keep your head up!

i suspect the reason i havent been here is lack of motivation and its not just No Muse, it’s that like... my schizophrenia has just gotten that bad. long story short, i dont do a whole lot of much anymore because of it, like... at all

i made this blog back when i was in a bad place? being isolated and all. and it really helped me a lot. it feels wrong not to put a thanks out now that i know exactly how much it helped....?? it’s hard to explain and kind of embarrassing, but ive met so many people i love so much here, if you wanna find me somewhere else to keep in contact like social medias and whatnot, feel free to ask me! one-on-one conversations dont always go well for me for a myriad of reasons, just a forewarning, tho my skype is always available (ok hand emojis)

im stressed with my future but things are moving along, way more than before. so im getting there! just slowly.

in the meantime i dont think i have the capacity to uphold this blog, and i really really do hope ill be back. so what i want to say in case i forget to later,