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@spreading-malignance
𓂃 Introduction 🖊
Maybe I'll find him here. Maybe he'll forgive me. ...Introduction? Oh. Right. Name's Ivan. I'm a writer and... Yeah. A writer. I like writing a lot.
✎ Rules 𓂃 -> Sure. Ask me gross stuff. I can... Handle it. Yeah. -> I'll be polite if you are. -> You feel as tho something bad will happen if you break the rules... -> I'll... Be back with more later. Bye.
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Also I'm going to say this now: I'm aware of the update to Bad Things and quite frankly I don't like it. So this blog will be following the OLD CANON only.
I really wanna roleplay Ivandrew rn...
what’s your favorite cat breed?
kind of an obscure question yeah
"...Maine Coon."
What do you think hell looks like, Ivan?
"Earth."
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My name is Happyvan and it's time to be happy... 💗 i wish you nothing but joy and happiness 😎 It's time for Happyvan to fly away....
". . ." "I wish I could be happy."
"I'm sorry." -> He's staring at himself in the mirror, mismatch eyes widen and bloodshot. "I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry." "Please." "FUCK-" -> Shattering. Broken glass and splotches of red decorating the sink below. He doesn't even register the pain by all means, too caught up in his own mental spiral.
how will you go about fixing this?
"I don't know." "I'll do whatever it takes." "I just want him back. That's all I want."
"...." "Andrew?" - @spreading-malignance
[Although he had an Idea who it was just from the tone, Andrew still answered.]
"Whos there...?"
"Ivan."
-> Oh admins. Not him.
"I... Wanted to ask you something. If that's fine."
[Andrew's heart started to race. Not from fluttering or romance like it might've when he thought Ivan cared. He felt anger bubbling up.]
"Why are you here. How the hell did you find me here. Wait-- no dont answer that. Just leave. Haven't you destroyed enough?!"
"...." -> He breathed out and takes off his visor, holding it against his chest as he looked away. Ivan had this... Had this way of making you feel uncomfortable around whether it was intentional or not. "I..." "I know you won't accept what I want to say."
"Yeah. You're right. Then why are you here? Leave. You aren't welcome here."
[Andrew scowls, crossing his arms.]
(God im so stupid, i reblogged this on my main blog originally. Forgive the confusion.)
"...I know I'm not." -> He looked at the other and fidgeted with his visor. His stomach sank, his heart beating a little faster in his chest now. He just needed to do this, even if Andrew didn't accept it. "I..." "Wanted to say I'm sorry for. Everything." "I know "Sorry" won't make up for anything, I just... Thought you deserved to hear that. A genuine sorry from someone who fucked up your entire life."
"At least you can see what you did. But I do not forgive you. A knock on my door, and a sorry for something like this wont fix anything. You know this."
"..."
"I dont forgive you, Ivan. You saw this coming. Thanks for the closure. But its not needed. I'll be back on my feet soon. Without you."
-> He stood there and stared. He's happy, he really is, to hear someone he loved, or well, still LOVES is going to move onto bigger and better things. -> But part of him wanted to be there for it. To experience it as well. Even if he's left at the bottom of the staircase. "Figured you wouldn't. But I-" -> He paused again, looking down at his feet. "Still want to be useful to you..."
"Usefull? Usefull? What could YOU be useful for to me. Last time you tried this stunt to "help" you ruined everything."
"You sound so low, it almost makes me pity you. What happened to that anger. I know this is just a mask. I dont need you, you wouldn't even have use to me."
"I don't want to be angry anymore. That never did me any good, did it?" -> He tries to laugh, but it sounds forced and dry. He figured this is how it would go, but he's still trying. It's almost cute how he thinks he can make anything better. "I just... Wanna try again. Try to be a better friend... I'm-" -> He looks down, gripping at the bottom of his jacket. He's guilty and he knows it, he's finally showing it too. "I just wanna try again. I can do better. Please."
...why do you still think you can fix this, exactly?
"...." -> He looks down, gripping at the fur on his jacket. "If I try hard enough... Maybe-"
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"...." "Andrew?" - @spreading-malignance
[Although he had an Idea who it was just from the tone, Andrew still answered.]
"Whos there...?"
"Ivan."
-> Oh admins. Not him.
"I... Wanted to ask you something. If that's fine."
[Andrew's heart started to race. Not from fluttering or romance like it might've when he thought Ivan cared. He felt anger bubbling up.]
"Why are you here. How the hell did you find me here. Wait-- no dont answer that. Just leave. Haven't you destroyed enough?!"
"...." -> He breathed out and takes off his visor, holding it against his chest as he looked away. Ivan had this... Had this way of making you feel uncomfortable around whether it was intentional or not. "I..." "I know you won't accept what I want to say."
"Yeah. You're right. Then why are you here? Leave. You aren't welcome here."
[Andrew scowls, crossing his arms.]
(God im so stupid, i reblogged this on my main blog originally. Forgive the confusion.)
"...I know I'm not." -> He looked at the other and fidgeted with his visor. His stomach sank, his heart beating a little faster in his chest now. He just needed to do this, even if Andrew didn't accept it. "I..." "Wanted to say I'm sorry for. Everything." "I know "Sorry" won't make up for anything, I just... Thought you deserved to hear that. A genuine sorry from someone who fucked up your entire life."
"At least you can see what you did. But I do not forgive you. A knock on my door, and a sorry for something like this wont fix anything. You know this."
"..."
"I dont forgive you, Ivan. You saw this coming. Thanks for the closure. But its not needed. I'll be back on my feet soon. Without you."
-> He stood there and stared. He's happy, he really is, to hear someone he loved, or well, still LOVES is going to move onto bigger and better things. -> But part of him wanted to be there for it. To experience it as well. Even if he's left at the bottom of the staircase. "Figured you wouldn't. But I-" -> He paused again, looking down at his feet. "Still want to be useful to you..."
Why did you do it, Ivan?
"...." "It made me do it."
"...." "Andrew?" - @spreading-malignance
[Although he had an Idea who it was just from the tone, Andrew still answered.]
"Whos there...?"
"Ivan."
-> Oh admins. Not him.
"I... Wanted to ask you something. If that's fine."
[Andrew's heart started to race. Not from fluttering or romance like it might've when he thought Ivan cared. He felt anger bubbling up.]
"Why are you here. How the hell did you find me here. Wait-- no dont answer that. Just leave. Haven't you destroyed enough?!"
"...." -> He breathed out and takes off his visor, holding it against his chest as he looked away. Ivan had this... Had this way of making you feel uncomfortable around whether it was intentional or not. "I..." "I know you won't accept what I want to say."
"Yeah. You're right. Then why are you here? Leave. You aren't welcome here."
[Andrew scowls, crossing his arms.]
(God im so stupid, i reblogged this on my main blog originally. Forgive the confusion.)
"...I know I'm not." -> He looked at the other and fidgeted with his visor. His stomach sank, his heart beating a little faster in his chest now. He just needed to do this, even if Andrew didn't accept it. "I..." "Wanted to say I'm sorry for. Everything." "I know "Sorry" won't make up for anything, I just... Thought you deserved to hear that. A genuine sorry from someone who fucked up your entire life."
"...." "Andrew?" - @spreading-malignance
[Although he had an Idea who it was just from the tone, Andrew still answered.]
"Whos there...?"
"Ivan."
-> Oh admins. Not him.
"I... Wanted to ask you something. If that's fine."
[Andrew's heart started to race. Not from fluttering or romance like it might've when he thought Ivan cared. He felt anger bubbling up.]
"Why are you here. How the hell did you find me here. Wait-- no dont answer that. Just leave. Haven't you destroyed enough?!"
"...." -> He breathed out and takes off his visor, holding it against his chest as he looked away. Ivan had this... Had this way of making you feel uncomfortable around whether it was intentional or not. "I..." "I know you won't accept what I want to say."
ts you my friend?
all jokes aside, hey there Ivan
"Basically."
"Hello there."
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"...." "Andrew?" - @spreading-malignance
[Although he had an Idea who it was just from the tone, Andrew still answered.]
"Whos there...?"
"Ivan."
-> Oh admins. Not him.
"I... Wanted to ask you something. If that's fine."
-> It's getting harder to pick up your pen, isn't it, Ivan? -> You miss him too much.
