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This is the second bit of writing I got from @chibi-writings. It’s a continuation of the last one, set a little after the first. they’ve been talking and getting closer since they met. CW for a bit of violence on this one. Edit: now with art by @ferns-n-fables
The forests around the Kaldorian cities were always very lush and beautiful, and Elias always had a twinge of envy for the natural beauty that surrounded where the giant races decided to make their homes and buildings. Humans were so different when they came into contact with nature and tried to build their cities, as it usually involved the destruction of whatever habitat that was originally there.
The Kaldorians were so different; despite being so much larger than humans it seemed as if they were somehow able to weave both nature and civilization together seamlessly, to the point where there were trees growing right from their buildings as if woven into them somehow.
Humans could learn a lot from Kaldorians, he thought with a little wistful sigh as he looked around. The trees towered over even Raum, as it seemed that where the giants lived everything grew bigger in comparison. It was actually a little intimidating to think about just how large these trees were, and the thought of climbing to the top of one of them made his head spin. He quickly tried to pull his mind away from it, instead turning to the one next to him.
“Next” to him being a little bit of a misleading thing to say, as Elias was currently sitting on the edge of the cliff while Raum stood right next to it, as he was more than tall enough to keep talking to Elias even in his current position. The cliff came up to the king’s shoulder, so he was able to turn his head and smile
and talk to Elias as much as he wanted, while not having to bend down to speak to him in the process.
This spot had become one of their favorites for this reason, as well as the fact that it afforded them a bit of privacy.
Such things made Elias want to flush a little, even though he told himself there was hardly a reason to do so. It was not as if the two of them were doing anything wrong or immodest, hardly that! They were just two friends, and recently he had been feeling close enough to share some of his personal life and inner thoughts with Raum, things that he dd not feel entirely comfortable with others overhearing.
Raum was much the same, and Elias was soon learning personal little details about his life that he was certain Raum did not tell to just anyone, and he knew he was very privileged for being handed this information. There was a trust being placed in him that was clearly not on the same level that Raum trusted others in, and he wanted to prove himself worthy of this trust.
Suddenly, in the midst of their conversation where they were laughing and bantering with each other, he heard the enormous sound of footsteps approaching. It was nearly impossible for Kaldorians to sneak up upon someone, their bulk was simply too huge, and they always shook the ground with noise whenever they walked.
Another of Raum’s kind was approaching, no doubt looking for their king, and if that was the case then it likely had to be something important.
Hearing Elias fall silent, Raum looked to him in concern for a moment, before he too heard the noise that was approaching. “Ah, duty is never far from me, it seems,” he said with a look of clear regret to Elias. “I can go see what they want, quickly, if you don’t want to get wrapped up in the conversation.”
Elias had become something of an object of curiosity to the other Kaldorians as of late. Not in a bad way, of course, as the Kaldorians were a gentle people, but he did feel like that there was quite a bit of gossip going on among them. They always looked at him kindly, though there was a little bit of a knowing gaze in their expression, as if they knew something that he did not. It was hardly something that troubled him, but at the same time it did always make him flush to see it, and Raum perhaps wanted to spare him a bit of embarrassment for once.
“I can come with you, so you don’t feel like you are abandoning me,” he said bravely, looking up at Raum with a smile.
The answering one from Raum was brilliant. With how much larger he was than a human, his expressions seemed to shine through with more force, more energy and joy than what a human was capable of. “You are very generous,” he said as if completely aware of what Elias was doing. “But I will not take long. Sit here for a few minutes and I will be back soon.”
He waved a little at him with a hand that could have easily cradled his entire body in its palm, almost in a little bit of a joking manner, before he turned and began heading towards where the steps were coming from. His blue robes swished as he walked with each step, making him look like some sort of enormous, graceful titan as he glided serenely through the trees and vanished far quicker than anyone would have thought possible.
Elias never tired of watching it and never stopped being amazed by it; how something so large could vanish so quickly and completely was always a mystery to him, and no matter how many times he saw the Kaldorians do it he felt like he would never get used to it.
He was left surrounded by the peace and serenity of nature. Glancing down, he saw the edge of the cliff he was on dropping down before him, a sheer face of rock that was nearly vertical in its shape, so he had no chance of survival if he managed to fall when Raum was not around to catch him. In fact he was up here in the first place because of the king, as climbing the rock wall would have taken hours on his part, and would have likely needed some sort of special equipment, whereas Raum simply picked him up and placed him on top of the cliff in a matter of seconds.
Without the Kaldorian around he felt far less secure sitting so close to the edge of the cliff than usual, and he quickly stood up and took several steps back from it, as if it was somehow dangerous and lunge for him when he least expected it. He told himself he was being silly, that he should not be so easy to spook like this, but his brain was having a difficult time listening to its rational side.
He should just sit there and wait for Raum, though he supposed it was rather smart to not put himself in any sort of danger while the giant was away. If nothing else he would not want to see Raum get worried in any way.
It all happened very suddenly, with absolutely no warning. One moment he was walking backwards, about to stop and then look for another place to sit while he waited for the king to return, the next there were hands on him, a weight crashing on him and restraining him.
Elias yelped and thrashed out of pure instinct, his brain struggling to understand what was going on, but his efforts were in vain. Whatever had happened these people had been prepared for it, that much was obvious.
“Got the giant-lover here!” he heard a triumphant voice yell from somewhere above his ear. “Let’s take him back!”
“No, we don’t have time! Let’s do it right here!” another voice argued with the first, all the while Elias still struggled against his captors’ hands with no result.
What was this all about? From the sounds of it and the fact that this had happened at all, these people must have been waiting nearby the whole time, waiting to do who-knows what, and now that they had Elias they had the perfect opportunity to do it.
He frantically turned his head to try and get a look at the people who were holding him, and so far all he saw was a group of five people, humans obviously, and they were helping hold him in place.
“Let me go!” he demanded, anger boiling up inside of him. He opened his mouth to yell, to call out for Raum as the giant would definitely hear him, but before he could one of his captors shoved a rag into his mouth and tied it behind his head as if he had been waiting for that moment.
“No calling for your oversized friend, traitor,” the man snarled at him, in a voice that sounded sincerely angry, and it made Elias freeze in fright. “This is between us humans.”
The way they talked… Elias was beginning to suspect who these people might be, and it was making his blood run cold.
Not all humans were accepting of Kaldorians or liked them very much. Some of these groups were even quite vocal and demonstrative about it, saying that humans needed to stand on their own and not cozy up to “giants,” and those were the best of them.
There were others who simply hated Kaldorians, who thought that they were some sort of abominations or freaks of nature, and that the less of them were around, the better. They were barbaric and brutal, and Elias knew that with some of these groups the only thing they hated more than the Kaldorians themselves were humans who associated with them, considering them traitors to their own species.
It seemed like his current captors were precisely those types. He and Raum had actually dealt with some of them before in the past, so he knew precisely what kinds of things these people were capable of, and his heart began to pound even faster in his chest. None of the people around him looked or sounded familiar, but that did not mean much at the end of the day.
“We gotta teach everyone a lesson about what happens to those who get too friendly with those giants,” another one of the men said, and Elias noted with a thrill of fear that he had a club in one hand.
“Starting with you.” He could not move to run, as he was still being held in place, and the blow landed into his stomach with a force that would have driven the breath out of him if he had not had his mouth gagged. He coughed, wheezing a little, but there was no time to recover or even brace himself as another hit landed from somewhere else. With five against one, it was impossible to brace for every single hit or fight his way past all of them, especially when he already was being held by at least one of them.
Still he tried, thrashing about again to try and break free from the grip holding him, and though he heard his captor cursing and struggling against Elias’s weight and strength, it ultimately proved useless. He was held tight and barring some sort of outside help, he wasn’t going anywhere.
A fist came next and slammed into his cheek, dazing him from the force of the blow and causing him to stop struggling for a moment as he tried to right himself. Then another blow hit, and another. It was becoming difficult to tell what was going on, as the blows and their subsequent pain seemed to be coming from all directions at once. The moment Elias thought he righted himself and got a hold on what was happening something would then come and destroy it all over again. He knew he had to be fighting at least a little, on instinct if nothing else, but it was hard to tell precisely what was going on.
Both his sight and hearing seemed to be getting mixed up, something he could hear but not see anything, sometimes he looked at the scene of the angry humans in front of him but could not hear what they were saying.
At some point the hands holding him captive abruptly let go, causing him to drop to his hands and knees
immediately. The sensation was incredibly painful, and it was done because of his body’s natural reaction more than anything else, and a groan of pain escaped him. He shuddered all over from it, his body one big knot of agony, and no amount of time or air he sucked into his lungs seemed to be able to help. Struggling to his feet proved useless, as his limbs seemed to not want to cooperate with him properly in order to make it work.
How long had they been beating him? Where was Raum?
“Oh no, we’re not done yet,” he suddenly heard one of the men say with a laugh, as if he was replying to someone else. “We’re just getting started!”
Then he landed a swift kick to Elias’s ribs, causing the man to cry out as pain lanced through his chest and he was thrown onto his side. Before he could push himself to his feet a boot pinned his arm against the
ground and another blow landed on his back.
“So you want to have fun with giants, huh?” someone shouted above him, and from the sound of it he had a feeling that they had been shouting something like this before. “You want to turn your back on your own kind and take some overgrown mutant over us! Here’s what happened to giant-lovers!”
If this was what happened to friends of Kaldorians, then it was obvious why someone preferred their company over than of humans. It was a rebuttal that popped into his head in an instant, and even if he would not have been gagged he would not have spoken the words anyway, as he knew that would have set them off even more. But where was he wrong all the same? From what he had seen of the Kaldorians they were far more accepting of humans than humans were of them, and he could not help but think how incredibly sad it all was.
These thoughts lasted only a fraction of a second though as they flitted across his mind, because the pain from the blows and kicks they were raining down on him were destroying all of his thoughts in waves of pain.
He had no idea if he was merely bruised, or if anything was broken. It felt like there was not a single part of his body that did not hurt somewhere and was currently not screaming in agony. He wanted to just get up and run, but they were pinning him down and he felt like he would not have been able to even if they were not. It was hard to move and coordinate his body, his limbs felt like they were no longer obeying him and they lashed out mindlessly, usually rewarded for his efforts with another swift kick, and then the whole cycle would begin anew.
“Let’s be done with it soon, before that giant comes back,” he heard one of the men say in a low voice, panting and excited through his exertions.
How much time had passed? It felt like an eternity, but he knew that Raum could not have been gone for that long. He said it would be quick and Raum never lied to him, even if whatever drew him away was more complicated than he thought It would be he would still have come back for Elias, that he knew for certain.
Another groan left him, an attempt to call out for help, but another kick silenced him with a gasp of pain.
“Shut up!” another man hissed at him, kicking him again for good measure.
“I think we got the message across,” the voice who first spoke said again. “We need some time to get away, still.”
So even despite all of their bluster, they were still cowards at the end of the day who knew they could not face Raum, or any Kaldorian for that matter, on their own. They would rather wait until they were distracted to inflict some sort of damage, rather than face Raum head on! It angered Elias to hear it, how they thought they were so clever when all they were were a bunch of pathetic cowards, but that anger did little to help him. It did not take away his pain nor help him get out of his current situation in any way, just help him realize what a truly lowly group of people these were.
“Let’s go then, quickly.”
Elias thought that meant that they were planning on fleeing and leaving him there for Raum to find later,
as a message. The thought of it was a terrible one, as the last thing he wanted was for Raum to see him like this. To watch the gentle, beaming face of his friend darken into sadness was one of the last things he ever wanted to see, and his heart pounded at the idea that it would happen. He did not want to make Raum sad or to worry him, and a part of him wondered if he could limp his way back to the Kaldorians himself before the king saw him, but he knew right away that was a foolish idea. What was there to do, though, aside from lay there and let the king find him? That was--
His thoughts were interrupted by hands roughly grabbing him under the shoulders and dragging him, causing him to cry out in pain as the agony of it jolted his entire body. It felt like it was on fire, and he panted, kicking a little again and listening to his captors cursing in anger. “Damn it, come and help me with him already!”
Then more hands grabbed him, lifting him off the ground entirely. Where in the world were they going? What was happening? In a daze he looked around, before he noticed that they were heading back towards the edge of the cliff.
Understanding crashed on him in a wave of pure dread, and he thrashed in their arms again, his aching body putting up such a sudden burst of strength that they did almost drop him, and he heard their curses again filling the air as they tried to keep a hold on him. “Stop that!” one of them shouted, and a blow to the head rocked his world so much that for a moment the edges of his vision went grey.
He was limp again, groaning a little, and felt himself being carried again, before he was thrown off the edge of the cliff.
For a moment he felt completely weightless and free, the bright sunlight in his eyes nearly blinding him and making it hard to realize where he was or what was really happening. His mind knew it, but at the same time it was hard to grasp it completely with his senses. It all felt so surreal, wrapped up in the haze
of pain his body was in and the past few minutes. He felt himself falling, and then there was thunder, a noise that seemed to split the earth and sky open and a great darkness descended on him, or maybe rose up to meet him? It was hard to tell which direction was which, all he knew was he landed on something far softer and warmer than the unforgiving ground which he had been heading towards.
He did not understand at first, not until enormous fingers closed around him protectively and he realized that he was in the palm of a gigantic hand.
Raum’s voice thundered around him in pure rage, so overwhelming and loud that he clapped his hands over his ears out of pure instinct, as the sound of it was painful to listen to. Within the confines of that protective hand he had no idea what was happening, no inkling of the outside world, but he did hear terrible noises coming from outside.
Some sort of crashing sounds, almost what he would liken to an earthquake, over and over again. Was it Raum making those sounds? Were they running somewhere? He could not imagine at all the kind, gentle king of the Kaldorians unleashing such a wrath upon anyone, and yet he had no other explanation for what was happening. Only a Kaldorian could be the source of those world-shattering noises, and the only one around him was Raum.
He clung to the palm he was in, noting that his initial assessment was not incorrect. He did fill up the giant palm quite nicely, just enough room in there for him to lay underneath the curled up fingers without
sticking out of it. It might have frightened someone else, being so trapped within this hand, the strength of which was so great that it could likely crush him without a second thought. But for once Elias was finally not afraid. He felt the infinite gentleness with which the hand held him, how lightly Raum actually put any sort of strength into his hold, and he knew without a doubt that the king was far more afraid of accidentally hurting him than Elias was of being hurt.
It seemed like the noises went on and on forever, and yet when they finally, abruptly stopped, it felt like it was too soon. Like some sort of terrible thing had descended down all within a second and had happened
so quickly that no one had any time to really understand what had happened. Elias was left lying in the palm, groaning a little in pain, before he finally moved and reached up to undo the knot of his gag. He spat the cloth out with a small cough, feeling his body aching in response to it.
Gingerly he tried to move, to wiggle his hands and feet and other limbs to see if that hurt at all, and it very much did, but at the same time he was fairly confident that he had somehow managed to not break anything. At least, he thought that if something was broken it would hurt a lot more.
Then the fingers uncurled and the light of the day shone in, and he winced and held up a hand to shield himself from the glare of it. Within moments the light disappeared, shade descending upon him, and he lowered his hand to see Raum’s face peering down at him, sadness and worry tightening his features and making Elias’s heart ache at the sight of it.
However there was also a fire in his eyes that Elias had never seen before, a narrowed glare of anger that almost at once had his heart seizing with fear, even though he knew he had nothing to be afraid of. He was not the one who did anything wrong, after all.
“Elias, what did they do to you?” Raum asked, his voice rumbling through the air even despite the fact that he was clearly trying to speak as gently as he could. There was a thread of anger coloring his words, and Elias wondered at that what had happened to his assailants.
Raum had clearly not seen nor heard the whole ordeal and for that he was grateful, but when he was looking upon Elias now…
He did not even want to look at himself. He knew he must have been a mess, but he tried not to acknowledge that to himself. The only thing he wanted to do was assure Raum that he was fine and alright, that everything was better now that the Kaldorian was here, though it was hard to make the words come to him at the moment. “Nothing too bad,” he said, knowing that was a ridiculous lie, so he added after a moment as Raum’s face scowled at him: “The throwing me off the cliff was the worst part.”
The hand around him quivered, and he sensed the huge muscles beneath him tense as Raum had to restrain himself. His other hand, though, had nothing inside of it to warrant caution, and Elias watched as
the huge hand clenched into a fist, cords of muscle as thick as logs standing out against his skin. “They were trying to kill you,” the king said flatly, not bothering to hide the truth.
He flinched a little at the words, though he knew it was true. Why else would they have done that other wise? Whether it was to send a message or to make sure that he could not identify his attackers later, they clearly did not mind taking his life for their ideals. “That surprised me too,” he said, trying not to groan at how idiotic that sounded. Surprised was one heck of a way to downplay it. “I thought they were just trying to beat me up, really.”
“Why did they do it?” Raum asked, his voice still tense with anger, before a huge sigh escaped those enormous lungs like a great gust of wind. “No, I do not need to ask that. I know why they did it.”
Elias gulped and looked around, seeing that the top of the cliff now (which he was eye level with in Raum’s hand) looked as if a tornado had come through it. Branches littered the place, smaller trees had been uprooted completely, utter destruction coming from everywhere. He blinked, wondering where in the world his attackers could be in that mess. Kaldorians were extremely pacifist and a peaceful people, but only they could have caused such havoc within a short amount of time. And to anyone who was caught in the way… “What happened to them?” he asked, not even sure if he truly wished to know the answer as he looked at Raum.
The king gazed back at him with a flat gaze, still lightly tinged with sadness. “They won’t hurt anyone ever again,” he said, his tone final.
No, he realized he did not want to know. Whatever Raum meant by that, he was glad to know at least that no other humans would end up on the receiving end of what he just endured. It was terrible, his body still ached everywhere and every smallest movement reminded him of the agony they had put him through.
“I am sorry,” he said, reaching to give the hand he was sitting in a pat.
Raum looked to him like he had just lost his mind, his eyes very bright and green in their shock. “Why are you apologizing?” he asked, sounding as if he truly did not understand why he was doing so. “What do you have to apologize for?”
“Well, nothing, really,” Elias said, his tone a little sheepish as he tried to give the king a reassuring smile.
“But I am sorry it happened, so I felt like I should say that.” The Kaldorian let out a sigh, his expression dropping even more. “If only all humans were as noble and kind as you,” he said after a moment, his gaze wistful. “Then nothing like this would ever happen in the first place.”
There was a moment of silence between them, Elias knowing deep in his heart that Raum was correct.
Humans really did not make the best name for themselves at times, and yet he knew that there was a great deal of potential to be had between them and the Kaldorians. He just hoped that incidents like this would not put his kind into too bad of a light to others.
“Humans are messy,” he said at last, trying not to around like he was justifying their behavior or making excuses for it. “We have a long way to go, but there are a lot of people who are sincere about wanting to be friends with Kaldorians. But, well, there’s a lot of different opinions around.”
Raum nodded at him, almost a little absently, as his eyes focused on Elias again. He could almost feel how those eyes pierced right through him, as if Raum could somehow see every single injury of his in the smallest of details. It was almost uncomfortable, how sharply those eyes looked at him, and the sadness once filled the king’s gaze. “We have to have someone look at your injuries,” he said, bringing Elias closer to cradle against his chest, as if he was afraid something else in the world would come by to try and hurt him. “I am sorry I left you alone for so long.”
The sound of his huge heart boomed against his chest, filling Elias with a feeling of deep, peaceful serenity. It was such a magnificent thing to listen to, beyond words. How that huge, powerful beat pulsed underneath him, through him, and how incredibly safe it felt to be there.
“You don’t have anything to apologise for,” he said, reaching out to pat his chest a little through the robes. “You could not possibly have known.”
The king made a noise in his throat, almost like a rumble, but it was a much more soothing sound than the word implied. “Now I do, and I will not let such a thing happen again,” he said, his voice firm as he began walking back, away from the cliff.
He wanted to apologize again, somehow, but he knew it would not help. Apologizing was not even the issue, the problem was that he simply wanted Raum to be happy again. Happy and carefree like they were before, and now that the king was upset he wanted to do everything he could to take it away. He could not, though, not without erasing what had just happened, and that was impossible. So instead he sighed a little himself, sadly, and rested against Raum’s chest while the other carried him close to his heart
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The sound of the forest was supposed to be comforting, though at the moment they were anything but. All of the bird calls and various chattering around him was only a reminder of where he was, and what he was about to do, and he had to remind himself again and again to be strong and courageous. It felt so foolish, like he was some sort of child once more, but when one was dealing with Kaldorins it was impossible not to feel like a child in their presence.
Around him he could hear the faint sound of their footfalls, or perhaps feel them better, as the ground faintly trembled with each step of their massive bodies. Kaldorins were about sixty meters tall on average, so it made perfect sense why something as mundane as walking would cause the ground to continually shake beneath them. They were a gentle race, despite their vast size, though that did not stop him from feeling a little intimidated by the sheer size of them and their presence. However it was too late to back out now, he had a king to talk to.
Raum was rumored to be a gentle man as well, just like his people were. Not that he ever knew that, he had never met Raum before, but he supposed that all of those rumors had to have some grain of truth to them. Besides the Kaldorins themselves were quite pacifist and gentle, so it would be quite unusual to have a king who was anything but. Doubts still plagued him, but he knew that had far more to do with his nervousness than it did with any sort of actual basis in logic. He was just looking for a way to get out of it.
He shook his head, feeling a little surge of anyone at himself. He had to get a grip! He had practiced this many times beforehand, so much that he had gotten sick of talking to himself in the mirror and he hoped that he would not screw up his request to Raum by sounding too annoyed since he was having to repeat what he was going to say for what felt like the hundredth time. How silly would that be, to practice what he was going to say over and over again only to fumble it on the actual real thing because he got so sick of practicing? He sighed a little. His mind was running in circles and it was causing him to stall.
Glancing over at the window, he saw the Kaldorin temple in the distance. Or rather, the building that looked like the temple. It was actually some sort of Kaldorin word that he could not remember at the moment, the impending meeting with Raum apparently making his mind go blank as he did know that word a few minutes ago, but now it was gone. The temple-looking structure seemed to almost be one with the forest itself, as if the stone had grown itself into the shape of a building right from the ground while trees and other greenery grew around and into it, almost as if it was woven directly into the structure. That was on purpose, he knew. Kaldorins like to build their settlements and buildings side by side with nature, giving an impression that the structure was somehow a natural formation rather than something that had been crafted by another’s hands. The technique alone was stunning and he would have loved to have a closer look just to gawk, but he had come here on a mission.
Contrary to what it may have appeared with their love and reverence for nature, Kaldorins also possessed advanced technology, superior to what his own people had, so he had been sent to try and ask for some of the Kaldorin technology. He had been left waiting for quite some time, and he had been growing more and more irritated as time passed. While he did not think they were making him deliberately wait as a way to disrespect him, he could not help but feel like there was a distinct lack of urgency among the Kaldorins.
He had been told to be wary of this, as a race of extremely long-lived giants were bound to not have the same sense of urgency or even passing of time as a human did, but despite the fact that he told himself this over and over again it still made his annoyance grow.
Instead he tried to focus on what he remembered being told. The proper ways of greeting, the respectful tone, the way he had to speak loudly without shouting—as shouting could be interpreted as rude. One had to make their voice carry without yelling, and he had been coached on how to do it before he had left for his mission. There was no way he could fail at this, he was sure to succeed!
He was working himself up, trying to be his own source of encouragement. He was alone after all, no one else around to help him with this request, but he did not ultimately mind. That did mean, though, when he had moments like this, it was up to no one but himself to actually get himself on the right track again.
Rubbing his hands together a little, he tried to hype himself up. “You can do this,” he whispered a little, looking up at the doorway that he was next to. The gigantic doorway, as it was made by and for Kaldorins, and the frame of it soared above his head. It felt like he was at the gates of some magnificent castle or cathedral, except those were grand buildings and their entrance ways, not this completely mundane door by Kaldorin standards. Even the simplest of things were enough to dwarf him in size, while with the Kaldorins it all seemed so effortless.
Before he could think much more about it, before his mind could spiral into another spiel about how grand and large the Kaldorins were, he heard a booming voice echo from the room the doorway led to: “You may come in.”
The owner of the voice was not speaking very loudly, at least not yelling. And yet the sound still rolled out through the air like thunder, and he felt the sound within his chest as it passed him. It was an incredible, yet deeply unsettling feeling. Words should not feel like that, like they were so loud and mighty that they shook the air even when they were spoken in a quite normal tone of voice. Still, he was confident he could stand up to the challenge, so he drew himself up to his full height (which was rather amusingly small by Kaldorin standards) and he walked through the doorway and into the room.
At first he did not see Raum at all. The king of the Kaldorins had a rather small audience chamber, or rather it would by small by the standards of his species, as it was quite cavernous by human standards.
Still there was very little room for Raum to hide in, no structures or furniture to hide behind, so he was at something of a loss to understand where the king actually was. He looked around, a little frantic as his eyes scanned the empty too, until he noted that there was someone sitting in a chair nearby. A very, very large chair, with a very large person seated in it. The chair was placed right in front of a balcony, so its occupant could look at the world outside, at the nature that Kaldorins loved so much. He breathed out a sigh of relief. He could only partially see the Kaldorin sitting in the chair, as its back was to him, but he spotted the wavy brown hair of the man seated in it. That had to be King Raum, he had been told that this was what the king looked like, and he could not imagine who else would be in the room. He took a moment to collect himself, thinking about how he would phrase his request (not demand, he reminded himself) and how he would present himself to the king. Yes, he would be able to do this, it wasn’t that hard. It was just the same as talking to another human, just this one was much bigger than he was. That was the only true difference between them!
It was ridiculous to hold himself straight and look taller, but he unconsciously did it anyway. He took in a deep breath and walked forward, taking several seconds of crossing the room before he felt close enough
to the chair to announce himself. “Your Majesty Raum, it is a pleasure to meet you,” he called out, raising his voice in the way that he had been taught.
Right away he knew that it had worked, as the sound of his words carried throughout the vast room. And he had managed to do it without yelling! He grinned a little to himself and prepared what he was going to say next, rehearsing them over and over again. “Your Majesty, if you would be so generous, we would like to learn of your technology and-” The man sitting in the chair stirred, looking in his direction… and then he stood up. All of his words, all of his rehearsals, immediately died on his lips and his mind froze in shock as he looked at the man in front of him as he rose, and rose… Up and up the Kaldorin seemed to go as he got to his feet. He had already looked tall sitting down, but now rising to his full height, he felt monumental. His frame felt like it was somehow getting even larger, devouring the space around him until even the room itself felt too small for him. The sun was blocked by his gigantic frame as he turned to look at the human at his feet, like a mountain moving. Instinctively he shrank back, unable to help himself as he saw how utterly huge Raum was up close.
The Kaldorins were all large, yet none of them had ever been too close to him, and not enough to make him feel so… incredibly small. It was hard to belief that something so incredibly large could even exist, to be so large and still a living being, It was as if his mind refused to accept it, and he gaped uselessly at Raum, while his words stuttered to a halt. “I-I-I-” he said, uselessly, stuck on that one sound as his mind frantically tried to unglue itself from the shock it was facing.
Even Raum’s robe was enormous, he noted. It was a silly thing to take thought of now, he told himself, but he could not help but be drawn to it. Just imagining how much fabric it would take to make it was enough to make his mind dizzy. Like the sails of ships, and yet even bigger.
The way the robe fluttered With every slight movement of Raum’s made the air around him ripple, and yet he was certain the Kaldorian was not even aware of it. It was a lovely blue color, with darker blue swirls tracing across it, both elegant but also stylish at the same time, classic of the Kaldorin fashion which tended to lean towards more minimalism than grand, ornamental designs.
What was he even going to ask again? His thoughts were running away from him at a ridiculous pace. He must have looked like such a fool right now, babbling and going silent and staring like he was. But he could not help himself, everything was so much that he had a difficult time grasping it and his mind was simply trying to find something else to focus on to give himself room to think.
Then there was a movement in front of him. A small one by Raum’s standards, maybe even unnoticeable, but to a human it snapped his attention back within a heartbeat. Then before he could think about what theKaldorin was doing, Raum moved again, his whole body operating and making him flinch again as his mind once again had to come to terms with the fact that something that large could still be a living being.
And then the mountain was crashing forward, coming towards him and it felt like some vast, inescapable thing was coming right towards him to crush him and though his mind screamed at him to run in instinctive panic, his legs refused to move.
It took him a moment to realize that the only thing happening was that Raum was lowering himself onto one knee. His heart leaped in his throat as the man’s huge head came closer and closer, his broad frame lowering itself until it felt like he was standing in front of an impossibly tall, living cliff. But when on one knee Raum did not tower quite so high above him, which was a comforting thing to see, though at the same time he still felt very small in comparison to him.
“Is this better?” Raum asked, though not unkindly. He smiled a little, his lips full and defined, perhaps an odd detail to notice, but with Raum’s face and his features so large in comparison it was hard not to notice such things. His eyes were a light green, like newly-opened leaves, and looked at him with both amusement and sympathy.
He realized, then, that his fear must have been quite obvious to the king. He kicked himself for it, flushing in embarrassment. Of course Raum would be tall, he was a Kaldorin! Why did it surprise him so much? It should not have at all, yet he could not deny the fact that when Raum rose to his feet and his true, sheer size showed itself, that the only thing he felt had been an instinctive dread and fear at what he was seeing.
He did not know whether to feel ashamed of himself, or glad that Raum had even noticed and was being so considerate. Because he was grateful for the fact that the king had lowered himself to one knee like that, it was completely unnecessary and had only been done to make him more comfortable, even despite the fact that this was the king’s own room. He swallowed, trying to force his nervousness down, though even his palms were sweating.
“I—it is, thank you,” he said in a voice that trembled, much to his annoyance, but he could not stop it.
Raum was standing so close that it was impossible not to feel his size, not to imagine the weight and power in his frame. The thought would not leave his mind no matter how hard he tried to shove it off of himself, which was the most annoying part of it all.
There was a faint chuckle in Raum’s chest. Well, perhaps faint by his standards. To a human, the sound rolled out, trembling in the air, and the amusement of the king made him flush all over again in embarrassment. Yes, he had definitely noticed his fear, that much was obvious. What sort of diplomat was he if he could not even introduce himself without turning into a nervous wreck!
“I am sorry if I frightened you,” Raum went on, his voice soft and kind, and he offered up another smile.
“I am used to being much larger than humans, though I suppose it is easy to forget how frightening it must be to meet someone much larger than you are.”
To forget? That almost implied that there were things bigger than Kaldorins. He did not ask, he did not want to know, and if nothing else it would be terribly distracting. Instead he swallowed and tried to regain his composure, taking in a quick, deep breath and letting it out slowly.
“I am the one who should apologize,” he said instead, looking up into those bright green eyes. They were almond-shaped, set in an admittedly handsome young face, though he knew that youthful look was misleading. Kaldorins were extremely long-lived, and he knew that Raum himself was well over a thousand years old. “I am not supposed to make a fool of myself in front of others, especially when I have already met Kaldorins before and I am supposed to be a good representative of my people.”
A twinkle of amusement lingered in those kind eyes. “You did not make a fool of yourself,” he said, his voice utterly sincere. “You are also not the first one to underestimate what it is like standing in my presence. Please, don’t think anything of it.”
He did not want to be comforted by that, but he was. He would rather have been the exception to all of those other instances and other people, and yet he had apparently done the exact thing that many others had done: show fear. A part of him scolded himself at the thought. Raum was too generous and warm-hearted for anyone to react with fear towards him, and the idea that he was so used to frightening people with his size that he expected it at this point was more upsetting than he could put into words.
“You are very kind,” he said to Raum, feeling the tension easing out of him by degrees. Talking to Raum was nice, and the man himself seemed to exude a calm aura that was slowly easing the tension from his frame.
There was no danger here. Yes Raum was very large, but not dangerous. “I believe you had a request for me?” Raum prompted him gently, still smiling and open to him.
Yes, he had come here for a purpose other than to get scared. Before he could get more embarrassed by the fact that Raum had pointed it out, he decided to just ignore his slip up and launched right into the reason why he was there