this is just like stage fright, coming back home

my mom's holding firm on letting me come back in september she says enjoy being spoiled and loved and having financial support. so true. ok. will book flight tomorrow.

google maps jumpscare my dad and sister are in southern california

kichadi & birthday gift blood orange soda it doesnt get more perfect saturday night than this

hmmm homestuck act 6 act 2 is where im feeling my interest wane significantly. what is this anymore. it is kind of like, not about anything at all at this point, and there are no stakes anymore, and i don't care about these new characters at all, and what do you mean this is only halfway.

the way things are lining up to be like poetically beautiful and it's literally all fucked regardless

two very drunk girls got into the lift at the ground floor as i was exiting and one of them said hi to me and the other girl giggled at her for doing that.. cute

trying a new thought pattern for when im sitting doing nothing and feeling terrible about it. ok it goes like this: my life feels completely worthless right now -> what would i be doing right now to make it not worthless. im thinking of using this to replace the classic my life feels completely worthless right now -> i need to kill myself thought pattern. has anyone tried this out.

i never thought of myself as feminine but i feel like ive become increasingly feminine as i grow up to the point where i was recently described as being the woman's type bc she's into feminine women. lol. anyway thinking about this as i consider going to hema for no-show socks so that i have something to protect my heels from my flats. the prison cell walls close in on me every day & i let it happen, huh.