Spade Anon

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My flags in the form of eyes! The list goes asexual, demipanromantic, agender, queerplatonic!

thank you for the support, I really appreciate it 💛

I just finished Tommy and Tubbo chill hc's, probably will only do the minors since I'm a minor and that's what I'm comfy writing

so I was on a discord call, and one of my friends was upset, but I could tell that they didn't want to talk about it so I tried to distract them, and then they asked for me to leave and said they would tell me when I could come back because they and the others in the call wanted to do something in private. I waited for 2 hours, and I was never told I could come back, so I just decided to tell them good night. I think I'm gonna ghost everyone tomorrow so I don't try to fight them, as my main mode of defending myself emotionally is fighting. but them not inviting me back hurt and made me think about how they probably don't even really care about me or how their tired of dealing with me. it's exhausting, knowing how much I depend on them and how if I disappeared how they wouldn't even care. it's exhausting, listening to someone talk on and on about how they're and empath and how they always try to help others, but don't care enough to support the person they call their best friend. it feels like they just use me to boost their grades and their ego, and I don't think I can handle much more of it. I need to confront them at some point, send them this post, I don't know, something.