our love was too late

Sometimes I wish we could just go back to shipping and being so innocent and playful with our silly shows. I cringe so much when I look back at some of the stuff I wrote and thought but man was I having fun! I just thought about how much I would have liked to smooch Benedict Cumberbatch and/or to see him smooch Martin Freeman in a tv show, I had fun on Photoshop (which I can barely use anymore lmaoo) and idk I wasn’t the happiest but I was kinda happy on here? It was some form of innocent release.

And I just loved my stupid show. I was silently part of TJLC, not blogging but creepin on y’all. I loved my stupid show so much that I haven’t been able to rewatch season 4 because it sucked. Last week I saw an article about it being “canceled” and my first thought was “BYE BITCH U DESERVE IT”. It does. I miss it anyway. It was good, and then it got bad but I will never forget about when it was good. It still hurts to watch my favourite episodes. It kinda makes me want to cry.

Well dear blog, your username has been robbed (no shade at whoever wanted it and saw an inactive blog hoarding it for no reason) but you still look the same and you’re amazing. The picture of a 16 yo girl with too much free time and a big heart full of Johnlock. No one will actually read this post because my now 1700 followers (been decreasing huh) are all probably inactive or busy blogging about whatever. Surely nobody remembers me, I didn’t have such an important presence online. It’s okay. I’ll read it, in another 5 years maybe.

Fandom has been such a big part of my teens. Are today’s teens in fandoms? I hope so. I hope everyone has their own version of Tumblr when they’re 16 and they’re an awkward mess who just wants their life to be filled with harmless happiness. Who cares where that comes from?

dude i fuckin missed u but yeah ita

i am not back

but season 3 is coming and it's a huge event

and i just wanted to tell everyone who still follows me how much I HATE the idea of mary being there and i've been trying not to feel dumb about it and eventually succeeded i am not dumb i am allowed as a fan to feel like it's not a good decision and to disagree with it and i am so sick of everyone playing like it's a huge fucking deal that some people don't want another character coming between sherlock and john especially since it's my otp and no the fact that i am a big huge shipper doesn't invalidate my opinion alright it might be biased but i don't see why the opinion of a fan should be unbiased what are we even talking about here i am so so so sick of everything

anyway i won't be on here much because it's the last week before......... i have no idea how school works in other countries but here we have two four month periods at the end of which we receive this card with all your grades on it and yeah it's the last week before that and its kinda stressing because everyones trying to make up for bad grades and tHAT INCLUDES ME 

and i basically have to study everyday like e v e r y d a y

which sucks