of all the illegal ways to take someone's life, there's one just as sharp and it's sharp as a knife, and it's called honest feedback spencer lynn // 20 // architecture
Welcome student [#2] who happens to be a [PUBLIC COLLEGE STUDENT]. Around campus you have been told you look a lot like [CURRAN WALTERS]. We hear that your name is [SPENCER LYNN] and that you are [20] years old. We hear that you can be [ASSERTIVE] but also [CYNICAL]. Lately you have been saying [HONEST FEEDBACK by SAINT MOTEL] relates to you a lot in life, and that [DISHEVELED CLOTHING & PUNCHED WALLS] are your most common muse. We heard you decided to major in [ARCHITECTURE] at North Chancellor and we can’t wait to welcome you.
MUSICAL GENRES: Rock, punk, pop punk, emo, new wave
ARTISTS: Foals, Nothing But Thieves, Radiohead, Young The Giant, Palaye Royale, White Lies
BIO: ( TW: alcohol, car accident, death, amputation )
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SPARKNOTES VERSION
- growing up, there was a LOT of emotional distance. parents were fighting and would often bring spencer & his older brother in the mix.
- spencer always took his dad’s side, and the two of them developed a v unhealthy “us against the world” mentality. his dad was the only person spencer could trust, and spencer was the only person his dad could trust
- his dad also turned to p destructive habits, gambling all of their money away, drinking himself to death, etc etc etc
- one night, while spencer was in the car, his dad got in a p bad accident ( while he was drinking ) which resulted in the death of the other person in the accident, along with the loss of spencer’s right leg ( the doctors had to amputate it because of the damage from the crash ) his dad was found guilty of driving under the influence along with vehicular manslaughter and is now still in prison
PRESENT / MISC
- spencer has a p complicated relationship with his dad now, mostly because he still feels a lot of sympathy for him. he still writes letters and reads any that he receives and tries to talk to him as often as he can. He still feels like his dad is the only person he really can truly trust.
- he’s always been interested in architecture, even before he knew it. as a kid, he’d often draw and design structures and houses. almost like he was trying to design a safe place for himself in his mind, something that looked like it could give him shelter and structure when everything around him was so chaotic
- he has a prosthetic leg ( above knee ), but always covers it with long pants. Walks with a noticeable limp though
- will get in a fight over literally anything. sometimes it may seem like he’s just trying to get a rise out of anyone
- he tries REALLY hard to give off the vibe that he doesn’t give a shit about anything and anyone while in actuality, he cares TOO much
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“ oh , my ego is always in need of a good stroking . doesn’t matter how many times , or even how often , i always appreciate it , ” lorenzo states , a small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth . when spencer finally gets into explaining why the fight happened and what exactly it was about , though , lorenzo starts to zone out . admittedly , it’s hard to keep his attention when it comes to most things ⸻ which is something he realizes is a problem but isn’t too bothered to fix ⸻ and hearing that this entire fight was over something as boring as critique gone wrong has 𝐙𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 all of his interest . if he had his way , it would be a much juicier story , and if lorenzo invents said story in his head to drown out spencer , then that’s his own prerogative .
“ i have to admit , though , that i was really hoping for something … more. it’s always hilarious seeing people stumble all over the fact that they’re not god’s greatest gift , but it just doesn’t do it for me anymore . i was hoping you slept with someone’s partner , or that you keyed someone’s car , or even that you stole a watch from someone that had some bullshit sentimental value to them , but i guess it’s too much to ask for a little excitement . next time , spin , just lie to me . 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐘 𝐃𝐀𝐘 , ” lorenzo tells him as he blows out an exaggerated sigh as he twirls his pen between his fingers .
“ i guess my next question is : did you win ? and if you didn’t , remember what i said , ” he sings , raising one brow , “ just lie to me . i’d rather hear an entertaining tale that’s all bullshit than be plagued by the boring truth . ”
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“Well, my deepest apologies for not providing the entertainment you were in search of,” Spencer said, even going as far as placing a hand over his heart to sell the heart felt apology. He had to admit that Lorenzo had a point. Crushing someone’s ego was fun the first few times, but after a while it just would get more pathetic than anything. It was easy to see through the act when the fragility of their grandiose image of themself was so apparent. After all, if someone truly felt so highly of themself, it wouldn’t take something as small as constructive criticism for it to shatter into tiny pieces. When Lorenzo asked the next question, and stated his expectations at that, Spencer held back an eye roll and instead geared himself up for the performance of a lifetime.
“Of course I won,” he answered immediately. “He got a few good hits in, but before long, I had him pinned and just kept hitting him. Blood was spewing everywhere, one of his buddies tried to get me off him, but I just threw them to the ground with one hand while I kept hitting with the other. I swear to god his whole face just caved in, like punching a fucking pillow.” He took a moment to look down at his own hands. “Honestly I don’t even know if I got all of his blood off my hands, but that’s no big deal compared to the fact that his face is gonna just be completely fucked up probably forever. Well - When it’s all healed I’m sure he can use his parent’s credit card to fix the left over damages with plastic surgery. He’ll be good as new, at least maybe a couple years from now.”
“I mean, it really depends, were ya’ll fighting over something that serious or…” Georgie let out a soft chuckle, raising his brow. “Pretty damn average, could be better. At least I ain’t end up in a fight though…for once.”
“Not really. Just a classic case of someone not taking too kindly to the harsh truth,” Spencer explained. “Glad to hear it.” He said in a disengaged tone as he took a seat next to the other. “Me on the other hand, I’m surprised I even have this moment to take a fucking breather. Honestly, kinda wish that guy kept going, maybe one of his hits would have been enough to knock me out.” Spencer admitted through a chuckle. Sleep was a frequent obstacle for him, but it seemed more so than usual lately.
Hunter’s hand raised to gently pat against his fellow public school students shoulder with a proud look on his face. “These private school students are something else, huh? A different breed.” Hunter had never had to deal with some many assholes in his life all around the same time too. “They might have money but we have common sense and know how to fight for what we want.”
Spencer shook his head and brushed the hand off his shoulder. “I don’t care, it doesn’t even matter.” he said simply, his tone just a bit too sharp to be as convincing as he’d like it to be. God forbid Spencer ever admit that the opinions of others actually mattered even an fraction to him. “Besides, he couldn’t hit for shit. Probably too worried about bruising his hand or some shit.”
IF THERE IS ONE thing that cori has always loved , it’s talking about herself , whether he knew it or not spencer was slowly crawling towards the top of her favorites list . “ he’s a human man … if you can call him that . ” eyes rolling , “ his name is nico and before you ask we have a ? of training to do before he’s ready for any meet and greets . ” she teased with a grin , “ oh they’re two separate people . you should never date your best friend , when your partner inevitably pisses you off who do you complain to ? who’s going to tell me that i’m too pretty for them anyways ? ” laughing at his very dramatic reasoning , “ and disintegrate ? well shit , forget i said anything , but next time you get into a fight call me . i want to watch . ”
“Ahhh,” Spencer offered a slow nod as Cori explained her new pet. “Well, when he is ready, he may be the only human I’m eager to meet, so he’s got that going for him.” Despite how much Spencer truly did enjoy the company of others, he had no filter when it came to voicing his general disdain for the human population. Just one of the many contradictions Spencer lived with. “Never, got it. Speaking from experience, or were you just always blessed with this wisdom?”
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“How am I supposed to know if I haven’t seen the other guy?” Erin wasn’t a mind reader. In fights both parties usually got hurt, but one came out on top. Watching people fight wasn’t her idea of fun, she thought it was tacky. The dark-haired femme brought her hand up to her hair and twisted it around her finger as the other told her that some private students were dampening her mood. “Which ones?” she asked, trying to push him into admitting names. She wasn’t surprised if she made the list. Erin knew she wasn’t liked by a lot of private students due to her opinions on them. “Which ones are getting under your skin, Spence?” She asked, using a pet name, as if she knew him well.
“Now wait a minute, dampening one’s mood and getting under someone’s skin are two completely different things,” Spencer protested firmly. “Truthfully? No one’s getting under my skin. It’s more amusing than anything if we’re being completely honest. For them to get under my skin suggests I actually give a shit what they think, and we all know that’s not the case.”
she leans on the chair as the other recited the sonnet, a small smile plays on crimson petals as she hears him. maybe someone did have a brain in this class beside her , a small chuckle escapes her brims as she hears his inquiry ❝ clearly not. ❞ she says but gets a stern look from the professor. though she didn’t really care &. her attention diverted to the male as he continued to speak. lucky enough time was up &. sooner rather later everyone began to pack their belongings, as did she. gathering her things she makes her way out stopping by Spencer’s desk. extending her hand out with a small smile ❝ cordelia petrova, pleasure I’m sure. ❞ the smile on her lips evident &. mischievous
Spencer was used to not being the most favored student in class, so he paid no mind to the daggers the professor was shooting his way. For all they knew, maybe the professor was just jealous that their students could clearly dissect the literature through an intelligent lens. Unfortunately, as soon as class was actually picking up and getting interesting, it was over. Spencer was gathering his papers to put away when he saw the hand extended to his field of vision. Looking up, he offered a slight smile and nod. “Spencer Lynn,” he returned and shook her hand. He had a feeling that wouldn’t be the last debate they’d get into in class. “If you ever decide to play devil’s advocate again, there’s few times I’m not in the mood for a debate.” Honestly, sometimes it didn’t even matter if Spencer felt particularly strong about one way or the other - sometimes it was as simple as arguing for the sake of arguing.
NICO: hey mom, have you seen my red swimming trunks?
NICO: oh my god, did i send that to EVERYONE?
NICO: this is so crazy and embarrassing. my finger just slipped down every name on my entire contact list and THEN i accidentally sent it. wow. nobody call the press. i can't live with the shame of this newest revelation after my TOTALLY ACCIDENTAL text.
SPENCER: shit, you may wanna find the most over the top piano and violin background music for your next apology video.
SPENCER: i've heard it's all in the delivery of the opening sigh.
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lorenzo is no stranger to VIOLENCE , and many would even say that he thrives in the chaos of it all , but that doesn’t mean he specifically seeks out instances that will leave him on the other side of disfigured . hell , his face is easily the best weapon he has at his disposal since others are wired to be more trusting of rotten people who are wrapped up in pretty packages . so even though he understands to an extent , he still doesn’t quite get why spencer is so willing to play russian roulette with his own good genes . “ you don’t need to ask , because i can tell you that it definitely has been . at least i don’t have a fucked up face , ” enzo points out as his gaze quickly scans the damage . “ what was the fight about anyway ? and was it even worth it ?”
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A vague and distant part of Spencer knew that perhaps it wasn’t the best idea to make mortal enemies with people as soon as he started the new school. Or that he should just stop landing himself in these sort of situations in general. But did he have any true intention in ‘playing nice’ and going the rest of the semester without the risk of expulsion for violence on the school grounds? Unlikely. “No, your face is looking perfect as ever, something I’m sure your ego needs to hear,” Spencer replied, even managing to make his smile look sarcastic with that statement.
“Hey listen, I wasn’t in the wrong this time, I swear! We were having critique in class, and I put my work up and it’s pretty well received. Even though the private students tried to act like they didn’t like it or they weren’t impressed, it was a good fucking thing they’re going into architecture or illustration or whatever they’re pursuing rather than acting. Let’s just leave it there. Anyway, then this other guy puts his up and the whole room goes silent. And not in the good speechless way in the ‘how the fuck do I give constructive feedback on this when it look like you spent all of five minutes working on it’ kind of way. So I learned that the majority of the students in this class are completely fucking spineless, so of course it’s up to me to get the ball rolling. I say there’s a lot of potential, and that he had a lot of intriguing early ideas, but that I would love to see some of the ideas a bit more expand upon and explored further. I also kindly asked if he had access to a ruler because a lot of his lines that looked like they were supposed to be neat and straight seemed to be quite rushed.”
Spencer took a pause to shrug. His retelling of the incident certainly painted himself in a better light, and it was true that he had been just a bit more harsh with his feedback. “Anyway, after class, I was walking back and he just fucking cornered me, through a temper tantrum that I gave critique... during a critique, and when I said the honest truth that I was going really easy on him because I couldn’t say in class that it looked like absolute shit, he threw the first punch.”
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HEAD TILTING AS SHE waited for an end to the sentence that never came . though she was tempted to push the issue she shrugged it off , “ well my week has been pretty great so far , i got a new pet , i’ve got about five new clients , i yelled at an ex friend and an ex boyfriend . still , i think i need a few more spicy bits before i’ll actually be satisfied . you should consider getting someone to fight for you , i haven’t actually done any of my own beatings in about a year , it really lets the skin clear up . ” she teased with a grin .
“Back up, back up,” Spencer asked, motioning loops counter-clockwise with his hand. “New pet: what kind of animal and name? And for clarification purposes, is the ex friend and ex boyfriend two separate entities or one who just really fucked up?” Important questions guaranteed by yours truly Spencer Lynn. “Are you kidding? I’d rather be set on fire and disintegrate than even consider letting anyone fight any of my fights for me.” Not only was it the biggest ego crush he could imagine, fighting served a purpose for Spencer. Even if he had no chance of winning and even the times he was being hit while he was already down, or when he wasn’t even sure if he could walk back to his dorm afterwards, it gave him a feeling that he’d never get if he backed out and let someone else fight for him; it was a pure, unfiltered, unmatched rush.
“the most important thing we need to know is if you won the fight or not,”. Erin had a big mouth and always voiced her opinion , but she didn’t get into many physical fights , she only used it as a last resort. “ it’s been okay, i’ve been busy organising my next big movement,” she rambled. “ i’ve had better weeks , some of the public students are dampening my mood.”
“Does it look like I won the fight?” Spencer let the question hang in the air for a moment before quickly shaking his head. “On second thought, don’t bother. Plus, I never lost my cool once. They were the one exerting all of their energy... so by all intents and purposes, yes, I won.” He knew the other guy wouldn’t be singing the same tune, but people twist any story to make themselves the ‘winner’. Just human nature at that point. The winners write the history books as they say, but really both sides delicately craft a specific narrative to feed to the public and boost their spirits up. “Ha! No way, so funny you mention that because some of the private students are dampening my mood as well.” In truth, Spencer couldn’t care less about what others thought of him - or at least that was what he always hoped came across. If nothing else, he just found it amusing how much his presence, as well as his other classmates, bothered other private students so much.