Starsthatlinethesky

I SWEAR ITS DECENT (At least) I just can’t get over it and decided to just these damn feelings as a fuel with my creative juices and actually do something productive for once 😞

this is purely opinionated and sue me if im wrong ig

it was so beautifully written and the ending was just something that i think (maybe it’s just me) we needed.

it’s something that both nirei and endo needed too if they would have to live their own lives, themselves but you can’t fault me for crying about it!?!??

i love how relatable, and realistic, and genuine it all is. the decision making. taking a step forward and then two steps back before finding happiness. the self-acceptance and gods, the actions of moving forward (when he’s in tokyo).

i predicted how it’d end and i honestly just loved it, that it ended with him and endo exchanging one single question for each other, and you know that maybe the new life they had wasn’t a life as thrilling back in makochi— but it’s just as important and real, and it’s something that they needed and now wanted for themselves.

they’re happy.

god do i have so much word for your work, i honestly love it to the core!!! i hope you’re taking care of yourself so you can write more heart crushing (positively) stories that i didn’t know i needed in this life.

like honestly, i wanted some nirei-centric stuff so i can satiate me missing that kid but YOU GAVE ME A HEART-WRENCHING FEAST I SO LOVED IT !!!!

Hiya!!!!

Thank you so much for taking the time to ask me about my fic and discuss the aspects that you like!!!

I know the ending isn't what alot of people were hoping for, or even the ending that alot of people wanted. But for me it was the ending that I felt made the most sense to the characters.

When I initially started this fic, I will admit that Furin Trio was the end goal, but over the year that I had while writing the fic I had a lot of life experiences that changed my point of view on love and what people should do with it.

And the end result was that even if there's love between people, sometimes it's best not to act on it. People need different things to grow, change and at the end of the day, be okay.

We can be aware of the love and even appreciate that it's there.

But it doesn't need to be acted on; sometimes just knowing that there is love is enough.

New Chapter is up! So here’s some memes!

me to nirei after reading it matters where (you are)

nirei and endo is such untapped source ngl, thank you for opening my eyes to them! like whenever they are interacting, i want to scream at endo to get away from my baby, but at the same time i can't help but feel kinda bad for endo??? what can i say, his obsession with takiishi and his pathetic behaviour has grown on me like a parasitic fungus.

i was on edge the entire lake scene. i genuinely thought that endo was going to kill nirei, but he didn't seem to mean it??? or is he lying because he changed his mind. because from nirei's pov, the hand around his throat seemed so intentional!

also i really love how you write sakusuonirei. like canonically, sakura and suo get so protective of nirei, so i wonder how insane they will go if endo threatens to throw nirei off a building and ACTUALLY DROWN HIM!!

love the sprinkles of sugishita/kiryu/class 1-1 interactions with nirei!! i feel like a starved victorian orphan cause there are barely any fics about this :(

and my poor baby nirei wondering why his classmates are treating him so kindly (it's human decency and HE IS THEIR FRIEND), when he thinks he's not worth the energy. i like how he's having this horrendous self-hating monologue in his head, and then you can see sakura and suo foaming at the mouth and about to start clawing the walls at endo daring to hurt nirei HAHAH

sorry for the long message, thank you for feeding the nirei fans!! i had a delicious and scrumptious meal today (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑) and i can't wait until the next update :D

Hiya!!!