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Dear Luke,

     You’re a twink. Are we still gonna dance battle, or have you changed your mind because you’re scared of losing?      You’re also an a-hole, but I’ll keep ya anyway. 

Dear “Subinnie”,

     You had me at Paramore. Meeting you was kinda nerve wracking, not even gonna lie. I think my first words were, “I heard you needed greatness in your life” when I approached you, and I immediately REGRETTED IT. Only because you had this stone cold front that I wasn’t aware of, but the ice broke soon enough, and I realized you were a lot “softer” than you appeared. It was a nice, little surprise, to be honest. You’ve turned out to be one of the sweetest people I know and I’m still holding you to your agreement of us stargazing some time, a’ight?

Dear Soyeonnie,

     Ah, I still feel weird saying that these days… Anyway, in all my 3 years that I’ve known you, you’ve never once let me down. Not ever. That’s not to lessen anyone else who has in my life that I care for, but it also says a lot since I do tend to put pretty high expectations on those around me. You’ve always been someone who I can easily confide in, no matter how long we go without talking and that means so much to me. Every time we do reconnect, it’s as though all that time spent away from each other doesn’t even matter, and we always pick right back up where we left off. You’re someone who is very much worth keeping around, don’t let anyone else make you think otherwise. You’re a beautiful person inside and out, noona, and I only hope that one day you can see it for yourself, too.

Dear Mark,

     You… I tease you a hell of a lot and I call you a twink, but it’s all an act of affection because I’m too tsundere to actually be nice to you all of the time. I hope you do realize that I’d never actually judge you for being yourself… I like who you are and despite how quiet you can be sometimes, it’s always nice to have you around. Despite you being older, I do feel very protective of you. I probably worry more than I should too, but it would hurt me to see you hurt unnecessarily, so if I’m overbearing sometimes, forgive me. I just want what’s best for you.     You’ve come a really long way over the past year, you know? I don’t know if you realize it or think about it, but you’ve changed a lot, and it’s quite the site to see — considering where you’ve been. I guess this kind of subject hasn’t really been touched on recently between us, so I’m not entirely sure where your mindset is on it, but you’re a lot stronger these days. You may not think so, but I see it and it makes me happy for you. You’re such a great friend to me and I know you’re going to have my back no matter what I go through, just as I’ve got yours. Whether you’re right or wrong, I’m on your side. Backing you up 100%.      Thank you for always having my back when I really needed it. It kind of amazes me sometimes just how close we’ve been able to become, considering how different we are. Maybe that’s why we’re able to compliment each other so well. This is beginning to get a little lengthy, so I’ll wrap up my rambling by telling you that I love you, man. That’s never gonna change.