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Is it normal to be approaching 30 and feel like you’ve never been in a healthy relationship?

cold air blew in through the window, raising baby bumps across my bare arms bare legs bare everything. The tree didn’t laugh at me but told me I was allowed to feel as bad as I was feeling, that it was okay that it was normal earned predictable as I sat in her apartment in her bed while he showered and got ready to drive four hours to meet her. I wondered if my mascara was on his pillowcase, if long blonde hairs were distributed between the tainted sheets. It’s important to try new things, so that you know what to never do again.

Living in a big city is of the utmost importance, if you, too, are afraid of marriage