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Have you ever looked at someone and felt Disgusted that you love them?

*trying to act natural and befriend you* have mercy on my damned soul???

i want to love you in the quiet ways. memorizing the sound of your footsteps. noticing when you've had a difficult day before you say a word. making tea before you ask. i want to become the place your heart wanders back to without thinking.

If you feel like you are in a dry, barren place right now, that does not mean God left you. The desert is often where He does His deepest work. Because you belong to Him, He will not leave you there forever. He knows how to bring rivers into that dry ground and fresh streams into places you thought were done.

I lied i feel horrible i cant accept this

If you carry around the bricks from the past, you'll end up building the same house.

the dream to be laying in bed exploring each other and going between soft sensual sex and hard fucking

What if we cuddled and felt warm and snuggly and safe together? Huh? What if that?