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I've had psychotic episodes where I simply come across as depressed and a little confused. I've had them where I'm anxious and rocking and crying but I'm not loudly proclaiming my delusion.

I've had psychotic episodes where I thought my family was being stalked and I had to harm myself to appease the beings stalking us but nobody knew. My injuries were hidden and I simply stayed inside the house.

I've had voices make me feel terrible so I just cry and talk about what an awful person I am but that just looks like low self-esteem.

It can be right under your nose.

I think things would be brighter if I was dead, discarded, no more Poe to mess up people's lives and have her life messed up

Hello and farewell my angels!

I suppose the hate has got to me.. I feel as if an old scar has been ripped open and many more have appeared. I cannot continue being here with a healthy mindset. knowing so many seek death upon me.. it hurts.

I truly was recovered for more than a year!.. but I just feel so worthless now. What good am I to anyone if in their eyes I am just a burden?

hah.. it's ironic huh? The savior that couldn't save themself..

I suppose I just can't take it anymore. I can't take this hate. I can't take this pressure! I can't take and take more from anyone anymore.

I am what I fear. but no longer shall I stress! I have to find my own eternal peace now. somewhere where no one will hate me, somewhere no one will hurt me, somewhere I can be left behind.

I'm truly sorry for how I healed everyone while not being able to heal myself anymore. I'm sorry I lied and said everything was fine.

I couldn't save myself, but it's okay! I think this time I have to go, somewhere far away from this life, my life. Please do not cry angels!

this is entirely my fault, for which I shall weep from wherever I go. I will weep enterally, rain dropping to the ground.

Never kys bcoz somebody could be being born or developing when you die. And do you rlly wanna be reincarnated as a fucking baby man. What if your soul goes INTO the baby n u js gotta be a baby. I'd be pretty fucking pissed. Who wants to be a BABY? babies are weak and all they do is babble and goo goo gaga and piss themselves. Babies dont kill god. Babies dont do NOTHING. I've never been a baby before. Never be a baby. Take this chance right now not to be a baby. Everyangel of jiraiblr (all of us collectively like being called angels right) re-think your plans of suicide because you might become a baby.

This is the last WIP; the next one will be the final. It’s almost done, I just need: – Color – Background – Effects

wanted to animate the two goobers because yes

they are very dear to me even tho one of them is also a menace that needs a punch to the gut yesterday, not naming names but it starts with harlequin :)