BBL Drizzy

Holy shit

Butt starved beast

It’s been 9 months. At what point do I stop grieving.

I miss her so bad but I could never give her what she. And she deserves the best.

Idk who to I tell that I’m worried about me. No ones responsibility, I know that. I’m just worried.

She’ll never know it but the last time we talked she revealed enough information that made me cut virtually everyone off. The people I knew were nasty, conniving, and I wanted approval like I’ve been conditioned to do my whole life for people who did not want me. I hope she was able to make new friends like she always wanted to.

Here comes a feeling you thought you’d forgotten

I don’t dream that often but that second time I had a dream that we were watching a Palestinian peace deal with the UN in Rafah and while that was being televised Israel bombed the event. The thing is I can’t even say it was just a dream. It happened just in a different way.