Watching
I’ve just finished brushing my teeth when he walks into the bathroom. I glance up, my eyes meeting his in the bathroom mirror.
“What’s up?” I ask lightly.
He doesn’t answer. Slowly, I become aware of the coolness in his eyes, and the careful set of his jaw. He raises his arm and I catch sight of my ratty old flip-flops dangling from his finger.
Uh-oh…
I turn to face him. “I forgot! I’m sorry I completely forgot!”
“Yes,” he says, “You forgot. I almost broke my neck tripping over them in the hallway.”
I bite my lip and shake my head apologetically. “I’m so sorry James.”
He lowers his arm and lets one of the sandals fall to the floor. But his hand closes around the other one and he uses it to gesture toward the sink.
“Turn around and bend over,” he says coolly.
“James…” I start to plead.
But he cuts me off with an impatient shake of his head. “Turn around and bend over the sink, Amy. I’m going to spank you with your own shoe. Maybe that way you’ll remember not to leave them lying around.”
My heart sinks. Spanked with my own shoe…
Reluctantly I turn back to the sink and bend over at the waist. I place my forearms on the sink before me and take a slow, deep breath.
“Lift up your nightgown,” he commands.
I stifle a little whimper as I gingerly reach down and gather the hem of my nightgown in shaking fingers. I lift it high above my waist, baring my bottom for what’s about to come. Then I resume my position and wait.
“Panties down,” James barks.
Damn it!
I marshal my courage, and then slowly reach back and hook my thumbs in the waistband of my panties. I pull them down below the curve of my cheeks. When I’m done, I rest my forearms back on the cool porcelain before me and close my eyes.
“Open your eyes Amy,” James says, “Look at yourself in the mirror.”
My pulse begins to race. I don’t want to look. I open my eyes, but my gaze goes immediately to his reflection, avoiding my own. He meets my gaze in the mirror and holds it. Slowly, deliberately, he comes around and stands beside me.
“Look at yourself in the mirror,” he repeats. I obey with a quiet sigh. My eyes move reluctantly over my reflection, and I’m humiliated by what I see – a grown woman awaiting her spanking, fear and anticipation in her eyes, nightgown bunched at her waist as she tightly grips the sink before her. Tears threaten as James places his free hand on the curve of my hip.
“Do you see what you look like?” he asks, “Do you see how naughty you look, bent over and waiting to be spanked?”
I press my lips together and nod sadly.
“I want you to keep your eyes open while I spank you,” he instructs. “I want you to see what happens when you misbehave.”
I watch, horrified, as he raises my shoe up in the air. He holds it there for a moment, and then the shoe comes down across my bottom and my mouth curls into a little “oh” as my eyes fly open wide. I have no time to recover before he raises his arm back up in the air and brings my shoe down hard across my bared cheeks a second time. I gasp in pain and close my eyes briefly, but I quickly raise my lids only to watch James bring my shoe down once more. This time, to my horror, my hips buck forward in a humiliating attempt to deflect the blow.
Seeing myself like this, watching my own spanking, it’s the ultimate punishment. Seeing the pain and dismay on my face, watching myself squirm as he lands spank after spank, knowing it’s my own shoe in his hand – it’s all too much to bear. I want to cry, not just from the growing sting of the spanking, but from the sight of myself being punished at his hands. From the inescapable knowledge that I’m being thoroughly disciplined, and that I deserve it. My shoe comes down again and again in a loud slap, slap, slap across my upturned cheeks and I watch myself in the mirror as my lips turn down in a sad little pout.
But my self- pity vanishes the moment James shifts his attention to the delicate underside of my cheeks. My shoe catches both cheeks with each spank, lifting me up onto my toes. Panic wells up within me as the pain grows, and it’s only because I catch a glimpse of how shamefully perverse it looks that I’m able to keep from wagging my bottom back and forth to ease the sting.
I’m gasping out loud now. I continue to watch my spanking in the mirror, but I no longer care how I look. I know that in a moment, I’ll start wailing.
“Please,” I gasp, “James, please!”
He pauses and meets my gaze in the mirror.
“Have you had enough, Amy?” he asks, “Have you learned your lesson?”
I sob quietly and nod my head.
“Yes, sir. I’ve learned my lesson.”
I watch, wincing, as he gives my bottom one last whap. Then he holds my shoe up for me to see and says, “Every time you take these off, I expect you to remember what you look like right now – bent over the sink, with your panties down around your knees. I expect you to look at these shoes and remember that I used them to give you a good spanking. And after thinking about all that, I expect you to put them back in the closet where they belong. Do I make myself clear?”
I nod vigorously in agreement. “Yes, James. I will. I’ll remember everything.”
He lets my shoe fall to the floor with a loud clap and my entire body sags with relief. He sighs and puts his hands on his hips, and I struggle to hold still as his eyes move over my sore bottom.
“I’m through playing around,” he warns. “Next time I’ll put you over my lap and give you the belt.”
He shifts his body so he’s directly behind me and takes my hips firmly in his hands. He brushes his body lightly against the prickly flesh of my spanked cheeks, and my heart does a happy little leap as I become aware of his erection.
“Do you hear what I’m saying, Amy?” he asks, his voice velvety soft as he increases the pressure against my body. “Do you want me to spank you with the belt?”
“No,” I manage to gasp, “I’ll behave.”
My pulse starts hammering wildly as he slips his pajama bottoms off.
“Will you be a good girl?” he asks.
“Yes. I’ll be a very good girl.”
His eyes meet mine in the mirror as he very slowly enters me. His hands move under my nightgown, up my waist and over my breasts. My entire body is suffused with happy pleasure, and my eyes slip closed as I moan softly.
Almost at once, he finds my nipples, pinching them painfully between his thumb and forefinger. I cry out softly as my eyelids flutter open.
“I told you to keep your eyes open,” he says with a grin as he thrusts into me. I gasp loudly, torn between pleasure and pain. His hips buck against mine and I arch my back to meet him.
“Keep your eyes open,” he whispers into my ear.
And because I always do as I’m told when my bottom is still sore from a spanking, I watch him thoroughly fuck me.















