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Lucky

Word count: 684

Genre: angst/fluff

~ admin winter

Miserable

that was an understatement to describe her current state

her hair greasy and tangled

tear stains down her cheeks

snuggled in the same sweatshirt she’s been in since the incident

constantly blaming herself

“I shouldn’t have been distracting him.”

“I was being too loud.”

“I was being unreasonable.”

“Why was I even angry?”

“I should’ve just listened.”

These were the thoughts constantly plaguing her mind

Along with the scenes of the events that unfolded

Serene

that’s how her morning would have been described

A typical sunday morning

snuggling ever closer to her boyfriend inhaling his cologne

his strong arms protectively wrapped around her waist planting small kisses atop her head and all over her face

smiling at her with complete love and adoration

his eyes turning into small crescents

She would trace random patterns into his back and be completely engulfed by his tall figure

Finally getting out of bed to eat breakfast

“What’s this?” he suddenly asks holding bill with raised prices

“oh..” she mumbles

“Didn’t i ask you to give the landlord the money last week?” he asks getting frustrated

“yeah i know but i was busy..” she tries to find an excuse

“Whatever it’s just.. whatever.” he trails off

The two of you get in the car still on edge about the raised bill that y'all were already struggling to pay before

Johnny looks down at his phone while driving

“How many times do I tell you to not do that?” she asks slight vigor in her tone

“It’s fine I just needed to make sure i’m not going in the wrong direction.” he replies

she doesn’t know why she felt so frustrated in that moment but she snapped

“Johnny! It’s not safe! stop doing it, look you almost ran a stop sign!” she raises her voice

causing her boyfriend to turn his head towards her in concern

But just in that small moment of taking his eyes off the road he doesn’t notices the large truck approaching them quickly

that is until it hits their car, all the impact directly on the drivers side

Panic

That was the feeling that immediately washed over her as she saw her limp boyfriend in the driver’s seat blood gushing from various cuts all over his body

She frantically searched around for her phone dialing 911

her shaky breaths and choked sobs making her words almost incoherent as she asked for an ambulance and told them her location

stress

From the moment her boyfriend was placed into the ambulance on a stretcher to the moment he was put in the ER, her being left to wait in the hell they call a waiting room, all the way to them telling her the news that he was in a coma this was what she felt, utter stress

and that brings her back to where she is now clutching  Johnny’s sweatshirt to her chest sobbing uncontrollably on her bed wondering if her boyfriend would ever wake up again

Desperate

Desperate to reach out and stroke his girlfriend’s hair

to tell her he was right there

To convince her that everything would be okay

but he didn’t know that, neither of them did

He just wanted her to know he was there with her

But she couldn’t see him and he couldn’t let his presence be know no matter how hard he tried

His heart breaking at the scene of his girlfriend in hysterics

just desperate for her to be okay

Lucky

It was a miracle to say the least after a month of being in a comatose state she got a phone call

Johnny was okay

he actually woke up and from the doctor’s tone it wasn’t expected at all

she rushed to the hospital running towards her boyfriends room swinging the door open

“Y/N?” he asks smiling

she engulfs him in a giant hug, a string of apologies escaping her lips

“it’s okay, i’m fine, we’re gonna be fine.” he says continuing to whisper sweet nothings into her hair, the couple never missing a single chance to tell each other

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Confidence king (trans)

Bonus:

A lot of people seem to think that BigHit could never do wrong and know what’s best for BTS. They think BigHit and BTS are a “family”. Well it’s time to wake up..! BigHit isn’t any better when compared to big companies like SM or YG for example. They’re just as problematic like K-Pop companies often tend to be. The perfect example of this is how they’ve been treating Jin these past 4 years.

!! - a few of these facts are just borderline emotional abuse..

okay, let’s get started:

- Apparently Bang-PD walked around calling Jin fat???? wtf (this was 2013, before their debut and around the same time Jin went on a diet no one talks about where he only ate chicken breast for A YEAR.)

- And guess what? Bang-PD isn’t the only one who has called Jin fat: even his manager did. Fortunately they fired him because he was mistreating Jungkook.

- Jin majored in acting but in the House of ARMY, he got all the insignificant roles with basically zero dialogue. Yoongi even said Seokjin had texted him, shocked that he didn’t have any dialogue in the script. In the Making of-video he was clearly pissed: when the camera man said they’ll be filming Jin next he said “Oh, wow. Do I get to appear alone?” asdfghjkl. Jin was salty, but tried so hard to be positive. (he even avoided looking straight into the camera while they were interviewing him.. on the inside he was definitely feeling wronged.)

- Let’s be honest. BigHit could easily push him in the OST direction or debut him as an actor if they wanted, but no.

- Jin was once forced to perform even though he had hurt his neck in Kcon Paris. BigHit never made an official report about his condition… (it’s funny how they made a report about namjoon’s toe and suga’s ear but not this.)

- Now let’s talk about his LINES. Remember Blood, Sweat and Tears where he had to share his few lines with Jimin? That was the most unnecessary thing ever. (later in the japanese ver. they made jin’s voice stand out more than jimin’s. lol I guess even BigShit felt a bit guilty??) I’ve seen people trying to defend this by saying that it’s okay because Jin was the ~Main Character~ in the MV. But honestly, where is the logic in that? BTS are a K-pop group! Their voices are the most important thing about them!

- Jin is the only one who didn’t get a single line in any of the year end 2016 special stages (rainism: jungkook, as i told you: jimin, v, jungkook & class idea: namjoon, hoseok, jungkook… suga wasn’t there because of his ear injury.) He was just a backup dancer and nothing else.

- Remember when people were hyping up Spring Day because apparently this was supposed to be the song where Jin would shine… even V said Jin would surprise us all and umm.. well he didn’t.

- BigHit removed Jin from the thumbnail of Not Today MV because ????

- Speaking of Not Today. Let’s talk about this fuck up…

- *coughs* This was his only solo shot and it lasted about 2 seconds. Really. BTS filmed for almost 24 hours in cold weather and you’re telling me this is the only shot of Jin that was “good enough”. I don’t think so, because we saw the Behind the scenes-video and they were filming Jin quite a lot. They just didn’t use the clips.

- They keep telling Jin his voice is suited for ballads, but Butterfly was a ballad and he was once again the vocal who had the least amount of lines. (and some of them were not even lines like repeating “untrue” is.. not really a line)

- … so basically the ballad comment was just some bs excuse, let’s be real no one fits only 1 type of music. Plus here are some Bangtan’s slower/not hiphop songs I think Jin’s voice could easily be fitted in but he still got the least amount of lines: Spring Day Studio Version, Miss Right, YNWA, Just One Day, Outro: Propose, House of Cards, Coffee…

- Now the most recent fuck up is BTS’ cover of Seo Taiji’s song ‘Come Back Home’ and people are still debating whether Jin has ANY lines at all. The MV for the song was uploaded to CJENMMUSIC’s official youtube and their header was changed to a… group photo… of BTS… except Jin was nowhere to be seen. The fact that they forgot Jin is unbelievable and just plain disrespectful. No product should ever be released without approval and double check. None. And while we don’t know if BigHit had anything to do with the header, whose fault it is that even these other companies tend to forget Jin because they aren’t promoting him enough? This was not a simple mistake. It means that design and marketing teams from HUGE companies like CJEN don’t see him.

MTL

Be Patient

Date an African American

Date a Brunette

Date a Bigger Girl

Date a Foreigner

New Year’s Eve Midnight Kiss

Let their partner dye their hair unnatural colors

Shovel your driveway

Propose in public

Want a lot of kids

Wait till marriage

Adopt a bunch of dogs with s/o

Date a tall girl

Date someone socially awkward

Like PDA

Say “I love you” first

Not able to say “no”

Have a k-drama/anime marathon

Want a housewife partner

Best with kids

Romantic

Like partner without makeup

Embarrass themselves in front of crush

Being direct for things they don’t like

Have a collection of stuffed animals

Wanting to be friends before dating

Date a hispanic/latinx

Dirty talk

Sweet talk

Hardworking

Be clingy

Date an average height girl

Perceptive of feelings

Little spoon

Date someone asexual

Taking care of their sick s/o

Get emotional quickly

Get jealous

Like drinking socially

Dating a bisexual girl

Fall in love at first sight

Having an exteme first date

Date a short girl

Amusement park date

Date a ‘97 liner

Take a bath with their s/o

Date a ‘00 liner

Date a European

Cry during a break up

Date a ‘98 liner

Date a ‘03 liner

Rub your hand with his thumb

Enjoy memes

Enjoy looking at s/o dancing

Fall for s/o aegyo

Let their s/o paint their nails.

Finding attractive British accents

Date a Mexican girl

Drive or want to drive

Date someone outgoing

Spoil their kids

Hug you after a fight

Best advice givers

Date an american/english speaker

Enjoy someone who gets cuddly/touchy when sleepy

Get horny easily

Choose their bros over a girl

Get upset when S/O gets arrested

Thinks dinosaurs are cool

Cancel plans to spend time with their S/O

Like their “friend” to lean on them while watching a movie

Date a tsundere

Affectionate towards fanboys

Like someone with tattoos

Like a girl with an athletic figure

Give affection to S/O

Make you eat healthy

Be excited about s/o having a centerpiece tattoo

Like neck kisses

Be possessive of S/O

Likely to be gay or bi

Date someone with a good sense of humor

Want to be on WGM

Go to a rock concert

Like bath bombs

Give s/o cute pet name

Date a 95 liner

Woken up by oral

Prefer long hair

Rest his hand on your thigh while driving

Like overstimulation

Outwardly confess

Like public teasing

Be in a touchy relationship

Like roller coasters

Date a ‘99 liner

Buy you flowers

Baby you

Be a fan of Beyonce

Admire you while you sleep

Let you sit on their shoulders

Like adult coloring books

Serenade their partner

Approach their crush

Like someone with dimples

Being good at oral

Date a ‘93 liner

Date a “simple” person

Always call/text s/o while they are away

Be expressive/deep with emotions

Help you study for a test

Liked to be called oppa

Be good at fingering

Waking their s/o up by oral

Like Drake’s new album

Sneakily grab your butt

Not believe stereotypes

Stroke/play with you hair when relaxing

Cook for you often

Sexually active in a relationship

Be into Shibari

Be in a ddlg relationship

Think a prosthetic limb is cool

Give their s/o their jacket when it’s cold 

Apologize first 

Go to Disney for Honeymoon 

Good at comforting their s/o 

Tear up as their s/o walks down the aisle

Date someone with unique style

Best kisser 

Cry during a Disney movie

Come to your house in the middle of the night when you are sad

Playing with s/o’s hair

Having their hair played with

Having a temper

Kiss their s/o in front of everyone when they are jealous

Prefer adopting 

Think it’s cute when their s/o falls asleep on them

Want to pillow fight

Win the pillow fight

Steal members’ clothes

Crush on someone clumsy

Have s/o always sit on their lap

Loud during sex

Dress up like a girl

Confident when asking for your number

Intrigued by someone quiet

Accidentally use salt instead of sugar

Always have their arm around their s/o

Want someone that they cannot have

it’s totally normal to wish your friend a happy birthday when they’re completely naked in the shower…