fern

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

it is so annoying being so self aware about all my issues like okay what now girl

(no beers in) So how do you perceive me in the privacy of your thoughts

person (non-practicing)

hopefully i'll get to do something other than endure soon. that would be really nice

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable

*takes a bite of my cigarette*...... heh. the character...... *walks into a small puddle but it swallows me up like the ocean* *i am found dead years later in maine*

turn it off again

if a character means enough to me i will truly never stop thinking about them. i just retire them into a little back room in my brain and periodically bring them out to stare at them under a little light