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                ♡    whaddup it’s dri !!! & here’s robin, prime example of what can go wrong if you were a golden child and have to confront the fact that you’re not hot shit anymore SKJFHGDS she’s like a brand brand new muse so i apologize in advance if this is a Mess

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                ♡    growing up, she was the girl everyone’s parents wanted their kid to be like — well-behaved, studious, etc. — and was easily the cause of annoyance to her friends whenever she visited their homes. they didn’t hate her, but they were incredibly envious because it seemed as though their parents tended to treat her so well, almost like a daughter they wished they had. 

                ♡    if only things were like that in her actual home !! her parents paid very little attention to her, and it’s obvious that her being born was a hassle in the way of their own pursuits. her mother was the editor-in-chief for a fashion magazine and her father was a patent attorney, but robin’s nanny was more like a parent to her than they ever were. they enrolled her in whatever programs they could — piano lessons, violin lessons, test prep, you name it — just to get her out of their hair.

                ♡    she caught on to the fact that her parents didn’t really love her early on, but that didn’t mean she wasn’t going to try to have a family dynamic a lot of her classmates seemed to have. her desire for parental love and validation led her to overachieve in .. basically all aspects. robin figured that maybe if she proved herself to have been worthy of .. giving birth to SDGDSKGSD maybe her parents would learn to love her.

                ♡    yea things didn’t really work out like that, and if anything, her parents got even busier as she got older. taking her schoolwork and extracurriculars quite seriously, in high school, she was second chair violin (she beat herself up other this), captain of her robotics team, among several other smaller feats. but to all these they’d only award her with something along the lines of “that’s nice.” she often had to give other parents excuses as to why only her nanny showed up to orchestra concerts, leaving a reputation that her parents were always busy busy!!

                ♡    she came to terms with the fact that her parents will just never seem to care for her and that’s facts! but her desire to succeed and prove herself worthy of something, whatever that was of this point, became like an addiction. weird, but it’s kind of comforting to know that she at least has this, her reputation of being an ideal daughter. because even if her parents don’t think so, it’s nice that other people do. 

                ♡    going into college for computer science (emphasis cybersecurity) was Stressful for her tho because of all the new challenges and competition!! she dealt with so much impostor syndrome and almost snapped ... so many times KLSHDGSD but as she would always do, she threw herself into her work 2 Distract Herself from this crisis. sleeping in the library? her fun hobby!! burnout??? almost like a personality trait!! she could literally be hungover and she’d force herself to study but she’d still find herself performing not the Very Best ... luv a downward spiral !!

                ♡    things kinda started to change a Lot when she started applying to internships her second yr :0 things started to change bc she kept getting rejected LKSJDHGSD this ?? freaked her out !! the first time was like a kick to the face sure .. but the second time was like a stab in the back .. n by the third time ?? she snapped !! she couldn’t take it anymore ! (see: secret 4 more detailz)

                ♡    in the time following .. she started to .. mayhaps Chill a lil bit .. a lot bit .. SLJDGHSDG she still has her overachiever tendencies practically ingrained in her personality but she’s kinda givin up .. she’s like what’s the point if no one thinks i’m worthy !! she’s a crisis wrapped in a pretty bow jus trying to find herself bc once her golden child identity was ripped from her hands .. she doesn’t know what she has left ;/

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                ♡    for someone who used to think she was hot shit, robin’s actually a really easy friend to make ?? is it bc she’s lonely ?? Maybe !! she isn’t the type to initiate conversations, though, so oftentimes people are afraid to approach her bc of her rbf mixed with sleep deprivation

                ♡    no one really ever expected her to be a partier when she got to college, but it sure proved to be a nice distraction from everything else going on in her life !! catch her with a mixed drink on a friday night chattin with some dudez

                ♡    someone PLEASE love her LSDJHGKSDG she tries to find love n companionship everywhere but never tries to force it — the moment a partner shows any sense of disinterest she gets scared and walks away. she’ll try to find slivers of affection here and there, but she doesn’t believe she’s actually deserving of love.

                ♡    feels weird about breaking rules but easily falls victim to the bandwagon effect nowadays !! she’s walking the fine line between being chaotic and having it together, it’s only a matter of time until she goes full chaos, maybe erebus gna pull the #trigger on tht :0 

                ♡    stress relief is being chaotic on the sims 4 and making sims only to like .. kill them off in a fire or have them fight because for a girl who can hold a grudge, she can’t handle irl confrontation

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                ♡    so yeah like i mentioned earlier, miss robin kept getting rejected from internships and she really just Could Not Take It !! whoever said third time’s the charm is a Liar !!!

                ♡    long story short .. she’s ends up so frustrated .. so spiteful .. that she literally executes a DOS attack on the company that rejected her DSGSDSDKLG the server was down for almost a full day before coming back online, and she costed the company thousands of dollars in revenue

                ♡    she never spoke about it after the fact, she felt pretty disgusted of herself once she had realized what she had done .. a girl was having a crisis ! and she fucking hacked a whole ass company KLJDGSD her Power !! 

                ♡    robin’s not a complete fool, though, and she took the necessary precautions to make sure they couldn’t trace it back to her (but tbh it also could’ve just looked like their servers were overloaded n it was Their Mistake) but yea this gal hid her ip and the whole shebang !! she’s taken cybersecurity classes she knows what’s up !