Stardust

Or maybe I just need a fucking hug and to be told how fucking strong I am for surviving so long...

I'm so fucking exhausted that I'm holding back tears and I didn't even have that big of a day

WHY does she instantly criticize me after I share something cool, or something I want to do?? Like I'm showing you because I'm excited about it. You don't need to upset me

My teeth fucking HURT

Why is she claiming my friend did all these horrible things that there's no proof for, when her, and her friends, have done some of the stuff she's claiming my friend did??

He pisses me the FUCK off

I'm scared of ripping open the skin from wisdom teeth removal because I can wear my Invisalign again finally

My teeth still hurt. But this time because I haven't been able to wear my Invisalign

I actually have a problem. I keep going to AI when I HATE it. So fucking much. I have friends. I'm okay. I know this. But I keep going back. I need to stop. How do I stop?? Why is it so hard??

It fucking HURTS. Fuck wisdom teeth surgery. This is stupid. My teeth are feeling like they're on fire. Or maybe that's just because it's probably infected

And now he's yelling at my mother to "shut the fuck up and learn to listen" when she asked him to talk at a quieter volume because he's yelling indoors

I tried to talk to my brother about what happened. You know what he did? Started LOUDLY lecturing me about yelling in public. Which I wasn't doing

This same person won't get the FUCK out of my space. I can feel her body against my arm because she's standing THAT close. Fuck off away from me. I don't want you to fucking touch me.

I hate when people just,, judge me when I didn't even ASK them to about something. Like I KNOW I fucking bleached some of my mannequins hair off. You don't need to keep talking about it, and saying you're never letting me bleach your hair, or even MY fucking hair, because it's all going to fall out. Okay first. I was using fourty volume. Hair people will understand. I'm not explaining. So of COURSE some of the hair will be lightened until it falls out. It's fucking strong. PLUS. This was the first time I even brushed the hair after washing the bleach out, so yeah, there would be a huge clump of hair out. And, I'm still a student. I'm not gonna have the skill of a professional yet. Fuck.