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I leave a bad taste in your mouth like toothpaste and orange juice
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Horrible bars:
I leave a bad taste in your mouth like toothpaste and orange juice

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Why I was born in the right generation
Carts
Holister and aero
Pregaming to twentythree
Pastel tights
2hollis
Star Pimple patches
Trinity and Bryce
Esdeekid
The boys
Crossed at wash
a montage of Austen and kim hating each other once he joins NC to i must be dreaming by the Maine
i think it really was waiting outside the train station that did it. is there really nothing more than this? nothing more than memories. i do nothing, am nothing. but greater i could become, than i ever once was. and truth be told i don't remember much about you, i don't miss you as much as i miss the way you made me feel.
6/18/26
lured in by the promise of love, i'm sure it's waiting for me on the low end. i'm beyond bitter, somehow jealous of myself. i said it back then and i'm always right - i'll never want anyone else. i'd take it trite and hollow, take it simple and sweet. but as i stand, there's nothing for me. all these things i can't quite define.
i wish that he'd come and save me, whoever he may be.
i know, it's driving me crazy, to feel this hollow
and
beyond bitter, i buried all my loose ends too soon
there's nothing for me to want, there's nothing for me to lose
i'm beyond bitter, better off with all my permanent aches
i never thought that i'd want back the heartbreak
i'd take it trite and shallow, take it simple and sweet
but as it stands there's nothing for me
but this empty and bleak bed, the reason i keep coming back
as i'm dreaming that you never left
chance after chance in my head
i wouldn't wish that upon you
i shouldn't hope for the best
beyond bitter, i buried all my loose ends too soon
there's nothing for me to want, there's nothing for me to lose
i'm beyond bitter, better off with all my permanent aches
i never thought that i'd want back the heartbreak

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showboat - capo: 4 E-G-Am-E7
hello beautiful,
it's been some time
such a radiant disposition
in ivory white
you know what works and you work it
in that button down and tie
you got a mouth like a car alarm
going off at night
i don't know how you do it
i'm at a loss for words
boy, you've put me through it
so charismatic
that it hurts
but i'd be crucified
if they found my type
is the most obnoxious thing
you've ever seen in your life
cold hard truths 4/25/26
To even aim this high is a both a blessing and a privilege. it's claws that hurt, it's claws that hold. not a whisper of you, not a sliver of smoke.
in these last few months i've figured out the secrets of the universe. and for once i'm looking after my health. but i can't save everyone, i can't save everyone, so i'll just save myself.
most nights i lie awake thinking about outliving everyone i love. i hold them tighter in the morning, it will never be enough. the way i am now i don't stand a chance. i hold them tighter in the morning but they'd never understand. lately i haven't wanted to look myself in the eyes. maybe it was you that made me so ice cold. once it was all i had. i don't remember real emotion. i need love in my life so badly. i need love to feel human. i need humans to feel love. my heart is an underwater cavern. i am not yet beautiful enough yet for such sorrow.
5/18/26
it's all for something. it's always for something. i'll be stick thin and smiling beams at the crowd and they'd never know. i'm going to leave it all behind. the junk food, the self sabotage. everything that makes me the worst of humanity. quit groveling like the rest of them. i'll be the closest thing to a god. and they'll have no choice but to see me for what i am. better.
Mourning Dove
Capo: 3 V - E, C, E, CM P - E, C, E, CM, A7 C- EM
down in the meadow
see the high grass green
where the skies stretch wide
over white oak trees
and none's been kinder
than the evening breeze
that wipes my brow
then leaves me be
down in the meadow
where they'll never know
where the creeks speak fast
and the birds fly low
out of all the ways today could go
CM, A, E7
i know, i know, i know,
for what i've drudged
along enough
all for naught,
if not for love.
for what i've drudged
along enough
all for naught,
if not for love.
kicked and shipped
and stripped and shorn
just boots and arms and nothing more
than tired
So what if I’m just conditioned to think I’m broken. There is no ideal reality. The world in which I am normal doesn’t exist. All there is is this and it’s not for me.

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4.5.26
it's all about the things i don't tell anyone else. Right now i feel like i can't do anything. my limbs are locked in place, it's like my heart is afraid to move. it jumps at loud noises, sudden movement, and i cry. i cry so much. I scream into whatever i can get my hands on and the only deep breaths i take are from the end of a pipe. There are things i need to do, right now while i'm typing this. but i can't, days like these i never can. when i can feel the oils on my face and the waffle-knit of my shirt and silence sounds like acute tinnitus and an the inside of my mouth has this horrible texture. I wish more than anything that it would turn off. wish my body had a dial. I showered last night and i feel disgusting. i move the way one does when they're covered in mud. hands in claws, arms out, avoiding any kind of contact with myself. i'm playing whack a mole with itchy spots. i'm doing bad. it's like i can't win. either i live so rigidly that i starve out any whimsy in my life. or spend time freely and become incapable of any kind of structured task. what I need is balance, but i've never even known the meaning of the word. it's pathetic. I feel fear. actual fear. this sensation that something is deeply wrong. i hate this. i hate this so much. why can't i do things like other people, why can't i just power through.
The depth to which you know yourself is the limit of how well you can know others. If you’re an artist and you want your work to resonate with others, make it only for yourself. we’re hardwired to relate everything to our experience in some way (it’s all we know) and chances are, we have a lot more in common than you’d think.
is this your card?
I don't know where you get off
saying i should curb my sympathy
if he thinks i was there for him...
no kidding, it's all pity - plus a bit of something i can't have
no sweat, when my dominant's the upper hand.
what's that? just the sweet scent of victory.
lines that feel like a punch to the gut
"you hang me up unfinished, with the better part of me no longer mine" - constant headache, joyce manor
"i only keep myself this sick in the head, cause i know how the words get you" - i'm like a lawyer, fall out boy
3.31.26
too much of my hand, revealed. noted

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3.31.26
i need something. always something. even my subconscious knows the truth. am i bad? i could already be all i condemn. would i know?
It’s in the eyes. It’s always in the eyes