SpunNutz

It's been a hot minute since I've posted here. This was my original social media and way of communicating with my fellow Methren. I totally miss the nasty chats i used to have with people and I miss my group, just when it started going great, they closed the groups, but you know there comes a time when you have to move on to better things. If you are still out there and reading this, derl free to say hey! I'm going to try to do better about chdcking here again for messages. I may have been gone from here but you all have certainly not been forgotten.

Well it's been a couple of weeks since tumblr took away our groups. I hope everyone in my is getting along. I'm still around on telegram @SpunNutz or mewe SpunNutz. Feel free to connect at one if those places or both. Enjoy tbe rest of your weekend.

Had a play date this evening thought it was going to be fun get some ass get some dick. Nope. None of that for me. Bur mutha fukka got half my arm in his ass and then decided he didn't want to do anything else. Are you fukkn serious. This is something that would only happen to me. What did I ever do to deserve this it's like I've been fukkn cursed.

So I'm not really sure what's going on here lately but it seems as if all of my friendships and acquaintenceships are fizzling or have fizzled out. Could it because they were all one sided and I was the side that made effort? At some point you have to realize it's time to stop and see what happens. Yes it saddens me because I thought these friendships and acquaintenceships were better than they really were. Maybe our paths will cross again one day and if they do I will welcome you with open arms and of they don't, then I thank you for the tie we did have even if it wasn't as true as I thought.

I decided tobmake a post today because it a been just over 6 months since I started reusing meth. The first time I wasn't really a user but I would smoke it here and there. This time I'm can actually say I'm a user and yes I fukkn love it. I'm a functioning user because I still know what's going on around me and in the world. I have seemed to disconnect with somepeoe and things that I like to do. That does sit uneasy with me because I'm not that type of person. I feel as if I'm slowly sliding down the slope the devilsh abyss.