depressed baldie

he told me one time what his favorite car was. what his favorite food was. what drink he prefers. what size clothes he wore. i told him several times what snack i prefer and he continues to get the wrong snack. impossible.

people are so damn useless. can’t do shit right ever

mentally exhausted. end me now. i never felt suicidal like this. i want to end myself but don’t feel like going through with it

my head hurts so bad. never thought i’d have rape victim and dv victim attached to my name

the inclination to drink my feelings is so strong

i am so sleepy mentally. my brain feels shakey

i’ve tried so hard. i can’t do this anymore

i was never better. just better at pretending to be okay.

sad song recs pls🖤

this hurt so bad

i miss my baby

my brain is killing me. i just want to sleep eternally.