Squeaky Mouse

Hello internet! So my posts will typically be about the day before, as I really wanted to create this blog to track what goes on in my life and how things go and etc. So without further ado, here we go! Yesterday, Sunday, I kind of slept in, got up, and started playing on my phone, like I normally do: I maintained my snap streaks with my besties, and watched some stories. Well, soon after I got bored of being in bed and so I got up, got dressed, and got ready to go out. Typically I just go driving around town, I literally waste thousands of miles just driving around, I am a huge car person and I love driving, it’s one of my biggest passions. Anyways, also my dad was just being extra annoying or whatever so I wanted to get out the house. The weather was nice because it was about to rain, so I thought I’d go ride my horse, Kitkat, but then I decided not to, I don’t know why. So I go driving around, and text one of my friends whom I asked earlier in the week if she could hangout, but she didn’t answer, which is usual of her these days, but really upsetting because it wasn’t always like this. Anyway like I said, I had texted her earlier in the week, and she still hasn’t answered so then I message her “A simple no would have been okay.” Time goes by and she finally texts back I’m sorry, and I said It’s k, and also said mission failed, we’ll get ‘em next time! Which is a meme, duh! As in maybe next time we can hangout. We’ll this asshole of a person decides to text back “What? What do you want?” And I’m now upset because lately she’s had this tone with me, so anyway I’m like oh nevermind, nothing I guess... just seeing if you wanted to hangout with me... to which she replies, I’m sorry. I don’t even reply because I am so sick of this bitch honestly she has treated me like such shit recently and oh lordy I don’t even know where to begin with her. We have such history. Anyway, just thoughts of our friendship and everything we built together is crumbling down, and not in a good way, and I can see it. And quite frankly it’s tearing me apart. Now I realise this post is getting really long, so maybe instead of telling you about the whole day in one post I’ll space it out in a few smaller ones, just moments I find even slightly significant or anything I feel like writing about. Maybe I’ll create a “theme” around each post...

Honestly, the hardest part about most anything new is the introductions: beginning a paper, meeting someone new, a blog even. It’s like there’s no clear instructions on how to do it, therefore I shall just jump into things. This blog is a release for me: sharing my thoughts and feelings with whomever will listen. Y’all can interact: via asking questions, or putting in your fifty cents. Anyway, I am Nick, I am a lot of things, with lot of interests and opinions, if you happen to share any interests, opinions, or like anything you see, feel free to drop a like, share it, and/or follow me.