hiatus (please read all of this if you can, if you canât read all of it just read bolded parts. like if you read, ok to rb.)
Hey.
Itâs hard to write this post. I was going to delete my blog, but I talked to a couple people and comprised.
This all started with that damn Dear Mr. Miranda post. Guess what? I still stand by what I said. Lin Manuel Miranda is not a good ally, and standing on stage saying âloveâ 15 times doesnât make him a better one.Â
Consider this: sending people - especially mentally ill minors - hate actually has an effect. As of today, I officially have 134 hate messages, 81 of which carry the messages âkill yourselfâ, âi hope you fucking die you ugly ratâ, âdrink bleach motherfucker lin is amazingâ, âkill yourself you fat motherfucker!!!â (iâm assuming that was a Hamilton reference) and more. I called my friend sobbing and had to stay on the phone with her for hours.Â
The support Iâve received is overwhelming, though. Iâm glad I could connect to people.Â
To Lin stans: I do not like Lin, and Iâm sorry, but youâre going to have to accept that. Not everyone is going to like your âlinnamon rollâ in your life span, and you canât attack anyone who doesnât. Lin said the mf n word and thatâs not something you should be all âoh yeah he should apologize but heâs still perfectâ about. His musical also glorifies slaveowners/racists. Black people have made amazing posts on this which have been ignored, so I do hope mine isnât the only one you pay attention to. (as Iâm nonblack, Iâd never want to speak over black ppl about this, so lmk if I am and Iâll take down this part).
I dread posting this. Everything I do, Iâm getting hate for. So Iâm done. I probably wonât return for at least a month, and if I return and this hasnât blown over, I will be deleting my blog for my own mental health.
I havenât filled my queue up. I want anyone who comes to my blog to see this as the first post and really think about your actions.
Iâll be on later tonight, but I wonât be posting. Iâll just be answering private messages. Iâm sorry if I hurt anyone. I love you guys.
Much love and regret,
Antoinette
(P.S. The Hamilton fandom is worse than superwholock.)













