABOUT SANCTIMONIOUS!ย ย ย for all the hours spent thinking about her sister, ย tracking her down to ensure her safety but always staying out of sight, ย ย she hasn't missed this. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย of course youย did. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย saccharine smile twists red lips and contemptย crawls betwixt her words. ย ย ย no one can foil this plan, ย ย this divine move which will finally buy them freedom. ย ย ย ( HOW CAN SHE NOT WISH FOR IT? ย ย ย AT NIGHT, ย ย WHENEVER SOME UNHOLY HOURS DECIDE TO GIFT YOU PEACE, ย ย YOUR HEART YEARNS FOR SAFETY. ย ย ย IT ACHES WITH DEEP ROOTED FEAR: ย ย ย THE DEVIL WILL FIND YOU NO MATTER HOW CLEVER YOU ARE. ย ย ย ONE DAY HE WILL, ย ย UNLESS YOU TAKE ACTION, ย ย UNLESS YOU'RE PREPARED TO DO UNSPEAKABLE THINGS. ย ย ย AND YOU WERE REBORN READY FOR THAT BURDEN, ย ย WERE YOU NOT? ย ย ย BETTER YOU DIE THAN I, ย ย AFTER ALL ).ย ย ย ย ย โ ย ย ย maybe i also wanted to make sure our sweet, ย ย innocent doppleganger was safe and sound. ย ย ย โ
it's not only bitterness tainting her heart ย ย / ย ย the corrosive flames of jealousy too, ย ย interwine. ย ย ย why does she get to live the life we should've had? ย ย ย if the world doesn't owe you anything then you'll be taking what is yours by force, ย ย you'll ignore your undeserving past to focus on a brighter future. ย ย ย pretending becomes futile,ย ย for her twin knows her well, ย ย has seen the darkened depths encompassing her soul ย ย ย โโ ย ย ย they made her leave a long time ago. ย ย ย PERHAPS KATHERINE SHOULD NOT SEEK TO BARGAIN IN HER NAME. ย ย ย an empty threat reserved for the empty space inside her chest: ย ย ย whatever their problems, ย ย ย and despite her flawless illusion, ย ย she will always care. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย or maybe i want to turn her over to klaus in return for our lives. ย ย ย isn't that what you want? ย ย ย โ ย ย ย ย ย
ELENA GILBERT:ย ย ย continued from hereย ย ย ย ( @euhnoiasโ )

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DARKNESS STILL SWALLOWS THE SKY WHOLE: ย ย ย it turns the night so utterly lightless that not even stars dare to shine. ย ย ย down here every step feels like certain death, ย ย with each and every breath the surrounding shadows almost come to life, ย ย writhing and dangerous ย ย ย โโ ย ย ย ready to strike. ย ย ย or perhaps that's just her stupid imagination running wild. ย ย ย how have their lives come to this? ย ย ย they've been hunted, ย ย terrorized by one of their best friends, ย ย torturedย viciously in a twisted attempt at revenge. ย ย ย ( JOSH'S BETRAYAL DEEPLY HURTS. ย ย ย YOU FELT A CONNECTION TO HIM, ย ย A SHARED PLACE TO LAY DOWN THIS OVERWHELMING GRIEF. ย ย ย YOU ONCE TRUSTED HIM. ย ย ย IT ALL FEELS WRONG NOW, ย ย TAINTED AND ACHING IN A WAY YOU HAVEN'T EXPERIENCED SINCE HANNAH DIEDย ) ย ย ย and it hasn't stopped at that, ย ย no. ย ย ย the damn universe suddenly decided being kidnapped and drugged wasn't enough, ย ย it chose to laugh in their faces and throw fucking monsters into the mix, ย ย too.ย ย ย simply hilarious. ย ย ย at times, ย ย the help dawn will bring feels painfully out of reach. ย ย ย ย ย
when emily speaks, ย ย her eyes are quick to move towards the other's features. ย ย ย lips part instantly as an innate desire to prevent discord crawls beyond her caged teeth: ย ย ย โ ย ย ย they're not ย ย [ . . . ] ย ย ย โ ย ย ย she cannot even bring herself to finish that sentence, ย ย chokes on the realization that there is no defending what mike and ashley tried to do.ย ย ย yet cautiously tries to soften this irreparable damage. ย ย ย if they are going to make it out alive of this nightmare, ย ย they have to work together. ย ย ย they have to be a team. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย they were just scared, ย ย em. ย ย ย which doesn't mean they weren't acting like huge assholes. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย is asshole tooย inadequate a word? ย ย ย she isn't certain what to call someone who has tried to commit murder in the name of safety and dread, ย ย when both perpetrator and victim are longtime friends. ย ย ย a pause before carrying on ย ย ย / ย ย only the sound of her own heartbeat fills the space between them. ย ย ย โ ย ย ย maybe desperate people are the ones we should be afraid of. ย ย ย โ
EMILY DAVIS SAID:ย ย ย stupid people are dangerous.ย ย ( @euhnoiasโ )
โThank you for getting me out of thereโฆ. Aladdin, isnโt it?โ
with blinding sunlight cascading 'round them,ย ย the world almost pretends to be harmless.ย ย ย ย sweet.ย ย ย ย warmth dances across her skin as words begin to take shape in the bottom of her throat.ย ย ย eyes widened,ย ย mouth parted: ย ย ย the strokes of trepidation painted upon her features.ย ย ย โย ย ย ย AFRAID?ย ย ย OF COURSE I AMย ย ย โย ย ย the safety and the home dorne has provided will notย last forever,ย ย not if they intend to reclaim their lives.ย ย ย memories dance like they belong to another era,ย ย a different time she desperately wishes she could return to.ย ย ย ย HER SWEET BALERION,ย ย ย THE HOURS AND HOURS SPENT PLAYING WITHIN THE RED KEEP,ย ย ย EVEN HER FATHER QUIETLY READING TO HER AT DUSK.ย ย ย there's a darkness now looming,ย ย ย enveloping an otherwise amiable faรงade.ย ย ย โย ย ย ย only a fool would remain fearless in such dangerous times.ย ย ย โย ย ย oh,ย ย she knows of the wars to come.ย ย ย sometimes,ย ย when night has fallen and she finds herself alone with her ruminations,ย ย the thought of seeing those who destroyed her family suffer is enough to soothe her mind.ย ย ย ย ( YOU'RE NOT A LITTLE GIRL ANYMORE.ย ย ย YOU CANNOT HIDE AND YOU CANNOT RUN.ย ย ย YOU KNEW THIS DAY WOULD COME.ย ย ย YOU'VE BEEN PREPARING FOR IT YOUR WHOLE LIFE,ย ย AND YET NOW THAT IT IS POUNDING ON YOUR DOOR YOU PRAY FOR MORE TIME.ย ย ย YOU PRAY FOR YOUR FAMILY TO COME OUT UNSCATHED,ย ย BUT THE CRUELTY THIS KINGDOM HAS SHOWN YOU CLAIMS THEY WILL NOT.ย ย ย THEY CANNOT.ย )ย ย ย ย โย ย ย but that doesn't mean i won't stand by our family,ย ย ย ma.ย ย ย โย ย ย itโs whispered softly,ย ย falls from tightened lips that threaten to curl themselves into a sad smile.ย ย ย ย unbowed,ย ย unbent,ย ย unbroken.ย ย ย true courage doesn't carry the absence of fear.ย ย ย it sprouts from the realization that there is something even stronger than that fear.ย ย ย it comes from their strength,ย ย ย and it comes from their grief.ย ย ย fingers move to tightly grasp her mother's hand ย ย / ย ย a steel determination now illuminates her gaze.ย ย ย โย ย ย ย we will take back what they stole from us.ย ย ย โย ย ย it will mean their reckoning.ย ย ย ย she will be a dragon. ย ย with fire and blood,ย ย they will take it.
ELIA MARTELL SAID:ย ย ย tell me,ย ย are you afraid?ย ( @euhnoiasโ )ย ย ย ย
lagaudiiereโ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ they had started taking up residence when sheโd lost her father, because it wasnโt enough that they had nothing to bury, she had to watch it happen over & over, night after night. A horror she hadnโt seen, but her mind tried to recreate. Now, no creativity is needed, for now she relives horrors she can never unsee ( Rue, her little songbird with her wings crushed because she had been too late. Cato โ or what was left of him โ begging for her arrow, so mangled she could barely make out the words. Peeta, bleeding & poisoned & there was nothing she could do. ) So loud were her screams as she tried to drag herself awake that Effie, in her own way, had tried to help, offering her little pills. She couldnโt have known that the nightmares became more real, more intense โ & the pills? They helped her sleep so well that they wouldnโt let her wake, forced to relive everything even longer. Which was why she was here, fingers shaking, attempting to remain anchored around a mug of warm milk ( it was the most comforting thing she could think to ask for. ) She hates the little jump his sudden presence evokes ( & hates even more the relief that follows. ) Unable to return his smile ( muscles refusing to do so ), she instead scoots further down the couch โ ๐๐ง ๐ฎ๐ง๐ฌ๐ฉ๐จ๐ค๐๐ง ๐ข๐ง๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง. Yet his question does get a small exhaled scoff, a near smile. โ Bad year. โ Words a little rough, she takes a sip of her drink to try to soothe it. ๐ต๐๐๐๐๐๐. They were trying to be friends now & the word is both oddly foreign & so very welcome that it scares her ( if only friends were all they had to be. ) She sighs, holding out the mug, ๐ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐จ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ . โ Did you hear? โ The screamsย that have left her throat raw. ๐ท๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. Did she wake him?
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ , ย ย but he does not feel particularly brave or strong tonight. ย ย his collected facade decays , ย ย decimated at his feet after another endless round of terrifying dreams. ย ย it will never end ,ย ย their minds wonโt find peace ,ย ย they wonโt restย ย : ย ย the thought steals the remaining breath from inside his lungs. ย ย it weakens already crumbling legs and he's undeniably grateful when katniss offers him a place beside her. ย ย the empty spot shines like a beacon of comfort , ย ย a light in the midst of all this darkness they carry inside their hearts. ย ย no one else but her could understand ย ย / ย ย no one else could quiet the raging storm , ย ย and so his feet are quick to take him towards her , ย ย sitting down heavily before adjusting his prosthetic leg. ย ย here , ย ย his chest rises and falls only a bit more easily , ย ย her presence instantly calming. ย ย though he doesn't look at her yet , ย ย he does accept the mug with his eyes downcast. ย ย slowly taking ย a sip while gathering his scattered ย ย ( ย ย ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ย ย ) ย ย thoughts ย ; ย ย the milk soothes him in ways the water could not. ย ย honeyed notes , ย ย static silence. ย ย what does he say exactly , ย ย when he is so used to being the one who brings about reassurance ย ? ย ย when his nightmares usually compel him to simply paint and make sure she is still breathingย ?ย ย ย a sigh also escapes him , ย ย fingers moving to comb through damp hair. ย ย they would rather anchor themselves to her , ย ย hold her close and keep her that way. ย ย he merely shakes his head. ย ย โ ย ย tell me about it. ย ย โ ย ย his words seemย defeated ,ย ย almost soundless. ย ย blue eyes finally raise to search her features ย : ย ย they remain as unrevealing as always. ย ย โ ย ย not tonight. ย ย โ ย ย his own demons drowned all other sounds. ย ย โ ย ย were they bad this time ย ? ย ย โ ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ still reign the beat of his heart when he enters the kitchen compartment. ย ย a savage fight against the walls of his chest , ย ย droplets of sweat sliding down his forehead. ย ย tonight was different ย ; ย ย not a vivid memory or the haunting image of katniss dying. ย ย this time , ย ย he barely remembers ย ย ( ย ย in your dreams , ย ย you're drowning , ย ย trapped 'neath the surface. ย ย a sea of terrifying voices begging for mercy you cannot show. ย ย those of the fallen , ย ย the slain. ย ย through their suffocating screams you are gasping for air and desperately search for a way out ย ย / ย ย but escaping seems impossible. ย ย such a lugubrious cacophony of sounds is enough to drive anyone mad. ย ย their claim rises until it's all you can hear ย : ย ย ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ , ย ย ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ , ย ย ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐. ย ย the water invades your mouth , ย ย your ears , ย ย your eyes , ย ย always shrierking ย ย โโ ย ย it feels as if decades have passed when youโre finally allowed to wake up. ย ย ) ย ย and remains enveloped in that haze ย : ย ย almost lost. ย ย an unexpected presence washes most of it away ,ย ย however he cannot yet speak.ย ย ย all he can manage is an unsteady smile ย ย ( ย ย ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ก๐ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฑ๐ฉ ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ย !ย ย ย ) ย ย as his legs carry him towards the table. ย ย his pale fingers tremble when they pick up a glass , ย ย filling it with ice water that soon trickles down a throat so sore , ย ย he wonders if he screamed alongside his victims.ย ย ย lips part to deliver a fickle attempt at humor ,ย ย tone tightening ever so slightly.ย ย ย โย ย ย bad night ,ย ย huhย ?ย ย ย โ ย

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lagaudiiereโ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. Until now. Until she no longer was. Until she no longer will be. She feels as if sheโs mourning a loss, but she canโt properly grieve because sheโs right here! Narcissa keeps her features devoid of the whirlwind of emotions brewing beneath ( She always has. Sheโs just never had to do it like this & never in front of Andromeda. ) Yelling is not her, Andromeda knows this ( but she wants to, she so wants to yell & scream & shake her sister โ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ? ) โ I just want to know why. โ Sheโs proud, proud that her words merely convey the ice sheโs so well-known for (ย &ย not the painย of it, for she feels shards of that very ice digging into her skin, pokingย aching chest. )
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ย : ย ย the sordid strength that swipes over her sister's features. ย ย it's not unlike a storm , ย ย ravaging , ย ย burning and freezing in equal parts. ย ย she is covered in ice , ย ย and that expression has never been directed at andromeda , ย ย not once in her entire life. ย ย ( ย you stupid girl , ย ย were youย foolish enough to think they would forgive you ย ? ย ย ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ข , ย ย you wish to argue. ย ย but you held this hope , ย ย so close to your dear heart , ย ย that perhaps narcissa would accept it , ย ย if not understand it. ย ย the knowledge that your were so deeply wrong claws at your chest , ย ย tearing your lungs apart. ย ย ) ย ย darkened gaze is suddenly flooded with tears that she never allows to fall , ย ย preventing her from seeing the coldness that envelops the atmosphere , ย ย tangible at the bottom of her throat. ย ย ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ , ย ย ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ย ย / ย ย it's almost too much , ย ย yet she manages to school her features into those of dry disappointment. ย ย โ ย ย i fell in love. ย ย โ ย ย her notes laced with fervor , ย ย head shaking as she again speaks. ย ย โ ย ย is that really so despicable ย ? ย ย โ
lagaudiiere.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ & ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐. Her defensiveness makes him believe that he was right, she was doing this out of pity, like he was some poor Seam boy who just needed her help. โ It is a bad thing. Donโt you get it? I donโt want โ โ Her in his life? Thatโs a lie she can call out as clearly as day. If he hadnโt wanted her in his life, he wouldnโt have let her in. He hadnโt meant to, it had just happened, but he hadnโt stopped it. Not as much as he should have, clearly. โ I donโt want your pity. Or your charity or โ whatever you think that was. โ All his life, itโs been him & him alone & heโs provided. He canโt imagine a world where he canโt. ๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ฌ๐งโ๐ญ, ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ซ. He is wildfire & rage, waiting to burn, often wishing to allow the fire that burns within him to take downย the awful regimeย to the ground with him but not her. Never her. Sheโs been a balm to his wounds ( the irony is not lost on him. It just hurts all the more, fresh wounds a reminder he canโt forget, even if he wanted to ), a softness to the callousness that is their world, but also him ( especially him. ) When she shifts, when her words become softer, he takes a breath, tries to mirror her ( tries to calm the raging fire within. ) โ I wouldnโt have died. โ He bites back the other words he wants to say โ I would have been fine. He doesnโt think thatโs true & he gives her more credit than that to say them. But he wouldnโt have died. Heโs been through worse. He has to. He canโt be soft & weak.ย
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. โ Donโt you get it? โ That was his problem. โ You do this โ this thing & hide it. And then ask for nothing in return. โ He canโt owe anyone. Especially not her. Not in the cruel world they call District 12. It sits uneasily in his chest & will weigh him down forever. He canโt look her in the eyes if he owes her. Not like he used to But he has nothing to give that she doesnโt already have. โ I told you I donโt want your charity. Iโll pay you back. โ He can feel shame coursing through his veins. โ I donโt know how, Madge, but I will. โ Strawberries are the only thing he can think of & it leaves him feeling more helpless. No amount of strawberries will pay back what sheโd done. Friends. The word feels almost out of place between them, definitely a jarring contrast to his anger & the betrayal he feels. โ Friends donโt hide things from each other. โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ย ย the manner in which his words are delivered damages her , ย ย blow after blow , ย ย tearing them further away from each other. ย ย is there a way to escape this ruination ย ? ย ย the entirety of him tells her no , ย ย that whatever they briefly shared will surely be gone once morning comes. ย ย ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ , ย ย ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ย ย his fire reaches her and she allows it to taint her veins , ย ย boiling her blood. ย ย โ ย ย don't you dare tell me that. ย ย โ ย ย oh , ย ย she is furious at what he proclaims ย ! ย ย how can he say ย ( ย so easily , ย ย so painfully ย ) that her actions were wrong ย ? ย ย how can he prefer her indifference to her kindness ย ? ย ย he's ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ย ย : ย ย that's how. ย ย as soon as it was summoned , ย ย her fickle intensity evaporates into sadness , ย ย and her arms tighten 'round slender frame. ย ย remaining angry has never been her strong suit. ย ย โ ย ย i couldn't stand the thought of you suffering. ย ย i had to do something. ย ย โ ย ย preferring not to contradict him ย ย ( ย of course he would've died , ย ย the human body was not made to withstand such unmeasurable pain ย : ย ย not even one as strong as his' ย ) ย ย madge instead chooses to expel a dry laugh. ย ย โ ย ย what i did wasn't pity or charity , ย ย it was ย ย โโ ย ย โ ย ย ๐ค๐๐๐๐๐ค๐. ย ย there was no altruism , ย ย no sacrifice in her deeds. ย ย her motive was simple enough ย : ย ย a world he wasn't a part of sounded terrifying. ย ย in so little time he had become vital to her , ย ย a constant that crept up her life and refused to leave. ย ย after being lonely for so long , ย ย who could blame her for getting attatched so soon ย ? ย ย she appreciates the softening of his tone. ย ย still , ย ย the embers dance 'neath his gaze , ย savagely waiting for another opportunity to attack. ย ย and so she sighs , ย ย for ย she doesn't dare finish her sentence ย ย / ย ย yet his next words rapidly coax what she intended to say out of hiding. ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โ ย ย ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ย ! ย ย โ ย ย cue an incredulous shake of her head. ย ย โ ย ย you are so stubborn , ย ย gale , ย ย that you can't even see beyond your own stupid prejudice and realize i did it because i care about you ย ! ย ย โ ย ย because i love you , ย ย she ย almost yells , ย ย and the revelation has her breathing heavily , ย ย a scared light entering her eyes. ย ย when she once again speaks , ย ย her voice is back to an almost whisper , ย ย irritating tears threatening to fall before being vanquished in the name of endurance. ย ย โ ย ย and i care about your family. ย ย the morphling helped them , ย ย too. ย ย โ ย ย she vividly recalls the hope washing over hazelle's features , ย ย her disbelief and her gratitude. ย ย the brightness illuminating vick's face when ย he realized his brother wouldn't be in pain for much longer. ย ย โ ย ย they didn't deserve to see you suffering. ย ย โ ย ย ย the medicine gave them peace , ย ย and she could never regret that , ย ย no matter how much gale's anger pained her. ย ย โ ย ย ๐ช ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ข๐บ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ. ย ย โ ย ย she sounds tired now , ย ย the hurricane of emotions draining any energy she had left. ย ย โ ย ย โโ ย ย and whatever you're thinking of giving me , ย ย i won't accept it. ย ย โ ย ย the wheels turning inside his brain , ย ย she can almost see them ย : ย ย thinking , ย ย planning to give her what he does not possess. ย ย him and his damned pride ย ย / ย ย she has too much , ย ย too many things she does not need or even deserve. ย ย his last accusation comes laced with notes of betrayal. ย ย she had done exactly that ,ย ย destroyed the precarious trust they'd shared ย ; ย the acknowledgment of this festers inside her heart , ย ย the guilt devastating. ย ย โ ย ย friends do what's best for each other. ย ย โ ย ย she can't apologize , ย ย she won't. ย ย not for saving him , ย ย and not for lying about it , ย ย though perhaps deceiving him had been wrong. ย ย a knot forms down her throat , ย ย stopping her for telling him more. ย ย she swallows to dissolve it , ย ย knowing what she wants to say is the ultimate truth ย : ย ย she would rather have him not speak to her ever again , ย ย than have him be dead. ย ย โ ย ย even if it means losing the other person. ย ย โ ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย