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NAOMI: You're welcome. I am going to try my best to keep being a saint for our own sanity. I think things are fine. Maybe because I've been through worst things and scrutinized all the time by the way I act towards my friends. This is just something I can manage and probably because I don't have to see my ex fiancée on set everyday... and speaking of your ex fiancee. Yes, definitely I can feel the way Jessica gives me that look whenever i was visiting you on set. She is a little scary. I haven't been on set with you in a while but i promise I will be back soon. NAOMI: I'm in Paris but I will be back soon... and I could pay you a visit again after all this time. I feel it's been an eternity. I think everyone is here except you. you still could join the fun, darling but if you are too busy, I will be back in a few days. NAOMI: fine, let's try to balance the calm and chaos here. You're so cute 😂 okay, if you insist. I wanted to have this talk in person but i know your anxiety won't let you sleep if I don't speak now 😒. As you know, he left our house a couple of weeks ago or even longer? I don't remember. We've been good since then, we talk pretty often, but he insisted that he 'd rather to be away while I made up my mind about certain things. Of course i respected that, and I was too normal about it? maybe he was even more alarmed for how normal I was about it. A few days ago we had dinner together...I asked him to be honest with me and the thoughts he had and what was happening. And his answer was the same... it was all about how i am acting towards you lately. He said things like "I never saw you acting in this way before to anyone else" "you care for her too much" "you forget everything and everyone else now" "you don't want to have sex with anyone else now... not even with me" and things like that so he asked me directly if I was having deeper and different feelings for you... ??????? (typing...) Naomi: After thinking about my answer for a little while... my answer was affirmative and I said "Yes" Naomi: Now we're in talks and having a meeting with our lawyers next week. Naomi: and before you start: this is not your fault. This doesn't change anything between you and I. We can still remain as what we are. There's nothing we must change okay? relax and stop freaking out! I am just being honest here with you, with him and especially with myself. naomi: so, that's it. That was it about.

SARAH: Scary, sure. But harmless. worse she can do is put a pretend hex on you whilst she's in character, but even then, i don't think she'd like the idea of 'fully' scaring you away. So, if you'd be so kind with escorting me to my trailer again one of these days, me and Cordelia would really enjoy your company again, it's been missed. Now even just by me. SARAH: i find it ironic, how this time, when i wanted to be in Paris - i couldn’t, so obviously i need you to tell me everything. even though i was keeping my eye's on your stories, omi 🔥 SARAH: 🫣🙄...well duh, you opened these cans of worms, lady. i mean, not to be on the side of your husband here, but i'm also alarmed by it. (typing....) SARAH: oh. SARAH: okay fuck. SARAH: not fuck about the feelings things-i mean, fuck about the lawyers ???? SARAH: obviously yeah i want you to be honest, omi...of course i do. fuck me, this whole thing is gone further then i imagined it would. And no, that's not me freaking out, or me saying it in a negative way. cause you're not the only one who dug those deeper feelings. and i know we need to have this conversation in person, but i also just can't shake the idea that i'm still in the middle. cause i know how you feel about that public image you hold, lady....are you willing to put that on the line

Eiza: No! why? we need you back on twitter, this world was better because of your tweets!! come on! if you don't want to get in troubles, then lets make a private account just to tweet each other and tag each other in questionable tweets and quotes. I need that side of you back and be part of it. no. you don't need to know more about baby eiza. she was messy, rebel and a little annoying. Trust me. Eiza: so, there's any chance for me? damn! bad timing to be in my 30s still but i can keep pretending i am 69. i wouldn't mind to keep this mental age. when did you realize you were into older women? sorry, i am curious. i need to know these things, it's for a school assignment 😜 and if you want to give me more details about the two shows you're filming, tell me everything. i promise i won't say anything to any soul.

SARAH: cause i was calling strangers asswads and my publicist scolded me for it. even though they were being asswads. maybe you'll ease me back into it, lady. I've missed airing my stupid thoughts occasionally. And if i start sending you stupid gifs and memes? it's all just part of my love language. uhhhh well now i do need to know more about messy baby eiza. You're saying to someone who used to get into fights in parks and skip school to smoke weed by the creek, and who was ridiculously annoying about it too. we would've gotten alone at every life phase 😜 SARAH: You can have a old soul, that's still attractive to me. 69's obviously the perfect, mindful age. Really pulls you in. No, i find the curiosity cute. And i'll blow your mind a little, but i was once engaged to a man in my 20's, 10+ years older. Obviously things changed, duh. And then when i started just realising i only felt more secure with woman, the ages just kept going up. And maybe it always had something to do with how much i loved opening up to my teachers, how safe they made me feel. Just that very obvious gay awakening answer of a girl who was in-love with her teachers. That's gonna be one fun school assignment to put together. My dating chart. I know you'll keep those lips sealed - i'm still working on horror story and alls fair season 2, and oh lady, all i can even say is both are so whacky. In different ways. The fashion in itself, blows my mind. And i already wish you could've been in BOTH. I mean, you as a cunty lawyer ? come on now, i feel like you'd imbody that so perfectly.

Naomi: I wish I was a saint, darling. I am far from one but I just try to be good for you. I enjoy making you feel better about everything. My mind has been a little all over the place these days and i know yours too but it doesn't mean i don't miss you and I don't need some time with you. So, you really had that conversation with Jess. That must be intense. I am sure she knows you so well, she knows you never did anything to harm your relationship with her, once you told me that she was the type of jealous partner but behind that she knew you would never dare to cheat on her. And not with me? I can't compite with Mrs Lange. I don't know If I will be able to look at her next time I visit you on set though. I feel she will be studying every move I make. I think the rumors are slowing down or is it just that I haven't been chronically online these days? Naomi: Still waiting for my favorite sleepovers partner. It's been a while 🥲 and i have the feeling that we have a LOT to share after this long. Naomi: 😒 stop freaking out because i am calm. what can I do? he packed his things, he moved back to his apartment and yes, maybe we had a conversation. He thinks some things that I don't know how to react to them but i think taking some time apart is the best for us. Things can change a lot in a few days. uh?

SARAH: And you have been. You're a damn saint to me, and i want no if's or buts. And listen, the last couple weeks, be it that we've been busier and well, life. But i miss you too. And i need you to know not one bit of of that's changed. It was a level of intense that i possibly couldn't have prepared for, and then it weirdly wasn’t. I knew she knew. I mean, fuck. Jess knew me better then i knew myself sometimes, i almost hated that she did...still does, even when it comes to something as simple as just clearing something up. I won't even lie, you'll probably feel her eyes on you before you see her, i often do. maybe a little bit of both? we might be old news...which, ouch. but also, thank fucking god. SARAH: I KNOW, I KNOW. come over later? please... SARAH: ugh, stop being calm and i'll stop freaking out. okay....and? what were the things he "thought" cause now i'm gonna keep freaking, omi. You know how i get when i freak, you're gonna have to tame my mind here cause uh yeah, they sure can.