Oblivion

I am never fucking good enough. I’m sick of being second.

All alone, I watch you watch her like she’s the only girl you’ve ever seen.

No one deserves secondhand love. We all deserve someone who thinks we’re the first choice —not just that we’re the best possible option or that there was no other choice. A person’s heart isn’t a consolation prize.

I’ll always be the second choice and I hate that about me.

Heartbreak is when you’re trying to move on but they keep popping up in your dreams and say the words you’d wish they’d say.

I have never been anyone’s first choice. Not once in my life has someone ever looked at me and immediately wanted me. I am only ever someone’s choice when they can’t get what they want. That kind of thing guts you until you are hollow.

Half the time I am not enough for you Half the time I am too much for you

He loved me, just not enough. And I loved him, too much.

“I used the last breath you gave me to promise a revival, because I refuse to die of a broken heart.”