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The tragedy of being unable to admit you don't know everything.....

So bpd sucks. Overthinking sucks. It sucks not knowing for sure if someone is really being shitty to me or if I'm just perceiving it that way. But like it's no secret really that I'm merely an option while he's the the one I choose above all others. Why doesn't he want me when I am clearly the bomb.com like I'm pretty, smart, I cook, clean, I try to better myself daily, I admit when I'm wrong I try to see things from other people's perspective and if all that not enough I'm a super freak with extra hi sex drive. I really do see that he's legit trying, but I can't help but wonder if he really cares or if I just haven't outlived my usefulness yet. Or like what if this is as good as it gets what if he never wants just me? What if he tries and learns how to give me the things iv asked for and it's still not enough for me? Bpd sux....

It blows my mind the extent that some will go too just to continue using you. But how stupid can you really be? Its kool you're just making it that much easier for me to do better for me

He was as big as my head

As big as my head ..... 😯🤤😁