Lapis Lazuli

i want to punch a wall but dont want to shatter my tiny baby fist

im dealing with my shit the way im dealing with it. are my methods unhealthy? yes. are they effective? no. am i going to change what im doing. no

after sonic-for-real-justice regular tumblr drama just doesn’t impress me anymore. even if everything was fabricated it was still so good. it was like watching a real reality show unfold, and now everything pales in comparision. like yeah, stealing human bones and using them for witchcraft is pretty bad, but it’s nothing compared to what happened to mod silver?

Whenever you like. I don’t always sleep at night.

I’d love to see it, I think.

The creatures down there are so pretty. Bio-luminescence is a wonderful thing.

Nothing is beautiful and everything hurts.

I’d love to show you the bottom of the ocean. Or we can stay inside.

Honestly it’s all pretty awful but I am trying.

I’m glad for that.