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Sylus' favorite part about living together was being able to pamper you to his heart's content. The more you let him do for you, the better.
Sylus' day would begin as yours was winding down. Most days, he woke up when you were in the middle of your shower. The pitter-patter of the water against the tile would pull him out of sleep and he would roll out of bed as you finished up.
In a moment, you would be sitting on the bed with fresh clothes on as you brushed your hair. Meanwhile, Sylus would be knelt on the floor in front of you, rubbing lotion into your legs.
Sylus hoped he could convince you to let him do more. Towel down your body, dress you, dry your hair — he'd do it all if you'd let him. If it were up to him, you wouldn't have to lift a finger once you came home. But of course, that wasn't your style.
Still, this was a nice consolation for him. And anyways, he already spent a good amount of time trying to get to this point. He won't press his luck for now. His focus at the moment was making sure to be employee of the month while on lotion duty. After another few months of consistently high marks, he could perhaps hint at a promotion.
It's difficult to self insert with sylus fics at this point in my life . For a character so devoted to his partner's pleasure, it feels like even the most well written fics are hitting a brick wall when i read them. A bad habit when im feeling depressed is to disengage from "needs" and "wants". I need nothing, I want nothing, I am nothing. I guess this makes it obvious why I gravitate towards Sylus but I still find it difficult to turn towards the game for comfort. More and more, I think it would be best that i quit the game entirely
Plug!Sylus as a sexy older man that pulls up late at night for a drop off and finds out you don't know how to inhale correctly when he gives you free prerolls. You get annoyed when it seemed like he was just nitpicking your technique. But before you knew it, he was shotgunnning smoke directly into your mouth, forcing you to learn how to inhale correctly.
"To think you've been wasting product this whole time..."
The amount he administered made your vision blur. You could only focus on the feeling of his lips against yours as he exhaled into your mouth. He kept direct eye contact as he did this, but you were too caught off guard to think about averting your gaze. Eventually, he pulled away.
"How cute," he said, a satisfied smile plastered across his face.
You took a deep breath, but the air was too thick with residual smoke that your head just got more muddled. Your body began to relax at a much faster pace than it did when you smoked alone. All of your bones and muscles felt like they were melding together as you sunk into the leather upholstery. "What the fuck..." you whispered, not really sure how else to react to the feeling.
"You're feeling it?"
You turned to see Sylus sitting in the drivers seat, staring you down with steady eyes. You nodded, this time your eyes flicking down towards the gearshift to avoid him. "Mm."
"Good girl."
Sylus would love filipino women bc of tampo

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Sylus always being considered a dark, mysterious person but maybe it was once his desire to be seen as a princely gentleman figure and time after time he is disappointed when partners expect him to be an intense sexual dominant. He had never wanted to be violent but if it's your desire, he is willing to do anything even if he doesn't really want to. Is this really what everyone sees in him?
Not to be that person... but to me, the slow transition of Sylus cards towards marriage themes and concepts makes me sad thinking about how he was never fated to have a "happily ever after" with her
Sylus bathes so much in the housing feature because he's self conscious about you noticing his old man smell
There aren't any real downsides to having a baby with Sylus. (Cw: angst)
What were you so worried about? Having a baby with Sylus would probably be no sweat. He was a good, stable man that wouldn't hesitate in being an active provider for you and the child. Most would jump at the opportunity to lock this kind of man down.
Although his occupation was often dangerous and unpredictable, he had always promised to wash his hands of business when he came home to you at the end of the day. You had told him you wanted to see these things - you didn't want him to keep the severity of his job a secret from you. But if you requested it, you would never have to see him come home all roughed up and bloody. You were certain this would extend to a child.
There was nothing you couldn't ask of him. He wanted his partner and child to be happy and would do everything in his power to ensure this. A perfect father - a perfect family man.
The only problem with having a baby with Sylus, was that you were the one having the baby with him.
Xavier AU where he gains an online following for slime videos but he doesn't know that all of his followers are following him because of the boyfriend fantasy fueled by his insanely hot hands that contrast with the sweet voice thanking everyone for watching every day

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Sylus getting tipsy and a bit affectionate when you bring him to your family's place for the holidays
Your family had set you and Sylus up in your old childhood bedroom, but you knew it wouldn't be comfortable with the both of you on your old twin mattress.
You turned in first, completely drained from the festivities that night. Sylus had stayed out in the living area, stuck in a game of cards with some of your relatives. You heard them through the wall, all laughing and drinking to their hearts' content as you got settled into bed with your book.
When Sylus had finally gotten away, he flopped face first onto your tiny bed and pressed his nose against the duvet covering your stomach. "I've been robbed."
You scoffed without looking down at him. "I told you."
Sylus shifted his head and you felt his eyes on you. After a moment, you finally returned his look and raised your eyebrows to welcome his conversation. The warm glow of your beside lamp reflected against his eyes. "I love you."
You snorted and turned back to your reading. But his hands wandered towards your sides and you yelped at the cold fingers slipping under your sweater. "Sylus!"
The book in your hands had been set aside as you struggled to get his hands away from you. It only made him try harder. It was the only way he knew how to plead to you. This is what that meant: pay attention to me, please.
After a fit of giggles that left you out of breath and locked in his grip, you let yourself look at him again. His eyes were softened by a smile spread across his lips. It wasn't a good look, not to you. You knew that meant something serious.
"You promised," you began. "That you'd be good if I let you come."
"When have I misbehaved?"
"Right now." You paused, eyes studying his expression to confirm your suspicion. "You're being weird about this."
His laugh, all warm and sweet, rippled through his chest and transferred its soothing vibrations to your body. "Is that right?"
When he finished laughing, he continued to gaze upon you wrapped in warm light as you laid comfortably in bed. Maybe it was the alcohol making its course through his system, but it felt like a dream.
"But it's true. I love you."
"Go to sleep."
He let his head fall onto your stomach once more and he closed his eyes with a deep sigh. "I love you," he murmured.
(Toxic depiction of sex, bdsm/subspace, and mental health issues. minors dni)
I've seen a number of writers putting sylus in bdsm situations where he is "punishing" you and while I do think that he can be dominant, kinky, and even a brat tamer, I also think he would be very strict that bdsm play requires a lot of trust.
Imagine youre utilizing sex as self harm and whenever you're in a low mental state you come onto him strongly and you act like even more of a "brat", expecting him to punish you using sex and make use of your body for his pleasure, with no regard for your feelings. You want him to make it hurt - you want that pain to mean something. You think that this pain is worth it because at least someone was getting pleasure out of it.
What you hadn't realized is that he could tell that's what you wanted. It hurt him. He felt deceived.
So he doesn't do what you wanted. He withholds sex from you. Tells you your punishment is to not have sex and to not get off until you were a good girl again. Weeks go by. You cry, you scream, you shout, you act out in any way you can - but nothing gets him to budge. He won't let you get a rise out of him just because you wanted to be punished. You weren't the one to decide whether you would get punished or not. That's not how it works. He won't have sex with you.
So you're forced to be agreeable for him. You silently sink like putty into his arms one night and he brushes your hair away from your face as his gaze grows soft on you. "Are you a good girl?" he asks. You nod slowly, then see as a small smile forms on his lips. "Good. Now tell me what's going on."
(Tw: bdsm, punishment)
I want to expand on this as an ao3 fic eventually . I want to write about the dom/sub/brat/tamer dynamics having to do with the dom controlling the sub's lifestyle.
Imagine you are not good at taking care of yourself- you don't eat three nutritious meals a day, you don't keep yourself hydrated, you don't get enough sleep, etc etc. - and these are all met with punishment. Why punish you for such trivial things?
Because ultimately, your relationship is about trust. You're supposed to let him take the lead- you're supposed to let him decide what's good for you. He knows there are times when the noise of your life is too much to focus on taking care of yourself.
It regulates your life. Whether in times of peace or stress, you have him to lean on. Though it seems harsh, he will resort to punishment if you're not living up to the standard. Punishments range from denying your request for dessert after dinner, to smacking your hands until they bleed, to making you strip naked and swim across a lake until you exhaust yourself enough to get a full night of sleep.
Sex is a bargaining chip, of course. But it was a matter of pleasure versus pain, and he utilizes both of these things to his advantage.
Sylus could never act in malice, at least not that you've seen. Everything, all of the control he held over you, was because he was obsessed with caring for you. This was where he got his pleasure from. To see you live well because of him... something about that fed his pride little by little. Although he may have been your dom, you were the one in possession of him.
(Toxic depiction of sex, bdsm/subspace, and mental health issues. minors dni)
I've seen a number of writers putting sylus in bdsm situations where he is "punishing" you and while I do think that he can be dominant, kinky, and even a brat tamer, I also think he would be very strict that bdsm play requires a lot of trust.
Imagine youre utilizing sex as self harm and whenever you're in a low mental state you come onto him strongly and you act like even more of a "brat", expecting him to punish you using sex and make use of your body for his pleasure, with no regard for your feelings. You want him to make it hurt - you want that pain to mean something. You think that this pain is worth it because at least someone was getting pleasure out of it.
What you hadn't realized is that he could tell that's what you wanted. It hurt him. He felt deceived.
So he doesn't do what you wanted. He withholds sex from you. Tells you your punishment is to not have sex and to not get off until you were a good girl again. Weeks go by. You cry, you scream, you shout, you act out in any way you can - but nothing gets him to budge. He won't let you get a rise out of him just because you wanted to be punished. You weren't the one to decide whether you would get punished or not. That's not how it works. He won't have sex with you.
So you're forced to be agreeable for him. You silently sink like putty into his arms one night and he brushes your hair away from your face as his gaze grows soft on you. "Are you a good girl?" he asks. You nod slowly, then see as a small smile forms on his lips. "Good. Now tell me what's going on."
Need to write a fucked up childhood friends to lovers sylus fic about meeting him at bible camp during the summers of your youth except it deals with trauma with religion and religious authority. The older the two of you two get, the more sylus rebels against religion and the more you're suffocated by it yada yada
Hasnt even been a few months and im already starting to not like tumblr as a place to write .. maybe i just dont like writing in this format.. might go back to ao3 .

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Sylus becomes a regular at the cafe you work at and tips crazy amounts when you're on shift.
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Something was wrong with this man.
You weren't the kind of person to ask customers personal questions, nor were you the type to tell customers the truth if they asked about you. In food service, that's just how it's supposed to go.
Especially for regulars like Sylus, you forced yourself to ignore the darkening stains at the edges of his sleeve or the fresh scrapes on his cheekbones. You took his coffee order and then directed him to the other end of the counter where his drink would be ready and where another worker could strike up a conversation about what happened to him, but not you, never you.
He was a big tipper, but he never paid in cash. When he had just begun to come in consistently, your curiosity got the better of you and you looked through the payment history on the register to see his $100 tip on a $9 drink. It was obviously a mistake your manager would have to deal with later. The guy would call about the charge on his card anyways so you didn't bring it up. But there was no call. And then it kept happening. Whenever he came in, you checked his transaction information and shook your head.
[nsfw. minors dni]
AU where Sylus has a large twitter following for nsfw. His bio reads "I like bringing women to orgasm. 35 years old. Height 188cm. Secret meeting form (x)".
When you came across his account, you couldn't help but smile at his biography. "How straightforward," you thought. But after an hour of scrolling through his media tab, you had to admit he was good... really good.