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My self concept sucks im not who i wanna be. And that fact makes me uncomfortable i dont wanna talk about myself i dont wanna be perceived dont ask dont look just ignore

Ill be honest my life has been better ever since i started listening to confidence subliminals but I am STILL an insecure anxious mees who is uncomfortable at all times. I wish i could just let it go i wish i had grown up normal and not ugly i wish i were invisible at all times

I hate my stupid fucking existence why am i so ugly why do i keep meeting people from the past while looking like a homeless crackhead fuck my life and fuck this city and fuck my past and i hate my hair and vody and skin and EVERYTHING

My scrumptious breakfast of chips and ciocolata

Im the oppo of a mom friend im the clueless naive baby friend who likes to wander off and whose friends have to look out for me

Now that im having sex again i can say it's boring and i don't care about it

Well im funny, im smart, im interesting im a great friend men do nut care about dat

Never forget you're not that pretty so your standards can't be that high

My friends from high school were intelligent tortured souls. I wish we had stayed friends but all of us were so cold and i was just so sensitive and it was build on meanness and I miss what we had but i cant go back