Snopp

The soft music filled the living room. Your books were scattered on the coffee table, your iPad was in your lap, your notebook was open next to your leg. You were siting in the rug, you back pressed against the sofa, concentration fully in the content for the test you had the next day.

So focused, you don’t even hear the steps, just the voice of your girlfriend in your back.

“How much time i have to wait bro?” she groan, crashing in the sofa behind you.

“Why do you keep calling me bro? i’m not your bro, Paige” you murmur, writing in your iPad. “i’m literally your boyfriend.”

“Iugh, don’t say that word” she fakes a gag, one of her hands going to her mouth.

“what? boyfriend?” you said again. A smile appeared in your face when you hear her again.

“yeah, its… horrible.” you snort, finishing your writing, leaving you ipad in the floor before turning around to see her.

She was scattered in the sofa, using al the limited space, her left arm hanging out. Your eyes scanned her body a second, she was wearing a pair of sweatpants, a black sport bra, her purple glasses resting in her nose. Her eyes were closed, a soft smile in her mouth, showing she was actually just playing .

“stop being a baby”

“i’m not being a baby, i just can’t believe it”

“well you still dating me so you have to”

“it’s incredible, i spent so long thinking i had myself figured out”

“we just have our three-year anniversary, Paige”

“and i’m still shocked about it”

you groan, already knowing she was about to start rambling again.

“i think labels stopped making sense the moment i met you.”

you smile like and idiot before, you get up and stamp your lips against hers, a sigh leaving her body at the feeling. her hands grabbing both sides of your jaw, yours resting in the sofa beneath her. Your lips move in perfect synchronicity, like they were destinated to each other.

your heart was beating really fast.

You separate when breathing was necessary, scanned her face, seeing her pink cheeks, bright blue eyes and a stupid smile.

“that’s the sweetest thing i ever heard you said”you mumble, pushing her glasses a bit.

When you were interest in someone you make it clear, you never get shy, never try to hide it. You never try to be subtle about it. it’s the way you are, the way you love.

So when you get interested in Azzi Fudd, she notices

She noticed the way you move around her. how much attention you put on it when she’s talking, how you listen to her when she ask you for advice, how your eyes scanned her face every time she is in front of you.

You don’t hide it.

You have interest in her, and you show it, not necessarily with words but with actions.

You send her flowers to her room when she was feeling down.

Send her donuts when she put in her cf she was craving ones.

Even help her build a shelves for her books, with you doing all the hard work and she reading the instructions.

When KK jokes about how much attracted you are to azzi, you dont denied it, you just stand there and shrugh your shoulders like it’s just another joke.

You dont notice how she look at you that moment, waiting for a reaction that can confirm you actually are behind her, a little signal that means you are in love with her.

like all the thing you do aren’t enough confirmation already, but she needs to hear it. Needs to see your lips moves, pronounce the words. Said it.

The phone vibrating in your nightstand wakes you.

“yes?” you answer with sleepy voice.

“hey…sorry for calling you” you can hear her soft voice in the other side.

almost instantly you sit in your bed. See the clock in the nightstand, confused

“Azzi?… it’s 3 in the morning”

“i know, i just…” she stops for a second. you can feel her hesitation. “i can’t sleep, i don’t know why i call you”

“have a nightmare?” you asked, already knowing the answer.

“yes” she whisper.

You sighed, a little smile fighting to appear in your face. it wasn’t the first time this has happened.

“im there in 5”

You cut the call, moving to put a t shirt and some shoes. You grab one of your hoodies and your keys before you leave your apartment.

Like you said, you are there exactly 5 minutes later. you don’t even touch the door before is open and you are being dragged in. A pair of arms are around your torso, Azzi’s head is hiding in your neck. You grab her from her waist and lift her, her legs surround your body without hesitation. You make your way until her room and when you get there you lay down with her still between your arms.

“Wanna talk about it, baby?” you ask nicely after a minutes of silence.

“not really” she mumbles, getting comfortable between your arms.

“i feel bad for waking you, [Name]” She pouts,playing with the chain in your neck.

“don’t worry Az” you said, your left hand caressing her back, she drop a tired sigh.

She just stays there, her fingers touching the cross in your chain. her eyes fixed in your jaw, feeling her body lift a little every-time you inhale.

She’s thinking, the exact same question she does herself everytime you come to help her without thinking twice.

“why you are so good to me..?”

only this time she says it loud.

You freeze for a second. Not thinking about the answer, because you know the reason, but because you don’t now if you are brave enough to say it loud.

Showing was one thing, but saying it laud was another.

you swallowed, eyes fixed in the ceiling.

“[Name]..?”

She left your neck, sitting in your lap, now you can see her, her does eyes are little bit red and swollen, probably because she cry before you get there.Her hair is in a messy ponytail, her lips slightly parted,theres no trace of makeup. The dim light of the lamp hit her face in a perfect angle, highlighting her natural beauty.

Her eyes were fixed in your face, looking for anything.

You get up slowly, as if a quick move can scare her, until you are fully sat, a little inches taller than her. You eyes drop to her lips for a second, thing she notices immediately, and like a reflex she pass the tip of her tongue for them, making it look appetizing.

“we are friends, thats what friends do” you said, but you don’t sound confident at all.

You regret it almost immediately. Her eyes widened a little before nod, both hands grabbing your waist.

“i don’t believe friends should treat each other the way you do to me” she mumbles,her thumbs moving up and down against the fabric of your shirt. “you always come, always get to me even when i don’t ask you”

She takes a moment, her hands moving up by your chest until reaches your jaw. Eyes fixed in your face.

“and the KK jokes around and you just… stay there and smiles like its nothing” you feel her bother immediately, you swallowed dropping your eyes to her shirt.

“it’s never nothing” you whisper.

“Then tell me! because you are making me crazy trying to figure is just the way you treat me or are you into m-“

You cut her, your lips pressed against hers.

For a second she froze, you don’t move either, just your lips against hers. you can feel her hands tremble a little before she moves her lips, you follow her immediately, uncoordinated and clumsy movements between both of you.

It’s not perfect, but is everything.

you can feel butterflies, fireworks, even snakes in your stomach. A warm feeling in your chest, your cheeks blushing. Your hands grip her waist. Her thumbs careasing your cheeks. Yours bodies impossible close to each other. You only separated when breathing was necessary, she press her forehead against you, eyes closed.

“i was waiting for this a long time ago..” you murmured,your nose caressing hers.

“then you should talk before [Name]” she pecked your lips. “you had me really confused”

you close the distance again, this time more confident. she sigh between the kiss, fully delivered to the new feelings.

You lost the track of time, between kisses, jokes and talk, but when both of you get out of there, with the sun already shining, you know is with something new. Without name yet.

the hallway was empty.

Kayleigh was in her pijama, a big shirt she stole from you, a hello kitty pants and some slippers, her hair wet falling in her shoulders.she leaning in the wall,both hands behind her back. her gaze fixed in the door in front of her.

You cant help but frown when you see her.

“Baby? what are u doing here, its 2 in the morning” you said, sleepy voice. One hand in the door frame,the other rubbing your eyes.

“i-im sorry… i cant sleep i just” she stopped, clossing the space between both, her hands grabbing the neck of your shirt.

“kay..?”you said confuse, seeing her gaze pass from your eyes to your lips.

“i need you” she interrupts in a whimper.

She crash her lips into yours making you gasp. then your hands travels to her waist grabbing her firmly, kissing her back. she lock her arms behind your neck, her lips moving with desperation and needing.

after a moment you separated, gasping for air. she push you, getting in to your room and closing the door behind her. Your back crash in to the wall, her lips finding your neck this time.

“b-babe… damn” you sigh with your eyes closed. “baby”

Kayleigh continues with her kisses all the way down your neck, ignoring you. her hands grabbing the border of your shirt, starting to pulling up.

“Kay.. fuck” you moan when she bite.

before she can take out your shirt you push her a little. She looks at you, her pupils dilated, her lips swollen.

“what happens?” you ask.

Her cheeks flushed a little, her gaze drop to her hands.

“baby..?”

“maybe or maybe not… i dream about you, about us” she explain in a murmur,ashamed.

“dream what?” you know the answer, of course you do. but you want to hear it from his lips.

“don’t make me say it, its already embarrassing”

“why? i’m your boyfriend, love” you said,enjoying a little to much her face full of frustration. “it can’t be bad”

She rolls her eyes,closing the space between both of you and leaning against your body, face in your neck. You hug her waist, your head resting slightly on top of her, you were only a inches taller than Kayleigh.

“i dream about…you know” she start playing with your shirt “us in your bed, you touching me…kissing me”

One of your hands sneak down her shirt,touching her abs felling her shudder. “yeah?” she nod, still hidding in you neck.

“it felt real, too real i wake up all sweaty and wet” she whisper the last part, fully embarrassed now. “i even have to take a shower”

“then why are u here, darling?”

“because it wasn’t enough. I need you to make that dream real” she separated a little, cheeks slightly reds, pupils dilated, her mouth looking temptress. you swallowed, mesmerized. “please..”

“Yeah i think i can do that” you murmured,getting close to her lips. your hands traveling from her abdomen to her hipsz

“You think?” she says low, eyes focused on your lips, she drop a sigh.

“I’m sure i can do it, darling”