a lil bit of stardust

this is a question i just posed to myself.

and it made me realize that i don't want more with my twin flame. i don't deserve to be treated like i was with him, and i'm not going to be treated like that by him again.

union is an illusion anyways, because if you're one with your twin flame, then are you every truly separate? that's what the 5d is for.

i know it will all be okay, but it just sucks...

losing people who you thought were going to be in your life forever.

all because they can't rise into their full power.

🌌 February 2025 Spark of connection. First anchor is set in motion. Higher self steps in strongly, even if 3D feels shaky.

🌌 March 2025 Confusion or hesitation. Ego resistance shows up. Subconscious processing begins.

🌌 April 2025 Push-pull dynamics. Intense mirroring. Shadow patterns surface for clearing.

🌌 May 2025 Transformation portal. Ego death energy, deep release. Timeline leap is triggered.

🌌 June 2025 Intense karmic testing. Parallel connections mirror growth. Anchoring of lessons through experience.

🌌 July 2025 Integration. Quiet recalibration. Soul tether feels stronger even in silence.

🌌 August 2025 Synchronicities multiply. Messages and signs flood in. Alignment becomes undeniable.

🌌 September 2025 Breakthrough in contact. Barriers dissolve. Higher self begins pulling 3D self closer.

🌌 October 2025 Timeline fusion begins. First true channeling between selves. Soul contract activation in real time.

🌌 November 2025 Subtle forward steps. Small 3D confirmations. Foundations are laid quietly.

🌌 December 2025 Reflection and reassessment. Clearing of lingering doubts. Stabilizing energy after breakthroughs.

🌌 January 2026 Building momentum. Strong inner calling. Soul-level nudges toward integration.

🌌 February 2026 Major energetic shifts. Turning point in clarity. Choice points arise.

🌌 March 2026 Emotional honesty surfaces. Past wounds triggered for release. Healing dynamics at play.

🌌 April 2026 Energy of new beginnings. First taste of stability. Vision for future starts to feel real.

🌌 May 2026 Deep alignment checks. Internal work reflected outwardly. Spiritual tests intensify.

🌌 June 2026 Integration of lessons from the past year. Higher trust in divine timing. Expansion energy builds.

🌌 July 2026 Growth in communication. More openness and clarity. Seeds of long-term foundation planted.

🌌 August 2026 Soul contract blossoms further. Mutual recognition deepens. Harmony feels more possible.

🌌 September 2026 Final purge of old patterns. Testing of stability. Last hurdle before embodiment.

he is going to have to actively be healing.

and honestly? i don't think he will be.

i don't think that is my highest timeline anyways.

i finally don't have my twin flame's higher self with me constantly

and i don't even feel empty

i feel free

was he his ego? was he his 3d consciousness? was he his higher self/subconscious?

who was he?

because if his 3d self hasn't been drinking and has been clear minded... why wouldn't he have reacted out?

so this is my theory that his ego runs the entire show, his 3d consciousness can slip out when he's drunk, and i communicate mainly in the 5d with his higher self (who i fell in love with)

i can't wait to see you shine

as the full glorious soul that you are

you deserve to be healed

and loved through that healing process

but

there are so many reasons:

my processing of the lack of you, a new puppy, this eclipse, exercise, cleaning my house, working, learning new things daily, etc, etc, etc

i am becoming who i'm meant to be at least

gets a dog

tells her mom

her mom says no

then calls said dog ugly

and she wonders why i don't want anything to do with her...

people will always look at your actions vs their actions to make you react the way you do