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I want to get so sick that it's noticeable in the first few firsts I want everyone to ask what I did I want to be complimented I want them all to worry I want to make them jealous i don't want to be the fat friend anymore

Does anyone have any fast effective diet recommendations (⁠・⁠∀⁠・⁠)??

Nothing feels better than knowing your falling back into that sick mindset again

I just want to get so bad that someone gets worried and begs me to eat

I loved food but I love seeing the numbers go down on the scale more

Nothing feels worse than noticing other people's weight loss while you stay the same.

When food becomes nothing but numbers

Can you not control yourself or do you just not want to?

If only calories weren't a thing maybe then I could eat like a normal person

I'd rather be skinny and miserable than fat and miserable

The feeling when people notice how you've lost weight and ask if you've been eating right

Eating with your friends who are thinner than you and noticing they aren't eating while you are

The starving part is easy, it's me who's the problem

Being sick but not looking sick enough for anyone to believe you

When it gets so bad you start thinking of low calorie meals as too high in calories

You can never be too thin

Being with friends and having fun but all you can think about is calories and how many calories are in everything