PAGE ONE: OMG! I FINALLY LET MY ABSURDLY HOT GF FUCK ME?! (IM SERIOUS !) - OT8 SKZ
OT8 skz (separately x fem reader. - {Minors, do not interact.} - requested? Yes <3
Warnings -> unprotected p i v (be safe.), cowgirl, innocence loss, inexperienced! Skz, experienced! Reader, cumming inside, accidental overstimulation of oneself, crying.
Summary -> when your boyfriend finally lets you ride him, his diary entry really makes him drool just rethinking about it.
- it doesnโt feel real. Her being mine didnt feel like it in the first place..but now IM inside HER.-
{ 5:09PM } i canโt believe it. She was my first. I donโt even know who to believe anymore. My friends telling me im a dumb loss of a virgin, or my super hot girlfriend whispering my name in my ear while I pulse inside her. Itโs just, crazy right? How I pulled someone like her. I used to think Iโd never stand a chance with how many love letters i dropped by her feet or in her locker on Valentineโs Day. And now she told me IM her valentines gift? Well shit! I made it thats for sure!
But thinking about..I always thought i wasnt that affective towards her. As I always wanted to cuddle or play video games while stuffing ourselves with snacks until I knocked myself sick. But thats not really the case anymore. Because anytime she comes over, it turns into a huge problem. Sheโs started to wear lingerie under her clothes, she knows it gets me hard and needy, and thatโs the worst thing. Just the feeling of her brushing her clothed cunt over my leaking cock has me going mad. I donโt even know I have a side like this, but shoving her panties aside and shoving myself inside her with no warning has become a daily thing. I donโt know where I developed it from. But feeling how tight she is is maybe a reason for it. And I canโt even last that long for another point, itโs so bad im pretty sure the last time I looked at her tits while she was riding me i nutted straight away. This is a wild relationship and I love it.
- Itโs not even funny anymore, I think sheโs actually turned me into some sort of a feral monstrosity. -
{ 1:48PM } I thought she was joking when she said it, just a simple joke to get to me to crack a smile for once. But no, seeing that true smile on her face as she leaned closer and raked her hand down my chest? I froze. What was I supposed to do in that moment? Pounce on her? Wreck her insides and bully her cervix? I couldnโt! Im to damn of a loser and a fucking virgin! Well- not now..but you get my point! Sheโs just so hot i couldnt control myself when she actually straddled me..it was almost like a damn fever dream seeing her unbuckle MY belt..YES MINE?! HOW CRAZY!
But thinking about.. the way she rolled her hips over me, her lips parted in a breathy moan knowing that i was the one causing her to be in this stupid mess in between dribbles and blushes up in her cheeks. Watching my cock fit so tightly inside her, disappearing with every thrust. I could just sit there and watch, clearly with how I was underneath her. I looked so fucking dumb..almost drooling at the sight. Once my hand shot out and gripped her hips, I didnโt even know how tight it was but it was tight enough for me to rut up into her once I lost my cool. Her moans growing louder and my hips becoming sloppy as my orgasm became overdue. Having me trembling beneath her, vision blurring at the feeling of her gummy walls clenching around me, could that night have gotten any..better..? I sure think not.
- i didnt realise I could, but now I have her in a headlock..literally. -
{ 7:45AM } ive been bewildered, Ive been tricked into thinking i didnt have a real sexual sensation for this girl, and the same for her to me. I mean yes, I do love the cuddly, soft version of her. But this? The version where sheโs begging me to cum inside her? To practically choke her with my muscles? Itโs absolutely ironic. Itโs impossible to think about if you ask someone who knows me for my lack of sexual activity. And im honestly like that myself, but god..she felt so fucking good I actually nutted into my own hand an hour after we fucked,
But thinking about..how needy she is, or how I am in another fact, weโre both the same for each other. Just returning the favour of what she wants. The sensation of her weeping cunt practically crying for my cock has me drooling. Bouncing up and down while clawing at my biceps like some greedy little baby, and I donโt blame her. Im known for my muscle, but not this much. Itโs almost like she needs them to breathe. But seriously i dont think I can go another day without fucking her again, sheโs so skilled itโs actuslly embarrassing. But I hardly even think about it when sheโs cumming all down my length. Whining my name.
- dude, I know sheโs hot but when sheโs dominant I think I could burn looking at her. -
{ 2:19AM } โCan I be your first, baby?โ Well fuck, have I ever folded that bad? No, was it a consequence? Probably. Iโve never felt so warm and unsteady in my entire life. I actually thought I was gonna die with my last saying being โi didnt get to fuck a hot chickโ but holy shit ive changed my mind. And possibly the way I look at her everyday. Itโs gotten to a point that anytime I think back to that night i could immediately cum in my pants. Embarrassing right? Yeah I know. But is it for a good cause? Hell yeah, and Iโd definitely do it again. No doubt.
But Thinking about.. how she looked down at me when I didnโt know what to do but ramble on about what we were going to do after this. The only thing leaving my mouth either being how good she looked or how I choked on boba the day she wore that mini skirt and actually thought sitting on my lap was a good idea. But the quick shush to my lips quickly shut me up, her hands guiding mine to keep me at the same level. But that barely did anything as my eyes were blown wide, stuck on the way her pussy took me so well..whispering about how big I was and probably the best sheโd had..well that definitely did something to me as I immediately had that huge orgasm straight afterwards like an absolute nerd, quickly covering my face to hide from her, i couldnt even last 5 minutes? Seriously Hyunjin? God this was so bad..but it only made it worse when she giggled at the whines that left my lips. Leaning down and praising me. Fuck i love that girl..
- if I die dont question it because the answer is highlighted with shiny lipgloss, the shortest skirts and sickeningly adorable doll eyes. -
{ 10:07AM } It feels like a disease, my hand constantly attached to my poorly worked dick like it couldnt leave, thrusting up into my fist anytime I thought about her. I find it crazy myself honestly, im just praying nobody finds this damn entry, they wouldnโt see me the same way..god forbid i let myself be a sub, wait- but..seriously! Sheโs so hot i could just combust standing next to her. Ive even picked up a habit of stealing her panties to add that extra sting of stimulation. The lace burning around my shaft as I completely cover them in a sticky mess. It felt degrading but it felt to fucking good to stop.
But thinking about..just how she taught me with one quickie. We were supposed to be studying for the next literature exam..but it turned into us going RAW. YES RAW. I donโt know if my face has ever paled so quick..but the way I just fit inside her so perfectly has my head spinning. Her teasing moans in my ear had me blushing like a silly teenager with a bad case of love destruction. And of course she caught it. Im not exactly good at hiding it. But just how sheโs guiding me is so attractive, soft hands enveloping mine as she kissed me through the orgasm. Shuddering under her grip once it hit me like a damn train wreck. I didnโt think it was this intense, but it was certainly worth it if I have a naked chick snuggling up to me like a comfort zone, im not complaining btw. I just feel extra special.
- jealously was once a disease for all the people losing their v cards, but now im melting in with the crowds. -
{ 6:29PM } It was odd. I thought my voice was just as normal as others. Well apart from the times people look back at me to hear my voice for a second time as it doesnโt necessarily match my appearance. But itโs not THAT special right? Not to the point your girlfriend actually gets off to it and finally asks for the real version. It nearly made me spit out my drink, coughing a few times before It actually hit me. I wasnโt going to die a virgin? I WASNT ! I genuinely thought I wasnโt fuckable. Especially with how people baby me all the time. But once I felt it. It was all washing away, she sees me differently, and thats the way I want her seeing me. Itโs so hot I couldnt even focus. But who could focus with the so called โhottest girl of campusโ ontop of them?! Ontop of ME?! YES ME!
But thinking about..how she just seemed to get more worked up every time I spoke with that low voice, raspy and needy as I practically begged her to slow down. Tears actually pricking at the corner of my eyes as she worked me dry. My head lolling to the side every time she thrusted down hard onto my achingly hard cock, leaving it to pulse inside her which had me screaming, trying my best to rut upwards but her hands pushing on my hips a valid barricade from doing so. It was like torture. Seeing her sitting so pretty for me yet i couldnโt even do fuck all about it..she was such a tease until she slammed herself down so hard I swore my tip bullied her cervix roughly. Every apology that tried to be loud she shushed, wiping the tears from my stained cheeks from how long she kept me waiting for that sweet release. She was so cheeky..
- im doomed, Ive always said im stoic and nothing could make me stutter. But thereโs one damn secret thats threatening to become world wide. -
{ 3:51AM } Sheโd always teased me, called me puppy and pretended I was some innocent, love struck dumbass that spoke in algebraic equations. But honestly, itโs not like she was lying. I really was the definition of whatever that is. I donโt even know how to kiss properly at most. Nor even blush at spicy scenes of 18+ movies from the early 2000โs. It felt pathetic, but what felt worse? Was even after she finally took my fucking virginity i behaved like some rabid animal. Constantly wanting to be behind her, subtly rutting my hips against her ass like I was in heat. And I was. A terrible state of it aswell.
But thinking about..how fucking desperate she looked, the stretch of my cock almost making her wince, nails digging into the skin of my shoulders for any source of stability. The sounds were obscene, mixed with the pants and disgustingly loud moans that pushed past her mouth. Eyes rolling back with every shift of my hips that SHE taught me how to do. How to move them to actually give a girl real pleasure. For the first time in my life I actually felt like that one boy in those romance movies that gets any girl unraveled. It felt so good knowing I was ruining her, leaving her squirting around me and screeching MY name. Like some slut that cant get enough of a nerd she couldnโt trust.
- sheโs hot, sexy, immaculate..i dont even know anymore. Fuck she really is the hallucination i dream about every night, and now I have the real life her..-
{ 8:32PM } this is definitely something I didnโt expect. I always trip over my own feet trying to impress her, always try and dress my best, and try and catch up on the interests she likes. I never thought sheโd really wanna fuck someone like me, so dumb founded and never ready for anything further than a kiss on the cheek. But I donโt regret saying yes. Like fuck that was hella good, i just didnโt know sheโd be my first. I didnโt even think sheโd wanna date me?! Im such a screw over but your saying she doesnโt see me like others do? She sees me differently? ITS ABOUT DAMN TIME!
But thinking about..when she actually rides me, moaning and whining about how im too big but still takes me anyway, itโs nasty. But I fucking love it. Stretching her open as wide as she could possibly get. Taking me so fucking well, i didnt even know I was capable of this myself, and it had me spiralling. โF-fuck innie..your so-..b-big!โ It made me mental, in all the ways I can think of. Her sweet, fragile voice bouncing off my ears as im completely focussed on how wet she is, my thumb frantically circling her sensitive clit like she told me. Head leaning back as I felt her clenching around me. It felt like a fucking dream. How fast she squirted for me. Sometimes I think the length of my hands are a secret power of mine. And the answer is pretty much clear as day.