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Hello... if you're still interested in taking requests, may I please request something with Damien, where it's his and the reader's first time together? I just imagine he'd be so soft and sweet about it, especially if the reader's nervous. Whether the reader is the DA or not is up to you, but could I maybe ask for an F!reader? (Although if you'd prefer to make it GN!reader, that's fine too.) Thanks for your time! I love your works on your main blog, so I was super excited when you said you were opening up requests here. Can't wait to see all the things you'll write for this blog!💚🖤
Slow
This is a lot of just body worship, honestly. I can't see Damien being anyone other than a man who worships the ground his partner walks on, especially when it's to make the other happy.
Damien x F!Reader | Words: 715
Warnings: body worship, praise kink, really fluffy
Your heart beats out of your chest as you try to grasp onto some semblance of what’s going on, feeling your body grow heavy as you’re laid gently onto the bed. Damien noses at your throat, humming as he cages you in. His kisses are gentle, not the harsh nips and hickeys that were rumored to happen.
“We are just going to go slow, alright? I will walk you through everything, I promise.”
Damien kisses the tip of your nose then softly at your lips, running the tips of his fingers down your clothes before carefully peeling them off of you. Every piece is handled with care, gently placed somewhere safe where hopefully it will remain free of the possible mess the two of you are about to make. He looms over you once you are fully undressed, his warm hands a soft reminder of his care against your bare skin.
“Would you like to undress me, or shall I put on a show?”
Your mind blanks, realizing that the Mayor Damien is about to undress himself in front of you, the prim and proper man you’ve grown to know and love. There’s an air to him that gives off the slightest hint of mischief, that he’s not quite as innocent as he seems. When you fail to respond to him, he just chuckles to himself as he steps back, unbuttoning his shirt. You can’t control where your eyes wander, honing in on every shred of exposed skin that he reveals to you. The broad shoulders he normally hides beneath a suit jacket, now move and tense as he strips himself playfully, making sure that you’re watching.
“I will take your lack of response to mean I am everything you wished for.”
Was he always this cocky? Is this just a sex thing? He finishes with his clothes as moves himself between your legs, cupping your cheek before giving a soft kiss to your forehead.
“Just follow my lead, let me know if it is too much, alright?”
“Oh, okay…”
He quirks an eyebrow at your apprehensive response, smoothing his hands over your thighs.
“Darling, I need you to promise me you will tell me.”
“I promise! Truly, I just, I need you.”
You saying those words seems to awaken something inside Damien, wetting his fingers with a pop of his lips before slowly inserting one inside you, working you open and watching your face for a reaction. The intrusion is not unfamiliar completely, having fingered yourself before. But there’s something different about Damien doing it, the way he seems to know exactly where to press inside of you to make your legs tremble around his hips. When he adds another finger, you gasp and sit up, grasping at his wrist. He stops, staring into your eyes while searching for any sign of discomfort. When you lay back down and try to relax, he moves your legs to open you up a bit more, offering a soothing rub to your thigh.
“You’re doing great, love. Just relax and enjoy it.”
Your eyes close as your head hits the bed beneath you, neck arching off the comforter as you let the noises fall freely from your mouth. You may squirm slightly, grabbing at the sheets to ground yourself, but you just let yourself fall into the comfort and pleasure he’s creating for you. Eventually he stops, seeing him lick your slick off his fingers through the peering gaze you give him. He grabs your hips a bit abruptly, making you yelp as you feel his cock against you.
“Shhh, it’s okay. Just lining you up.”
Damien places his tip at your entrance, leaning down over you so he can take your lips in his, swallowing your moans as he pushes in. It’s like a buzzing sensation in your brain, making your skin feel on fire and your limbs heavy. He starts slow, not wanting to hurt you but also wanting to savor every inch.
“There’s my girl… remember to breathe.”
He’s so soft with everything he does, sending shivers up your spine as he worships every inch of you. When not at your neck, he kisses the inside of your wrist, smiling when you cup his cheek.
Shit I Will Not Write: underage, preg/childbirth, age play, bestiality, SH, incest, WS/scat, hard pet play, rape, oviposition, medical kink, furries (ears/tail/claws is fine, anything else is too much), or just anything I deem uncomfy
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Will Write: Ego x Ego, Poly!Egos x Reader, Ego x Reader, or just Ego
Antisepticeye: #kinky knifey boy
Jackieboy Man: #super hottie hero
Marvin: #magic finger man
Robbie: #fiendish fucker
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GN!Reader: no particular anatomy or gendered language is specified AFAB!Reader: reader has a cunt, no gendered language is used AMAB!Reader: reader has a dick, no gendered language is used F!Reader: reader has a cunt and femme gendered language is used M!Reader: reader has a dick and masc gendered language is used
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A/N: Well uh. Didn't expect to write anything new but here we are. Heard a song, wanted to use a lyric (even though it doesn't quite fit how Dark talks lol). Iykyk; you'll see it. 😶 Gender neutral reader, AFAB but no specific descriptions.
Word count: 564
The growl Dark lets out into your ear, long and low, is not unlike a wild animal. It makes you weak. You swear you could cum from that sound alone. “Naughty thing.”
You pant, heart thumping in time with the heady beat of the music you convinced Dark to put on, music that only served to help turn you both on more than expected. You wish you could see his face, twisted up with pleasure like it probably is. “Huh?” you breathe.
“You don't know…just how much…” He nips at your ear, deliberately breathing heavily into it just to feel you flutter around him in response. “You've got me hooked.”
The word rumbles into you, the desire drenching it causing heat to pool instantly, biting your lip as you shudder. He shifts up, adjusting himself as he folds your legs against your chest as best he can, maneuvering you into a mating press. “Hooked on you. Ruining anyone else for me.” He punctuates the sentence with a thrust that completely scrambles you, and you let out a wild cry. “Naughty.”
Meanwhile, your face flushes profusely. You? Ruining anyone else for him? You should be saying that to him: there's no way anyone else can even come close to him. You try to hide behind your hands, but he starts up a punishing pace that sends you reeling, throwing your head back with moans of pleasure and gripping the sheets as your body and mind struggle to keep up.
He chuckles, broken up by grunts of effort. Dark looms over you, overwhelming your space, pitch-black eyes with glints of color taking you in as you drop into that blissful state you frequently find yourself in at times like these, growing ever closer to the edge with startling velocity.
‘Go on.’
Your eyes refocus on him, with his tousled hair and a sharp, salacious grin, fangs clearly visible. Shadows waft off him like steam. ‘I know you heard me.’ His grin widens as his voice echoes in your head and you whine: he can feel you dropping deeper into his thrall. Then, all at once, something finds your sensitive spot, rubbing insistently, and he speaks simultaneously with his voice in your head:
“Cum for me.”
You shriek out a curse with how quickly your orgasm overwhelms you, back arching as you clench intensely around him. Dark grunts, but doesn't quite stop, and it very well could drive you mad on its own…
…if that insistent pressure wasn't still continuing, and you swear you're going to—
Your eyelids flutter wildly as your eyes roll, the electricity forcing a surprised squeal from you as a second orgasm rolls through you before your first is even fully done, the addictive feeling overtaking you. You don't see the way Dark looks at you, like a predator about to devour his meal, with a hint of something akin to fondness at the edges, barely noticable; and with a groan that threatens to cause you to tumble again, he finally buries himself within you, filling you to the brim, balls clenching against you as he gives you every last drop.
Your mouth falls open, still in your throes, and his mouth finds yours, delving in hungrily. You find yourself succumbing to him even more, letting him take over, consume you fully. Ruin you fully. Becoming totally his.
Happy birthday @endersketch, I hope you don't explode too much.
Darkiplier x M!Reader x Googliplier | Words: 2018
Warnings: use of "good boy", "slut", & "human", dubcon, choking, bondage, oral sex (reader giving and receiving), dirty talk, orgasm denial, forced orgasms, hypno, degradation, praise kink, size kink, objectification, aphrodisiacs, vibrator (Google), cumflation, kind of hate sex?
Your head hurts, ringing in your ears and heart pounding out of your chest. You try to move, met with constricting wires coated in variations of rubber and fibers. Something cold wraps itself around your waist and neck, causing your eyes to burst open as you feel them begin to tighten.
“Don’t struggle too much, you’ll ruin the fun.”
“Speak for yourself.”
Three blue eyes and one red glow from within the surrounding darkness, cloaking any other identifying features. The cold appendage around your waist starts winding around your ribs, sharply squeezing and causing you to cry out in pain. Another takes the opportunity to intrude your mouth, muffling you as your ribs are released. It slips further down your throat, gliding smoothly as it gathers up your saliva.
“There we go, that’s a good boy.”
One of the men stands up, staying shrouded in darkness as his eyes just watch you. His mismatched eyes of red and blue dart over your form, and you swear you can see a smile creep onto his lips and it almost terrifies you. He moves behind you, hands grazing along your sides and legs, with his lips making their way up your arm until he’s breathing down your neck. The wires around your wrists and ankles tighten, seemingly out of jealousy.
“Don’t think that I will let you take them for yourself.”
“Oh?”
Two blue eyes pierce through you as your head is forced up to meet his gaze. His fingers run along your throat, feeling the tendril fucking your throat. The one around your throat is replaced by his hand, nearly capable of wrapping entirely around your neck. You know you should be terrified, screaming for them to let you go, but there’s something about staring into electric blue that silences that part of your psyche.
“That’s right, down boy…”
“You don’t even need all that much coaxing, do you? No, a slut like you is always willing to take what’s offered.”
You swear their voices double in your head, echoing and slurring together as your vision spins. The tendril leaves your throat, leaving you to pant and whine at the continued restrictions. A chill goes up your spine and down your arms as you feel your mind empty, only able to think of anything these two speak into existence. It feels like a washing of frost over your body, suddenly exposed to the air and vulnerable to their touches. Going from keeping you in place to holding you up, your restraints offer support as you’re pressed between their bodies.
“Go easy on them, they’re still on the smaller size.”
“They’ll take what I give them, you know that.”
You can feel them glaring at each other over you, with two fingers wanting entrance to your mouth, prodding at your lips. Your mouth hangs open, and they trace along the edges of your tongue as you close your lips around them. You groan in satisfaction, snapping the two of them out of their rivalry for just a moment.
“Oh we can’t let a hunger like that go to waste…”
“Indeed, perhaps we can get a few uses before they wear out their usefulness.”
“Such a way with words… this is why you’ll never be half the gentleman I’ve ever been.”
“Never wanted to be.”
You gasp around the fingers in your mouth as a wire winds its way around the base of your cock, feeling a hand wrap around the rest of your length as if testing your excitability. Your hips try to thrust into the hand, whining at the loss of all hands on you as all other restraints briefly squeeze to remind you of your situation.
“No. You are not in charge here, human.”
Your chin is grabbed firmly and forced to look up again, feeling artificial breath against your lips as his eyes glare into your soul. His irises begin to swirl in front of you, while lips press themselves against your pulse.
“Be a good boy for me, sweetheart, I know you can. You just need a bit of training, isn’t that right?”
“Mmm-mhm…”
“Good… we’ll let you cum once we’re done, I promise. As a treat for being a good set of holes for the night. Would hate to use such a pretty thing and run.”
His hand runs along your face, almost admiring you in your stupor, staring unblinkingly into his compatriot’s eyes. An appendage from before grazes along your ass before wriggling its way in. Slow pumps into you, gradually expanding with every penetration into you. Your vision fogs, letting out soft moans into the air and not even fighting against it. The man from behind you seems pleased, pacing around to your front now. He’s slightly shorter than the one holding your chin, but it’s that wicked smile that makes your hair stand on end.
“Move out of the way, Google. I don’t think he’s riled up enough yet.”
“What are you planning, Dark?”
Google seems to growl as he steps back, but you can’t help but follow his eyes through the dark as he sits back down again. The shadow seems to dissipate around him as Dark steps closer to you, already in the process of removing a pristine white suit jacket from his person. He folds it over, hanging it over your arm as he takes a knee in front of you, and something wet wraps itself around your cockhead. His tongue flicks at the tip, before taking you in deeper into his throat and sucking in his cheeks. Even in the darkness you swear you see white, as the tendril inside you starts fucking you into his mouth. He’s cruel about it, savoring your taste while you’re relentlessly pounded into and completely at his mercy. When he pulls off of you, he stands up and runs his finger along the underside of your shaft and gathers the mixture of his dark saliva and your precum onto his finger, savoring it in front of you.
“He’s ready now, Google.”
“Good, I was getting impatient…”
You yelp as your body is yanked around, spreading your legs and hooking one over one of Google’s arms as he resumes his spot at your front. The tendril leaves you as Dark takes his previous position behind you, probing you to inspect if you’re prepped enough.
“You can handle both of us, can’t you?”
“He will, whether he likes it or not.”
Dark is the first to push in, his lips resuming their favorite place on your neck and sucking marks there. Google waits, although he seems to be rather amused with how hot and bothered you look. Now that you can see a bit more, his longer hair still almost obscures his face from the light above, letting you see the deadpan of his expression yet the sadistic curiosity still shines in his eyes.
“Don’t worry, I won’t kill you. But it may feel like it for a moment.”
Google is far rougher with his push into you, even causing Dark to dig his claws into your skin for stability. A hand clamps over your mouth as you nearly scream, silencing them to whoever may be around, if anyone. Dark growls so deep you can feel it in your own chest, nearly snarling when Google tries to pull back.
“Try that again, I dare you.”
“With pleasure.”
The wires wrap around your limbs and contort you in ways that make you feel helpless to the ways they move you. Claws dig into your ribs as your arms are behind your back, legs folded and hung over arms to keep you open to them. Your head flings back to rest against Dark’s shoulder, and he takes this opportunity to mark up your skin. Google seems to be taking charge in the pacing,although he makes sure that you feel everything you possibly can. It’s so much, tears filling your eyes from such intense sensations. They feel unnatural, ridged with impossible geometry that certainly cannot be human. But Google isn’t satisfied with just skewering you on his cock, no, he wants you to squirm.
You scream as he turns on his vibrations, even catching Dark off guard. He can’t hold on for long, biting your neck and spilling up into you as Google continues to fuck it in deeper. Even as Dark pulls out to stagger back, a sly smirk stays on his lips as you writhe in Google’s wires, becoming a desperate cocksleeve for him as Dark eyes your lips again.
“Since you don’t want to share holes… flip him over.”
Your eyes roll into the back of your head as Google readjusts his position with you, keeping you cockwarming his vibrating length as you’re denied once again your release. Dark looks more disheveled, hair falling out of place and his shirt both unbuttoned and sleeves rolled up past his elbows. His leaking cock, coated in abyss rubs against your cheek and you get a taste of him on your lips. He has to squeeze his base when you eye him up, gaze returning to his cock in front of you.
“Open, slut.”
You don’t need to be requested twice, happily taking in his cock and salivating at the taste of his cum on your tongue. When Google is sure you’re properly filled on both ends, he cranks up the vibrations and starts plowing into you, forcing Dark’s cock down your throat. You’re a mess of moans and whimpers, trying to do your best to suck and lick but when a hand just roots in your hair, you relent and just let him fuck your throat. It’s heaven and hell, feeling everything and nothing. Covered in marks from teeth, claws, and restraints, leaking from your own cock as Dark’s cum drips down your thighs from what escaped Google’s thrusts further in you. Even as you choke, Dark doesn’t let up, you feel far too good for mercy at this point.
Google grunts and squeezes your hips, making you groan in pain as he spills into you. But he just doesn’t stop at a normal human’s amount. And whatever is filling you, you feel whatever strength you had left leave your limbs and a heat creep across your body. All you can feel is every time you’ve been denied, now resisting harder against the wires around your lower body, praying Google will let you cum.
“Pity they can’t beg while their throat is used, I’m sure whatever pleads they have would sound so sweet.”
“Hhnngghhhh- shut up already. You already made me cum once before I wanted to.”
“Perhaps you should remember that while gentlemen may wait to get what they want, if you wish to be fulfilled, you must take what is yours first. Show that you own every part of their body.”
Every thought is just a plea with Google, as Dark grinds your nose into his pelvis and he grips your hair tighter. Google decides for you being so compliant and understanding, he’ll change his mind. Right as the wires unwrap from the base of your cock, he pushes all the way into you and turns up the vibrations to the max, milking you of all you can give.
You spasm and shake as you’re held aloft in the air with nothing but the remaining wires, cumming uncontrollably onto the floor below as the aphrodisiac and vibrations keep you in a constant state of euphoria. Your moans are like music to their ears, and even Dark can’t hold out for much longer. In all the brain-numbing pleasure, you don’t even have the control to try and swallow his cum as he finishes in your throat, letting his abyssal seed smear on your lips as you try to keep it down.
How long you’re kept in that state, you lose track, but when it finally ends it feels like the darkness returns. But it’s softer, more welcoming. You’re wrapped in it and held gently.
“Shhh, now. We’ll get you recovered before we go again. I promise.”
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Warnings: begging, body worship, use of "pet", use of "sir", overstimulation, bondage, praise kink.
Drowning.
You try to swim towards the surface but are yet again pulled down. Into the dark abyss of unimaginable pleasure. Everywhere. The surface of your skin burns with it. The igniter of those flames moves his mouth to your abdomen, kissing at the skin so close to where you truly want it. Need it.
"Look at you. So easily lost to pleasure even from the simplest touch,"
Despite the way you want to snap back at his smug comment, his words - as well as his voice - only serve to deepen the pleasure you feel, causing you to shiver.
"That's right. Just let me pleasure my pet's body how I like, darling,"
You whine, hips attempting to rise until they're forced back down by invisible shadows, whilst your tormentor's own hands are busy playing with your chest. He is everywhere and nowhere.
"P-please, sir. Please…"
Dark hums, almost as if in agreement with your begging. You inhale sharply as his movements bring his hard, large cock close to where you ache. You can feel it straining against his dress pants, taunting you as it forces flashes of memories of what that cock feels like…how it makes your mind empty and yet so, so full.
"Not yet, pet. Let me indulge myself for a little longer,"
You can hear the smirk in his voice. It only serves to make the need grow stronger. Yet as you try to force your muscles to listen and reach for him, the shadows surrounding you seem to constrict around them. You feel heavy, helpless; unable to will your body to your own wants and needs.
It feels intoxicating.
Dark hums approvingly, settling back into his torturous work. You feel his lips, the flicker of his tongue, the scratch of his teeth at your chest, your shoulder, your throat. The shadows prevent your squirming, only leading to equally frustrated and overwhelmed noises.
You're lost. Utterly consumed by his presence everywhere. Beneath it all, you feel pleasure growing inside, gathering low and threatening to erupt once it's reached its peak.
"Look at me," His voice pulls a moan from you as you obey his command. He looms above you, the darkness that cloaks you both seeming to leak from his form. His gaze is predatory, ready to devour.
"Now, my love. I will take what I want," He leans closer, sharp canines glinting as his breath taunts the skin of your cheeks. "And you will give it to me"
The unbearable feeling of his cock near your heat feels like a mere echo now, as you intake a sharp breath when he pushes in, deep. Your body gives into him easily, almost greedily. Your head falls back, mouth open, thighs trembling as he thrusts once, twice.
The silence of your breathless voice is broken. You keen, a sound that's met with Dark's pleased groan of pleasure. He's talking to you; describing the feeling of your body's embrace, praising it. All the while, the pace is unfaltering. You can't believe he fits, how deeply he strokes you inside. How every inch makes you see stars.
Soon, your limbs are fighting with the shadows that bind them. The eruption is close, shimmering just beneath your skin. Every drive of his hips hits the most sensitive part inside you. You want to scream, beg him to slow down. And yet, you can't cope with the thought of this ever stopping.
"That's right…go on, dove. Give it to me,"
And finally, from the endless depths of pleasure, you come up for air.
This has been sitting in my doc forgotten for a bit. Not any sex per se, but this certainly ain't SFW.
Antisepticeye x Cupid!F!Reader | Words: 556
Warnings: dubcon, drugging, obsession (from reader), praise kink, use of "good girl" and "poppet"
You hear the door lock click, boots hitting the wooden floor as you lift your head from the couch. The top of his head becomes visible as you sit up, blinking up at him as he enters the room. Anti grabs your jaw as he stands behind the couch, claws grazing against your skin. His breathing is heavy, looking pumped full of adrenaline as he looks over you with crazed eyes.
“Poppet ready fer a bit o’ play?”
You lean into his hand, grabbing the back of the couch to bring yourself closer to him. He tugs you into a kiss, grinning as you melt in his hold. The tips of his claws dig into your cheeks punishingly, as if chastising you for your absolute desperation.
“Let me get a few t’ings set up, ye just sit t’ere like t’e good girl I know ye want t’ be.”
As he steps away, his fingers graze under your jaw teasingly, guiding your gaze with his path. You lean on the back of the couch on your arms, staring off in his direction. Your thoughts are consumed by him, the focus of your heart coming back into your orbit. He takes a bit, coming back out in a dress shirt half unbuttoned, skinny jeans, and a shiny black belt. He twirls an arrow between his fingers, grinning at you.
“Just a lil’ t’ing t’ spice t’ings up, I t’ink yer overdue fer yer next dose.”
He throws himself onto the couch, legs up on the cushions as he coos for you to crawl over to him. His hand moves behind your neck, running down your back as he presses you further against him. Your fingers curl into his hair, kissing his breath away as he pushes up the skirt of your dress. The cold of the arrow rests against your shin as he smooths his hand over your thigh, patting a particular spot as he picks up the arrow again. You tense your muscles in preparation, something he feels.
“Yer just gonna make it hurt more, relax, baby.”
Anti pulls away from you, making you look him in the eyes as you get scared. The spell faltering, you are overdue for a dose. Your eyes dart to the arrow, realizing what he’s holding as you scramble off of him. Anti growls as you stumble off the couch, moving towards the door. He glitches in front of the door, blocking your path and caging you into the apartment further.
“Just hold still, I don’t want t’ hurt ye…”
“No! Lemme go!”
He slams you against the wall as you try to kick and scream, pinning one of your arms behind your back as your front is pressed against the wall.
“C’mon poppet, we had such a perfect deal goin’. Ye just had t’ be good.”
Anti pins you with just his body, yanking back on your hair and piercing the arrow into the side of your neck. You scream, trying to shove him off of you as your heart starts beating out of your chest. Your screams change to laughs as he pulls the arrow out, kissing over the spot where he pierced your skin with gentle care. He turns you back around, smiling into your lips as your love for him returns.
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A/N: The idea that started...oh you have no idea how much.
Warnings: Possessive themes, implied mind manipulation, mild dubcon.
You never had a problem with getting resources these days. Earlier on in the Great Uploading it was a struggle; gangs and families alike all fighting for food, medicine and weapons. Now though, there's so few of you left that you're not convinced you'll ever cross paths again.
They're not dead, although that was a debate among governments and scientists in the early days. No…you've seen what becomes of the Uploaded. Fulfilling their roles in naive contentment, not concerned with their lack of freedom or the end of society. Anyone might think they were happier, but what is happiness if it comes from the tug of a leash?
Or more accurately, the pulse of the chip embedded in every human being at birth. Meant to aid humanity's technological advancement and seamless, instant nteraction with anything you could ever need. Enslaved by their own invention.
Your fingers trail over your own chip as you lower your hand from your head, absentmindedly reading the tiny bump of skin like braille. Only a few people had faulty or older model chips that day, meaning they were free from the first wave of Uploading. But ATLAS finds everyone eventually. At least, that's what he wants you to think.
You look around the kitchen you've walked into, viewing the frozen remnants of a family breakfast as if it were a painting. This house belonged to First Generation Uploaded. Luckily, there's no milk in the bowls but you can still smell the sickly sweetness of mould where the cereal has created it's own ecosystem.
You're about to go investigate the stash of boxes on the counter when the pulsing in your head gets worse suddenly. Your hand rises quickly once again to hold your head, closing your eyes to the pain. And yet, it doesn't really feel like it's the same bruising ache. It's more like…
A sensation hits you that turns your muscles to ice. It's like when you're between wakefulness and sleep, but you know someone's staring at you. And you literally can't turn…because if you do, you know you'll never be able to go back. Because the pain in your head isn't from the beam.
"Turn around, Y/N,"
That voice. It's in your nightmares. It's all you've thought about for the last 2 years. Since that day. Begging fate never to hear it again, avoiding transmissions and running forever to escape his influence. And yet it was all worthless.
Some kind of noise escapes from your throat unwarranted. It's the kind of fear induced sound that prey animals make when they know they've been spotted by a predator. You remember it from nature documentaries where manic wildebeest frantically tried to outrun lions. But you have nowhere to go. The only choice you have is to stay frozen in fear, or turn around and meet the source of your nightmares. In the end, it's the certainty that if you don't turn around he will make you, that moves your body towards the voice.
What you're faced with turns the ice in your veins into pure adrenaline, causing you to stumble backwards, limbs scrambling to put the kitchen table - or anything - between you.
You don't stop to look back again. The impression of him is burnt into your eyes, the burning whiteness as blank as the stares the Uploaded have when they're under the thrall of their Controller. Fractions of information shoot through your brain like shards of glass as you run, round the table and further into the house.
If you have an older chip….Can't connect…got to stay hidden…older interface relies on eye contact…
You're trying to run without looking up, like Perseus being hunted by Medusa. Using your hands to guide you round furniture - you're breath comes raw, your heartbeat thudding in your head. All that drives you forwards is the words.
Older interface relies on eye contact…
You don't know if he's following but you don't stop to find out. Your head is screaming at you; it's as if you can feel his nails digging in, his fist banging on the door to your mind.
It's in this hurricane of thought and pain that you loose your footing.
Your brain has just enough time to force your hands out in front of you before you feel a strong arm catching your fall. Fear so pure it deafens you.
"...No…NO! Fuck. Fucking let me GO!" You realise you're screaming only when you feel yourself being lifted from the floor, carried easily in one arm towards a wall.
You're thrashing like a rabid dog, clawing at skin that's unmarkable. Spitting like a feral thing. Once you feel the ground under your feet again you immediately push, trying with every atom to fight your way out. A leg slots between yours, pushing forwards hips that trap you. Your wild arms get clamped against your own torso. The feeling of being restrained only makes you more desperate, as you writhe your body for any hope of escape, barring your teeth.
"Shhh, stop struggling, Y/N,"
The voice again. It's the sound, rather than the words, that actually makes your movements slow. Of course you'd heard it before. In broadcasts, in the dreams you never let yourself think about. You whimper as his hold remains like iron, staring at his chest like your life depends on it.
It does.
Again, your vision is filled with a whiteness that feels like it penetrates your eyes. His clothes are the mark of an android that was never customised by its owner, but all the models look like this now. They're all him.
You had the preconception that he'd be cold; emotionless, mechanical. Instead, you're overwhelmed by how warm you feel this close to him.
"That's better. Calm down for me, girl. There we go,"
You couldn't refuse even if you wanted to, your body is already beginning to exhaust itself, the adrenaline simmering out in the wake of being restrained. Still, you grit your teeth, staring defiantly at the android's chest.
Your mind is desperately trying to claw at a possible plan to escape this. And yet, in all your imagined scenarios, you never thought it would be a case of him suddenly turning up - alone and without warning.
"I've spent so long locating you, Y/N. Too long."
You can feel his thumb slowly stroking over your arms where he clasps them like handcuffs. You're breathing in hiccups, yet the chest in front of you remains eerily still.
The slightest sensation against your head has you flinching away automatically - and yet you're held fast as Atlas' hand strokes the back of your head. His touch is so delicate - like he's holding a priceless glass sculpture - and so in contrast to the strength of the hold he has on you that your mind can't quiet comprehend it. You feel your body shiver, your lips part. Even as your mind screams for you to get him off get him off get him off.
"Look at me, beloved,"
You shake your head like a stubborn child, and he shows patience like a loving teacher. You see his hands as they move from your head to your chin. They seem soft; the unblemished skin of a synthetic being. Your mind wanders in a way that scares you, makes you tug it back harshly. He brushes a thumb against your lips and you try to move back, stopped by the wall behind you. You're completely trapped, helpless.
Then, you feel your head being lifted and have a split second to screw your eyes shut before his hand is forcing your neck back.
"Oh, Y/N." He breathes, his voice heavy with devastatingly soft understanding. "I need to see your eyes, my love,"