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We got the awesome bonfire about a 12 pack left but Todd is trying his best into talking to take a walk on the cliffs. We are both stationed at the Navy Training Center. I arrived three weeks ago. Todd has been here a year. I am fully aware what happens after dark along sunset cliffs. It where Navy guys go to be gay. Told is twenty three full blown gay with one year to go. As for myself I am a little bit of everything. My father would say a mess. I started out liking girls, then had no choice with guys for a while. Now I am twenty two with two years left out of six. Guys who want guys give that look. I want to tap that kind of look. Gays call it gaydar. My grandma would call it lust.

Todd is looking at me that way all night. The last three weeks has been one constant attempt to get me in bed. Todd is 5' 10" of solid mussel. Vs my 6'3" linebacker Danville High School Class of 16 body. Todd was looking for a full time husband as he is a full time wife. The first time we saw each other was in the shower. We had a naked gaydar moment just to find out we would be working together in the same office thirty minutes later. That was my fifth beer which means it is time to talk a walk.

I tell Todd to grab a beer and let's head down the beach. He would prefer the opposite direction to the cliffs. I suggest they both end up the same place but my way is safer. Now he is really confused and he has only finished two beers and it is my job to count. I like my sex private. Away form the fire, noise, people. I wrap my arm around Todd for body heat. I ask if he has ever has had a boyfriend. He asked if high school counted. He did two years at a junior college met some gay people, try a few gay things. His parents freaked. Talked him into joining the Navy. Now he goes to a bathhouse sometimes or just without.

I suggest instead of bad sex on the cliffs I am going to get a motel room for the weekend. You have 24 hours to convince me I am in love with you and that you are awesome in bed. I stop walking take him by the shoulders the important part is. At the end of the twenty four hours we will agree to spend the rest of our lives together as a couple, or we will never speak of this between us again and remain best of friends.

He said that was very impressive for five beers. Are you sober enough to pick me up. He puts his arms around my neck and I grab a butt check with each hand. It's like holding two large oval pond rocks He wraps his legs around my waist and locks them at his ankles. It like wearing a backpack backwards.

The reason is eye contact. Looking me in the eye he tells me he loves me, he knows I love him. I will too within 24 hours. He gives me a kiss that I felt in my ... toes. It's scary for me to open up be my true gay self sometimes. I was not born this way but made. This is my attempt to make being gay this awesome thing because you just really like this person, could love this person. Not because you have to. But because you cannot live without them. So connected. Never in my life has someone tried so hard to love me. So, determined I was the one. Picked Me of all people and he has a great butt. That first time I saw him in the shower. I gave him that tap that look or maybe it was love at first sight for gay people.