yk i was bored today so i decided "why not compile every single song on my mccafferty playlist and take every single lyric i relate to and post it to the interwebs?" so i guess enjoy a deep dive into my psych.
TW: Swearing, may contain suicide implication (i tried to remove those), honestly just depressing, smoking and drug use implications
(I decided to leave most stuff out bc i'm scared THEY will find me)
“I've got anger to talk about. I’ve got problems that I never figured out."
“How did I get like this? So afraid of everything.”
“I wanna know what its like to not be me / mean”
“There’s no such thing as god, she said. Please take a look at my wrists. Well take a look at your friends!”
“I don't know shit, well, I know security is an issue of perseverance. If I knew anything, then I'd probably say more. Waiting for you is like waiting for glue to dry! if i knew anything, then id probably say more”
“Will we make it?! I don't know!”
“You say it's fine. ‘We’re only flirting!’ dont cross the line where things get.. Dirty”
“And my friends all laugh. They said I need therapy”
“I have secrets there that i cannot share”
“Destroy yourself and lose your friends and isolate the ones you love pathetically abandon them”
“Ill run until my legs give out.”
“I dont get parties or getting high. I just get low most of the time..”
“And ill be there for you, baby, but i gotta have some room and you gotta keep your eyes on the new guys in the room”
“And i know that you think that i don't care about all the friends I left behind.”
“There came a point in my life where I became really sad. I used to be so afraid that nothing will change. So I ran to the wall, climbing, hoping I fall. And i mean it, i mean it, that i will finally change”
“Now lay down. Break for i build my house on my own hill without you all”
“You were never the problem. I was always the problem”
“Hey Josh, how's the drugs? I bet they treat you the same.”
“And we were desperate to grow up but i was scared without direction”
“But i cant stare in his eyes without feeling, or without begging for time.”
“Its a twelve foot drop to the ground from my window and i will probably jump if i can break the fall”
“Am i not cool like the other bands because i dont write about love? Art is supposed to scare you, and I've got blood in my lungs”
“I'm not sad, but i'm not exactly happy yet either”
“The grass will grow over my gravestone and nobody will bother.”
“You know those beautiful thoughts that you always think? No one will hear them again.”
“I hope your body heals itself”
“They say that I will live, and will die. They say as well, ill burn in hell”
“I am the problem. Everybody saw him there, alone, eating alone”
“Dont you get it?! I'm desperate! It's fine! Man, if you dont love me, thats totally fucking fine!”
“I knew the consequences of my actions but i did it anyway.”
“Look at me?! Well fucking, look at you with all of your substance abuse! Don’t post shit online like you know what the fuck you're talking about!!”
“Cool, alright. Cool, alright. Im fine.”
“You want dramatic? Then I will give you dramatic.”
“You better stand up tall, I know just how you fall. It takes a certain kind to satisfy my type. That doesn't make you wrong, doesn't make you right, like,”
“Where did your spine go? I know I got none.”
“It means shes just like her mom. She’ll end up lonely and sad. She’ll end up alone with rings, with rings in her mouth, with guns in her head, with holes in her heart”
“Down, I can figure this all out. If my medicine works out”
“If i sleep away the pain i wont have to feel a thing”
“How’s that movie theatre job? How's that boyfriend of yours? How's that endless pain that you can never ignore?”
“You know what I'm talking about. Don't try to pretend. Keeps you up at night, reasons you lost your friends”
“You said you needed an outlet, you needed a way out, I needed so much more.”
“And its hard to say ill be alright.”
“I miss you man, but anyway”
“I Know the way it fucking goes.”
“Im fucking beyond hope.”
“The doctors were nice enough they just said i'm fucked. Just like my mom is fucked. I bet your dads fucked up.”
“I am sorry, man. I am sorry, dude.”
“Do you see the bus in your dreams still?”
“Do you live? Do you die? Do you say that its scary?”
“Do you hang with your friends? Do they still play with hand-guns?”
