Dear Future Wife

So, it's almost 4am and this is my first post to you. So all I can think about right now is how long I spent denying I've been looking for you my whole life. It's sounds cheesy and like a pick up line but it's true. I think I was about 14 when I realized I could not wait to be a husband and father. I have spent the last 2 decades of my life denying that thought not because I have not wanted to find you but because I have never felt good enough for anyone let alone my future wife. I have to go to bed because I have to work in less 6 hours or so, but I wanted to admit that out loud, finally. I will tell you more soon.