Chronicly Confused

sapphic moonwater washing off the mud, in debilitating sexual tension

sapphic moonwater drying each other's hair with a knot in their stomach, and static underneath their senses

He would go out, have meaningless hookups, and revel in the moments when someone looked at him like he was wanted.

His hookups were always quick and impersonal, someone fucking him to chase their own pleasure and to discard once they’ve gotten what they wanted. He didn’t mind being used, if it meant someone wanting him enough to use him. He could get off and be satisfied, but really, sex never was this wonderful thing for him. He thought everyone else was lying about how great it was.

That was at least until the first time Remus and him had sex. Remus was the most attentive lover, he had sex with Sirius to be as close and intimate as possible, to make him feel as good and he can. Remus didn’t fuck Sirius just to get himself off, and that was new to Sirius.

Remus worshipped him, he kissed him with his whole heart, like he wanted to devour Sirius whole. He traced the lines of his body, reverent touches and dirty kisses to his waist, his neck, his thighs, anywhere Remus could reach. Sirius surprised himself with the noises he made, becoming a moaning and whimpering mess just from Remus kissing him like he meant something.

home was euphemia kissing his forehead as it was the most natural thing in the world. it was fleamont making him tea late at night while pretending not to notice sirius lingering in the kitchen because he didn’t want to be alone yet. it was james loving him so loudly and so easily because there was nothing to earn first, no version of himself he had to become to deserve it.

James unironically says shit like "marvelous".

James Potter who needs to be reminded every now and then that his purpose in life is more than just to make everyone around him happy.

James Potter and his scuffed up red converse.

James Potter is the type of nerd to say "May the 4th be with you" and celebrate like it's an actual holiday.

Demisexual James Potter who does not and will never have hook ups.

James Potter who literally forgets his wand EVERYWHERE. He'll forget it and have to sprint halfway across the school to get it.

James is the type of person to run over to a random crying stranger who didn’t even know he was there. He will immediately try and console them or crack them up with jokes and only will leave when the stranger smiles at least once.

james potter with a Lightning McQueen bed and car

hihi! Tbh, I have a lot but mostly were on my full pandalily era so maybe they are old 😔

First I headcannon Pandora Ravenclaw a year below than the Marauders (Sometimes Slytherin, depends of my AUs.) Also I hc her as Evan's older twin sister in most AUs, if not, Pandora Lestrange was my thing during 2022.

Pandora causes a lot of "problems" at Hogwarts because of her potions and weird experiments, and Lily on her first years was too moral and correct to like Pandora's "mess". She was a perfectionist, a neat freak.

Also Pandora is part of families that are blood supremacist and Evan is not the kindest person alive, so Lily doesn't have good vibes of Pandora.

After some years, Lily understands that Pandora is only a whimsy soul and accepts her freak.

Lily is not soft normally, only with Mary and Marlene (Lils has a lot of angry energy) but Pandora is her soft spot.

Lily is mossy green and Pandora is lilac <33

I love butterfly / moth motifs on them <33

Shout out to all the Black girls in the HP fandom... i see y'all

The reason I personally think lily Evan's should be a black woman is

1. Black woman in media are underrepresented (especially dark skin blk women). I think it would fit the story well.

2. Anti blackness is everywhere and I wanna make the racists mad.